What It Means To Truely Give Our Life To God And Having Faith To Stand

my ex and me were talking aka Josh and he asked me who ahve I been thinking the most bout Jeff or God or him and God and I said u guys and he said why are u putting us first and why are u worriyng so much bout ur future he said have u truely gave ur life to God and I said yes but now I realise I hadnt cause if I had then I wouldnt be wrrying bout my future life cause its his not mine

 Jeremiah 29:11 says- he has plans to prosper not hurt us and to give us hope and a future

soo if he has plans to proser and help us why am I/we so worried bout who's gonna call us? when are they gonna call? and that jazz.....

 Jeremy 29:13 says- you will seek me and find me when you seek me with your whole heart

 and lately I'll admit it I aint been spenging any time hardly in the word except for youth group and sunday mornings and if its felt lately like my life was going down and I ws becoming numb and thats because I was seeking my will and worrying bout my wants but if we seek him whole heartedly then we will find him and wont feel alone.....its like if u say I wonder where my ball is but u dont go loo for ti the  how u gonna find it ?

 Jer 29:14   I will be found by you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back from captivity.[fn2] I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you,” declares the Lord, “and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.”

if we seek him he'll bring us out of our place of exile/misery but back into our place of comfort and with him 

 and also sometimes he puts in that place of exile to see if we have the fiaht to stand and say you are God and I will face my problems and stand not run. This is something my Pastor teached on the other day and I guess it just now hit me. Some examples of this is Meshac,Ishac, and Abindigo who were into the fiery furnace, Daniel and the lions den, and David and Goliath. So next time your problems rise up and you feel alone remember we will find him if we seek him whole heartedly and also sometimes we get put in these places to see if we can have the faith to say you are God and I will stand knowing you will guard me if I stand.

(just some food to think about and comment me and let me know what you think pls?)

New Year's Revelutions, Schedules/Back To School, And More<3

So I have decided to do New Year's REVOLUTIONS instead of Resolutions! I want to be a revolution for God! Mine are as followed:

1. get closer to God

2. Bring as many friends as I can along for the ride and into the ride 

3. get healthier/lose weight (ok ok not really for God but still a goal of mine this year)

So I started back to school today and I must say my schedule is pretty good this semester:

1st Urban Affairs

2nd Earth/Space Science

3rd/4th A Days=Computer Apps. and B Days= Music Apps/History

 5th US History

6th English 11

7th Lunch

8th Advisory/ Study Hall

9th Geometry

10th Sociology

I Miss You (A Poem)

Saturday October 6, 2007

This poem is dedicated to my dad who died 4 years ago of cancer! R.I.P. Daddy I miss you! October 4, 2003 my life may never be the same!</3

I Miss You

By:Angel

I miss your smile, I miss your touch

I miss your hugs oh so much. I wish

I could see you and hug you tight and

that you can tell me everything is gonna

be alright. Why'd you have to go? Its not fair

this load is too much to bare. It doesn't

fair that you weren't there when I needed

you the most. It just not fair that I have to

make the most through this. I want you back

I know thats not fair but its just what I want.

I got the memories in my heart but they seem

so far away. I wish I could see you again but

until that day. I guess I will have to pray and let

God share.

Currently Listening Butterfly Kisses & Bedtime Prayers By Bob Carlisle Butterfly Kisses see related

R.I.P. Daddy October 4,2003

Currently Listening Alexz Johnson - Songs from Instant Star: Volumes 1, 2 & 3 (3 Pack) Your Eyes see related

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