everything is shit and you knwo wat i say FUCK IT!! fuck andover theyre nothing but drama and making up story shit... i hate this town and gah this is all temporary i have 2 more years and im done...ive figured out who my real friends are...NO ONE absolutely no one except for my church friends..im sorry but everyone in this town is two-faced bitches that dont even have a life for themselves so they go find someone elses life they can screw with and watever im done no friends for sarah cuz i dont want ne they all talk/talked shit on me WATEVER FUCK YOU fuck this fuck everything....

IM DONE

QUOTE FROM THE MOST WISEST PERSON I KNOW...
I'm not going to be an immature little fuck like the rest of these people will probably be, Im just going to leave them alone, and let them have their life how they want it to be.  Ive grown up, im above this, and its not my place to care.  this is one of the most painful things ive had to do in a long time, but im just going to accept what has been given to me, i have to be alone.  I want love, I want friends,  i want children, i want a family, i want to have fun, I want Success, i want to smile, i want to cry, i want the hard times with the good times, i want to be held, i want someone to hold, i want to take back every bad thing ive ever done to anyone who didnt deserve it, i want to move, but i want to stay, i want to tell those people who mean so much to me how i feel...i love this man<3

hey sarah, i love you so much babe im glad you had a good birthday.. but u havent got my present yet so just wait itll be even better..

 love always,

 andrew

Have you...
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1. Fallen for your neighbor? no
2. Made out with just a friend? yeah..then we went out
3. Been rejected? yeah
4. Been in love? yeah
5. Used someone? no
6. Been used? dont think so
7. Been Kissed? yeah
8. Done something you regret? yeah 
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Who was the last person...
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10. You talked to? sis
11. You hugged? my sis
12. You instant messaged? vu
13. You are missing? my boyfriend and my grandpa
14. you called? vu
15. You yelled at? mom
16. You laughed with? becca
17. Who broke your heart? ...ironic since he is now my boyfriend vu
18. Who told you they loved you? my HOT boyfriend vu
19. Who complimented you? vu
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20. Have a Birthmark? yup
21. Have any piercings? not yet
23. Own your own house? no
24. Own a nice car? dont own A car to begin with
25. Speak any languages other than english?   taking french in school                             

26. Cook your own Dinner? NEVER
27. color your hair? blonde
28. Have green eyes? blue u idiot
29. Stolen anything? maybe
30. Smoked? no answer
31. Taken drugs? hmm no?
32. Obsessive? sometimes
33. Shot a gun? nope

34. Done something illegal? prolly
35. Panic? no
36. Anxiety? no
37. Depressed? yes                                               

38. Control Freak? yea
39. Obsessed with hate? sometimes
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Question
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40. If you were a cartoon character, what would you be like?      uhh dont know                                                   

41. If you could be anywhere, where would it be and with who? europe & new zeland with vu
42. Can you do anything freakish with your body? uh i can make my belly do tricks
43. What feature do you find most attractive on girls/guys? eyes and smile
44. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?   heck yeah                                  

45. Would you marry for money? depends kay would go lesbian for money                

46. Have you had braces? yes

47. Do you wear lip gloss? no unless u count chap stick                                                                                       

48. Do you sing in the shower? all the freaken time!!!                                     

49. Do you play any sports? not nemore                                             

50. Could you live without a computer? maybe
51. Do you use AOL, MSN, Yahoo? yahoo&aim
52. If so, how many people are on your list? 11
53. If you could live in any past, where would it be?1880's
54. Do you wear white socks?yup
55. Do you wear shoes? duh

56. What is your favorite fruit?    mangoe         

57. Do you eat wheat bread or white? white

58. What is your favorite place to visit?      vus house                      

59. Fav DVD? uh if it came out JUST FRIENDS but its in movies still
60. Do you kiss on the first date?  umm no i love vu
61. Are you photogenic? most of the time
62. Do you dream in color or black and white? sometimes both
63. What are you wearing right now? pj's

64. Do you eat a lot of fruit? yes
65. Do you have dimples? no
66. Do you remember being born? course not
67. Why do you take surveys? bored
68. Do you drink alcohol? ...not nemore
69. Do you like high school? hell no
70. What is the best accent? british
71. Who do you want to kiss? andrew ryan stickley

72. Do you like sunsets? yeah
73. Do you want to live to be 100? no
74. If not, why? cuz it would be pointless u cant do nething id prolly just have wheel chair races with my husband and wed throw our dencher teeth at each other
75. Do you or have you played with a ouija board? wtf???

76. Are you loyal?    yeah                                                    

77. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?   yeah                             

78. Is music your life?  HUGE part of my life, without it, i would go insane!!!
79. Do you like scary movies? all the time
80. Do you think you can draw well? haha no
81. At what age did you find out that Santa Clause wasn't real?      like....when i was 8                                                                   

82. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?    10          

83. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday?       yes                                                                                          

84. Do you write poetry? sometimes
85. Snore? yup (sexy, huh?)
86. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? back and side
87. Do you like Cats/Dogs? both
88. Do you lick stamps? dont mail anything
89. Do you use an electric can opener? no
90. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon? no
91. Like your name? yeah it could be more exotic
92. Were you named after anyone? my great grandmohter                                                   

93. Do you wish on stars? not really
94. Which finger is your favorite? middle finger

95. When did you last cry? today
96. What is your favorite band? hmm idk so many to choose from prolly atreyu

97. Who do you love? andrew ryan stickley
98. What is the #1 priority in your life? get married and have kids with the man i love

99. What is your favorite day of the week? saturday & friday

December: You always Love to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical all around. You have an innner sense of war and isn't afraid of conflict. Because if you think your right, you know your right. And that's that.

sorry long entry and full of quiz..blah but watever