| im sorry girls.
i havent updated.
i ahve done good.
except for today.
ive tried to keep the daily calories to a maximum of 500 calories.
and so far so good.
i really did bad today. but im fasting.
*only fruits are allowed
*green tea and coffee is too
*green tea and fruits will not count as calories,
but coffee will.
wish me luck :) |
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| why am i such a fatty?
ahh
i hate myself
and i hate everyone who lies to me
and tells me im skinny.
IM NOT.
and theres nothing you can do to change my mind
today//
b-slimfast milkshake
four cookies (?? ummm a little bit more than 160)
l- two carrots( neg)
piece of bread (small)
d- lettuce (neg)
italian dressing(60)
croutons (60)
and of course water, and green tea.
im such a fatty.
i cried so much yesterday.. i was standing in front of the mirror and i just started to cry. i only want to be skinny.
is it too much to ask?
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| sorry i havent updated.
ive been really busy
and finals are this week.
so im stressing out.
ive been doing great these past few weeks.
and i feel much better about myself.
someone called me anorexic today. you know just playing around since they think im skinny. it didnt bother me, but they made it seem like it was something funny. if they only knew how much it hurts going through this every day |
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| so far today..
b- green tea
l- slimfast milkshake
d-rice, healthy chicken, celery stick, saltine crackers
so my mom actually asked my why i wasnt eating. and i was like im eating you just dont notice. so shes obviously suspecting something.
ive been like this for a while, and until now she notices and decides to say something about it. i really hope she doesnt like continue suspecting or questioning me about it.
today shes making a huge dinner. so wish me luck. i might have to eat so she wont think im on to something. but all im going to drink until then, is going to be green tea
<33
stay strong.
edit//
eww dinner. eww. i ate rice, chicken (healthy kind), celery and saltine crackers. i feel so fat. but i really didnt want anyone to suspect anything. nothing else for me today. just water and green tea.
ahh it sucks. |
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| today
b-slimfast milkshake
three cookies
l-green tea
d- celery stick
apple (did not finish it)
green tea
s-two cookies
i did way better todayyyyy :] |
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