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Name: Ana's Baby
Birthday: 12/29/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: ballet,ana, skinny, mia, hunger pains, music, SI, cutting, pointe shoes, thinspo, music
Expertise: ballet, ana, basketball
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
6/20/2005
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| I CHANGED MY MIND!!!!!!!! TAKE ME BACK TAKE ME BACK I NEED YOU!!!!!
*sigh* the new site did not work out...but this was such a good site with such amazing girls...so here i am...back again... | | |
| IM DONE WITH THIS SITE!!! TIME TO START OVER FOR REAL WITH A WHOLE NEW SITE!!! HOPE TO SEE ALL YOU BEAUTIFUL LADIES SOON!
GOODBYE<3
XOXO
ANABABY | | |
| sorry no update yesterday i got pretty busy with dancing and stuff...getting ready for our bellydance show on friday night...im way excited...so things iwth the boy are all better...he was pretty sad/upset about some stuff with his family last night so i helped make him feel better and relax. we just talked and i told him everything would be ok...and then he felt better and told me he loved me and how perfect i already was to him no matter wat. then we talked about eating cuz he asked wat i ate all day and i cant lie to him so he got a little upset but not mad or anything...he just worries...he told me that i was killing myself and lots of other stuff...it was a long night...today has been ok i took my car in for an oil change and now im just practicing some more for tomorrow...watching all my fat jiggle in the mirror...its disgusting...anyways thanks for all my wonderful comments...it really doesn mean a lot to me...take care everyone
xoxo
b-mango, rice cakes
l-diet coke
d-some kind of fish...ill update later
exercise- 2 hours of bellydancing
btw...the song at the top of my page...habibi ya eini is one of the songs ill be dancing to tomorrow night! check it out | | |
| had dance last night and it was very fun!!! i had bellydancing and ballet so i was pretty tired when i got home. tomorrow i start work (ick!) but its just training so it should be really fun. then i have ballet and bellydancing again so looks like ill be to busy to eat. darn...hehe...we have a show on saturday for bellydancing which im very excited about i cant wait! we havent really been performing much and i definitely miss it. i hope i can lose some more weight before then. that would be awesome...so my dog ripped one of the pads off his foot so he has to wewar a sock over it lol i feel bad but he looks so funny at the same time...poor thing. im kinda fighting with my bf...thers this girl who likes him (even tho i know he has no feelings for her wat so ever) and last night i was asking wat she looks like and he was like going off about how hot she was...and i asked how tall she was...then i asked the dumb question of is she skinny...and he said yes she was pretty skinny...and that was it for me...im so nervous...i layed in bed after hanging up with him and just stared at my ceiling for hours thinking about how much more he would love me if i was just skinny enough...i mean come on who am i kidding...no one likes a fat ugly worthless girl...and i already know he things shes hot. so wats stopping him? i mean shes skinny and i bet shes gorgeous and she obviously likes him...if i could only be as skinny as she is...i just want to be perfect so bad...but what ever i do im always too fat...this sucks...hope you all had a great day
xoxo
b-half a pbj (140?)
l-soup (120)
sn-tangerine, veggies veggies veggies
d-salad no dressing
exercise-1 hour of ballet
im freaking disgusting | | |
| im feeling a little better but still a little siick but! soooo my surprise this morning wen i stepped on the scale: 10 lbs lighter!!! i feel so amazing right now...not skinny yet...but i feel like im finally making progress and it feels soo good...the 10 was a total from last monday to this monday...i stilll weighed evryday to track progress but i just totalled it all up and wow...i have to keep this up...who knows...soon i could reach my UGW, something i thought id never do...i still have a long way to go but hopefully i can do it...and i have a new UGW. it went from 117 to 108...i just have to stay strong...i had half a bowl of cereal for my reward this morning but thats it! no more of that stuff for a while...fruits and veggies only if i absolutely have to eat...thank you everyone for you support and kind words...you guys are so amazing and i love you all so so much...you are all my inspirations! take care girlies...and comment below.
xoxo
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