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Name: Andrea
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Another Dream

This one has been reoccuring though. I've had it probably three times. Before last night when I had it most recent, it has been about 6 months. This same passage keeps being told to me, and I'm searching through my bible trying to find it...and just as I get to the passage and begin to read, I wake up. So this morning when I could actually remember the passage, I wrote it down and looked it up.

Isaiah 9:2-10:4 (New International Version)

New International Version (NIV)

Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society


 2 The people walking in darkness
       have seen a great light;
       on those living in the land of the shadow of death [a]
       a light has dawned.

 3 You have enlarged the nation
       and increased their joy;
       they rejoice before you
       as people rejoice at the harvest,
       as men rejoice
       when dividing the plunder.

 4 For as in the day of Midian's defeat,
       you have shattered
       the yoke that burdens them,
       the bar across their shoulders,
       the rod of their oppressor.

 5 Every warrior's boot used in battle
       and every garment rolled in blood
       will be destined for burning,
       will be fuel for the fire.

 6 For to us a child is born,
       to us a son is given,
       and the government will be on his shoulders.
       And he will be called
       Wonderful Counselor, [b] Mighty God,
       Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.

 7 Of the increase of his government and peace
       there will be no end.
       He will reign on David's throne
       and over his kingdom,
       establishing and upholding it
       with justice and righteousness
       from that time on and forever.
       The zeal of the LORD Almighty
       will accomplish this.

The Lord 's Anger Against Israel
 8 The Lord has sent a message against Jacob;
       it will fall on Israel.

 9 All the people will know it—
       Ephraim and the inhabitants of Samaria—
       who say with pride
       and arrogance of heart,

 10 "The bricks have fallen down,
       but we will rebuild with dressed stone;
       the fig trees have been felled,
       but we will replace them with cedars."

 11 But the LORD has strengthened Rezin's foes against them
       and has spurred their enemies on.

 12 Arameans from the east and Philistines from the west
       have devoured Israel with open mouth.
       Yet for all this, his anger is not turned away,
       his hand is still upraised.

 13 But the people have not returned to him who struck them,
       nor have they sought the LORD Almighty.

 14 So the LORD will cut off from Israel both head and tail,
       both palm branch and reed in a single day;

 15 the elders and prominent men are the head,
       the prophets who teach lies are the tail.

 16 Those who guide this people mislead them,
       and those who are guided are led astray.

 17 Therefore the Lord will take no pleasure in the young men,
       nor will he pity the fatherless and widows,
       for everyone is ungodly and wicked,
       every mouth speaks vileness.
       Yet for all this, his anger is not turned away,
       his hand is still upraised.

 18 Surely wickedness burns like a fire;
       it consumes briers and thorns,
       it sets the forest thickets ablaze,
       so that it rolls upward in a column of smoke.

 19 By the wrath of the LORD Almighty
       the land will be scorched
       and the people will be fuel for the fire;
       no one will spare his brother.

 20 On the right they will devour,
       but still be hungry;
       on the left they will eat,
       but not be satisfied.
       Each will feed on the flesh of his own offspring [c] :

 21 Manasseh will feed on Ephraim, and Ephraim on Manasseh;
       together they will turn against Judah.
       Yet for all this, his anger is not turned away,
       his hand is still upraised.

Isaiah 10

 1 Woe to those who make unjust laws,
       to those who issue oppressive decrees,

 2 to deprive the poor of their rights
       and withhold justice from the oppressed of my people,
       making widows their prey
       and robbing the fatherless.

 3 What will you do on the day of reckoning,
       when disaster comes from afar?
       To whom will you run for help?
       Where will you leave your riches?

 4 Nothing will remain but to cringe among the captives
       or fall among the slain.
       Yet for all this, his anger is not turned away,
       his hand is still upraised.

What could this mean? What is God saying to me? Disaster is going to happen, and happen soon. Prepare.


