wednesday- I have no freaking clue

Thursday- I went to school then hung out with lainey <333 after school. We watched a football game and went to mcdonalds.

Friday- nothing really decided not to go to the bonfire because i was tired and lainey didnt go

So today was homecoming. It was going to be pretty damn cool I was going to meet Lainey then go to the game with her then go to my house and from there go to the dance. It was going to be pretty damn awesome. So I went to her house and walked to the game with her. We hung out around the game i t was pretty hot and there ere like 4954385384 little kids it was crazy. I had fun. I love being with her. I feel so different and like... happy. So then she said she couldnt find her ticket for the dance which kind of sucked but w/e I thought we were just going to go back to my house instead or something. Then she called her dad and he said she couldnt come and she had to be with him. That was a pretty big bummer. I sold my dance ticket to some girl because I didnt want to go by myself. Then I came home and Ive done nothing. Matt came over for a while but he left like 20 mintues ago. I think Ihave a baseball game tomorrow. I'm not positive though. either way I really need to see Lainey. We havent really had a chance to hang out by ourselves for a while lately. usually we go to some ports thing which is fun and all but i really just want to lay and watch a movie with her or something. more of an "intimate' situation. idk but i really want to see her. well ill see you guys later

carlo

Lainey I dont think theres a better way to tell you how I feel

I love you <3333333