i hate this place.

The same shit happens every day.

Im tired of the bitchin, the complaining.

I want to relax, but the world wont allow me.

I wanna sit down, but they wont let me.

I dont wanna do the things they say i need to do, but they make me.

Its hatin me.

The simple things that get us by.

Everyday, everyday.

IS there anyone out there, feelin the same way?

all i wanted was a free day.

A day to be in my own place.

Is there such a day?

If i could only find the way.

I want a flight plan on this nasty day.

If only it wasnt every day, its like a fuckin rainy day-everyday.

Its just one of those days, just like every day.

Its the work, the torture.

Its the fights, the yelling.

Its the lies, and the anger.

Its the never ending nightmare.

Its all for the fear, of another year.

Will I be here?

Its the way, to the wrong road.

Its the way down the road to your death-the kind with a cliff at the end with no notice.

Everyday. Everyday.

I want to change it, Im trying to fight it-stand my ground, fight the battle...My battle within myself.

Everyday.

Everyday i lose.

Everyday i fight again.

ok. so im going to ramble on for awhile now. i dont know if anyone will ever read this but i'm going to do it anyway because i like to share my philosophies on life with people.

There are 2 things that i want to share.  This is targeted towards everyone.          

1. People need to know that you appreciate them.  It might not seem like much, but if someone realizes that you truly appreciate them they will have a better attitude towards life-their life will mean something to someone else, and thats the best feeling in the world. No one knows that that person will be alive the next day, or even that you will be alive the next day. Stop being so critical of people and accept that your not the only person in the world who has a problem.  and if you do have a problem, theres always going to be someone out there in a worse position.

2. You need to live for something.  If your not, your a mindless zombie walking around on a small little planet not knowing what your doing.  People ponder upon the end of the world and even more on the creation of the world.  Let them think what they want, just as long as you have your own view that you truly believe in and your not just copying someone else because it seems like the thing to do.  People need to be different.  Back to the first sentence...you need to wake up everyday and have a goal for the day.  You can't sleep your life away as good as it sounds...You will be dead soon enough.  As for me, i wake up eairly and go.  i have to accomplish something during the day.  The logic in all of this is that if you have nothing to live for, why should you get up. Right? Well if thats the case, why should you be alive?  Yea, thats where this is going.  If you wake up and go to school, and work or whatever, you need to look foward to something that will happen during that day or an event that will occur that will lead you to that goal.  RIght now i know all of you are like, "dude, your stupid/ you fail your classes/ your going to be a failiure/ you have no fueture" or blah blah blah. look beyond school. look to your fueture. your going to be on your own, in college or w/e. why go to college?? people think that every career needs to have a college degree...you know what...They are wrong. you dont have to go. its stupid to even think that it is necessary-ESPECIALLY if you dont even know what you want to do.  tahts a wase of your brain thought and your money and your time. i know your just thinking that your just in high school or w/e your doing and the fueture doesnt matter right now cause your just a kid and you just wanna party on the weekends. think beyond the parties and school and what are you living for?  And to fianlly end this near pointless ranting, i'll tell you this...       IF YOU HAVE NOTHING TO MODIVATE YOU OR TO LIVE FOR, YOU WILL DIE. your life will simply be empty and you'll ponder things that dont matter...who cares whats out there! We are not there. we are here and this is your life...Why doesnt eveyone live it?

Your here for a reason, you just might not understand it yet.  You might not understand in 50 years but you should at least try to make the best out of what you have and do what you WANT to do and not what the world WANTS you to do just because of the money. That will only bring hardships down the road. for example, I love my job but people judge me because i've worked at kroger for 2 years and i only get paid 6 dollars an hour. well at least i can say that i enjoy my work.    I think kevin would agree with me on that one, he loves delivering pizza full time and if thats what he wants to do and if he enjoys his work, you have no room to judge him.

the end.

if you actually read this, you are awesome.

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