Monday, June 30, 2008

My tennie's I wear to DQ are really worn out. I've had them for about 4 years. So Saturday Jen and I went to Payless, they were having the BYGO sale. I found some tennie's and some really cute pumps. The pumps were already marked down from $22 down to $8. They didn't have them in my size so they printed me off a receipt w/ $3 off if I could find them in another store. So we went to Altoona and I bought my tennie's there instead, the pumps were half off for $4 and then I used the $3 coupon so they were only $1!!!! I was so PUMPED!.. Haha. Okay that was my cheesy witt coming out :) But isn't that awesome?! Here's a pic! (Much cuter in person BTW!)

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I also ended up finding a really cute pair of wooden teardrop earings w/ designs cut out for $2!

Kala is leaving for NYC tomorrow for two weeks. And then 2 weeks after she gets back, on Aug. 1, she's LEAVING ME FOREVER :( She's moving to Kansas City because she got an amazing job offer! She's going to be a Kansas resident and EVERYTHING! :( I'm really sad...I've never had a best friend move that far away before! It will be tough, but at least I have an excuse to go to the wonderful city for shopping sometimes :) We always have so much fun together acting like ourselves -- Dorks :)

 

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I ran into Heather the other night too. Haven't seen her in FOREVER! Well, like 2 years probably!

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I need a new camera. All these pics I have are because of the people who take them who own the camera! I need a new one...one that doesn't have 29732480983 settings like you have to be a professional photographer to use it. I've been looking at the Sony cybershot. Any reviewers? Or any reccomendations on a small reliable camera? My other one is HUGE too.

I am really glad it's a 4 day week, but on the other hand.. I have to stay late tonight to do end of month billing at work and I won't get paid OT for it because we're off Friday :( AND I even came in early today! Boooo!

Brought my Digorno pizza for one today. I had a coupon to try one for free. So I shall try it and let you know how it is! Anywho... Have a great day :)

 

 

  


Thursday, June 26, 2008

I have the most bizarre dreams...

I dreamt that my dress was in. I went in and tried it on. It was short ... just above the knees, the bottom part was torn, and the top wasn't the same at ALL. It was so weird, and seemed so real! The people at the store didn't seem to want to help much, or weren't very quick about resolving anything. I told them "I paid a $100 rush fee so I would have it in time for my wedding, and you're telling me the new one won't be in for another 8 weeks?!?!" I was furiated! I told them that I wanted MY dress by the end of the week, and I wanted my $100 back! A girl from my school was the main one trying to help me. Okay here's where it starts to get really weird..... the way the store clerks communicated was they had to pick up these long iron rod things shaped like rabbit ears and they had to put them together, point them up and towards the person they needed to speak with. That person would then come over... I had about 3 or 4 people trying to figure out what was going on. Please don't let that dream be an omen. I was almost late for work I was so deep in my dream. Even though I set my alarm clock for 6:15, I kept hitting snooze, which I have to get UP to go hit snooze (I do that on purpose so I don't lay in bed just hitting it and sleeping through it)..but I ended up hearing music (my alarm clock) for probably about 5 minutes...but in my dream it was just the music over the speakers in the store...but it got louder and louder and more real..when I woke up and realized it was my alarm...and it was 7:22!! I have to leave work by 7:35 at the absolute latest to make it to work in time! So basically I had time to wash my face and brush my teeth and that's it... well of course I threw on clothes too! But that's all! Somehow I managed in all that rush rush to grab my clothes for work tonight too. I made it to work today with 2 minutes to spare :)

Monday I went to one of my bridesmaid's hairdressers and she did a trial updo for my wedding day. She did an AMAZING job, I'm so glad Katie referred me to her! I'm really excited that I've found someone who knows my style and exactly the look I'm trying to achieve =] Yesterday, I purchased 12 disposable cameras for half of the tables at the reception...only $2.49 a piece, SO cheap! I purchased more bubbles, a personalized cake serving set, and the ring bearer pillow for Bella :)

It's storming out so hard right now. I feel kind of guilty when I say that I love storms...and rain and thunder and lightening, especially with all the flooding that has occured. It's so soothing and comforting..I love to watch the rain fall even though I don't have a window in my actual office :( I sometimes get to sneak away and go look outside. When I was at work last night the back room/office started to flood. I filled the shop vac up twice and was still flooding :-/ I wonder how it's doing now... and no one is there yet to tend it. Man Derek is going to come in to a big mess. I moved all the boxes off the floor last night though, and I left the box fan on to help dry it up. I hope it rains allllllllllllll day today and tonight...I had fun last night at work. I wish it was the same crew tonight, but at least one of the people I work with again. Anywho... just thought I'd up date a little, even though it's not really an "update".

