Gone are the Vain days that i LOVED..
its a great day today... holiday....i mean srudy break...... was fun relax and tryin hard to study...... hahah ...i had a good breakfast today.......guess what i ate???? DIM SUM....... yummy........ its been a long time since i ate that .....$$$$ ,,,, used lots of this ....... hahah ........
as for my daily life for the past days ....... i went to movies... go meeet THENG THENG ... that is one of the best thing i can do arround here ........ well i also wenr to 1 utama ...lol then others stuff la ...... bot much... got the chance to stsay at home all the time ..... when u hav no money u will enjoy staying at home ..... its kinda costly to go out .....
FREEDOM???
what if your father let u go out all the time but did not give u money???? does this freedom gives you joy??? not at all..... u see the things you wanted but couldnt afford .... so dont be stupid to ask for FREEDOM ....... freedom will cost your pocket...... try ask for freedom financially... i bet u will cry in a weeks time ..... KIDS!!!!! try being more mature..... im crying to think that u all will enjoy freedom .... its not that tasty.... i prefer to be under my parents..... even so now im also under my parents..... love them or u will soon regret.. be grateful... GOD will Bless....
church is fine and fun ..... learning lots and im in technical ministry now ... learning non stop every week... thats so fun... new ways of collecting and rolling wires....
DREAMS?????? wow this is something stupid..... i cant remember them by now... but today i dreamt of shit..... i mean shit as in crap stuff...... i cant remember cpos its too messy........ but 2 days ago i guess i dreamt of Sabah, Damai ...... i remember its at night that time and im there will lots of sabah frens and people....... then i remember there was a desease....... super killer virus...... Kena than sure will die horribly but slowly,,,,, then i remember that there was churches trying to collect people and trying to make groups of people to help out ....... i was so proud of the church ..... yeehaaa ..... but dono why i wastn affraid of the desease ... then suddenly the guy who ran beside me felt so scared in which previously he wasnt scared at all.... that happen all of a sudden and ..... (this might sound crappy but its just my dream).... and then the guy ask me if i would wanna go for a game of War craft (Judgement-day) nearby........ WHAT>???? then i woke up.... it was all such a crap....... but i LOVED this dream.... i can felt the warmth in my heart as i woke up..... the warmth that i can only feel and taste when i was in Sabah.... that was the days .... i missed those days of fun and worries for the girl i love ..... now... those days has passed and i am forced to move on........ and will try to enjoy now to the fullest.... | 