Oh, here's an update for ya. I hung out w/ Sue last weekend.


Friday, June 20, 2008

My Apologies.

Okay, so I have my full intentions on talking with the person who brought their offense to my attention about one of my recent posts on listening. I would just like to say, to anyone else who felt hurt by the post, that if you know me, I am NOT the kind of person to try and hurt people. My intent w/ that post was not beat around the bush and hint at someone w/ what I wrote. It was a generaliztion of people...mainly saying "I can't stand it when people don't listen" NOT "I hate people who don't listen"...making everyone else who I didn't mention listened to me, in a category of horrible hateful non-listeners if you will.. ??... I wasn't summing up specific people who never listen, and then going on a rant and rave about it. I was simply talking about when I come to you with something that I really need an ear for, that the answers I receive back are heartfelt like you're actually hearing what I'm saying. Xanga is where I post my feelings at that exact moment. RARELY do I ever post about anything that I have previously contemplated about, thought up the whole post, then wrote it down. Xanga is like my diary .. for the public. I write as I think, so that sometimes leads to me saying things that could of been said better to better send out my intent of post. I was talking w/ a friend about 10 minutes before I posted that blog, and every answer I was getting from her was "yeah"... LIT-ER-ALLY. I was really pouring out to someone who I thought would take into consideration that her friend, someone she truely cares about and loves, was hurt and needed her whole attention for about 10 minutes out of her day. I was wrong evidently that I could count her. I was a little hurt, and felt neglected and pushed away. So I just went writing away. It's how I let it go. Let off steam, hurt, pain, excitment, joy, happieness ... anything that drives me to write. The person I had mentioned in my post who I can REALLY count on EVERY time to listen, was my aunt. When I go to her, she STOPS what she's doing. Of course I ask if she has a minute to talk, I don't just go barging in on her time expecting her to stop...she willingly and lovingly stops because she genuinely cares. She looks me in the eyes... she is consumed in my words and really gives heart felt answers. She was the first person who came to mind. Please understand that I don't go to many people deep in conversation about my feelings, so if you are one of those people I've never really had a serious conversation with... DO NOT by any means be offended by that post, because it wasn't aimed at you. Xanga is a place where I feel I shouldn't have to walk on egg shells so I don't offend anyone. If you don't like what I write, dont' read it...but certainly don't take it personal unless your name was specifically mentioned in there. I never have, never will be the kind of person to intentionally get back at someone... hurt someone.. belittle someone.. ANY ONE who knows me, TRUELY knows me..knows that. I'm a genuine person who truly cares about other people wouldn't expect anyone to cater to me.

Again, I'm sorry to the people I misunderstandingly offended.

Andrea


Thursday, June 19, 2008

Is it over yet?

Since Tuesday I have been the most emotionally and physically unstable in my whole life. My patience and temper is short. I'm snapping at people over the stupidest things. I'm feeling rushed and unaccounted for. I'm getting upset and depressed. I'm tired of walking on egg shells around people to please them... to make sure I don't "offend" them. Why can't I just be me? People make me question my motives, if who I am is "right". They make me feel ugly on the inside, while alone I feel ugly on the outside...I'm distant.. short fused. I'm half ready to lose it and im half ready to go hide in a closet.  I don't know if it's the lack of sleep I'm getting, the lack of food I'm eating, the wedding getting closer and crunch time is really approching still with me having no clue what I'm doing .....or if I'm starting to work myself to a slow death. I don't know what it is, therefore I don't know what to change. I feel like the crap truck has dumped a whole bunch on me at once, and things here and there recently just tend to be the icing on the cake. I really just want to go home.



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