前の僕に会いたい。五年前の僕はすごく嬉しかったな人でした。今と違う。ネットでいっぱい友達がいた。その友達は今何をするの。大学へ行くの。仕事をするの。僕はわかんない。僕は今の僕がだけ知っている。前の僕を忘れた。あの時に、僕は一番嬉しかった。みんなとWFLForumにいた時に、ネットで、皆信じている。でも、今の僕は誰も信じない。いっぱい、だめされてた。でもね、みんなはあの時の僕を覚えたら、僕はうれしくなる。みんなとなんか、話したい。皆のコメントを読みたい。あのフォラムに行きたい。けど、もういない。いないから、みんなと、連絡できない。話したい。すごく。でもね、それはただで、わがままのぼくです。今までも、考えて、笑う。大好き。みんな。今の僕はすごくおとなしい。

ね、みんな、日本語を読んだら、僕を忘れないで、きっと、永遠に、忘れないで。僕も忘れない。僕の一番嬉しかった時間。

前の僕に会いたいです。皆と話したいです。忘れないでね、

初音より

歌：Winter Sleep / OLIVIA

i've found a new group that i like now. well besides lead that is. lol. it's a new group from johnny's jrs. all the boys from johnny's jrs. so cute. haha they kind of remind me of news. it's hey! say! 7 although there isn't 7 members in their group. lol. oh well. i wonder what happened to dash though. dash are like mini-lead. *laugh* hey! say! 7's cool though. their song was in lovely complex. i found lots of magazines on them. yays! now  i must go find a forum too but i can't seem to find one. T_T oh well. i guess i should search harder. well it did take me to look through 60 pages just to finds the waffles forum. *sigh* miss that place. it was like my second home.

song playing: bon bon / hey! say! 7 (i think they have a new single out too but i didn't see it when i went shopping yesterday)
status: my arms hurt.. too much shots. (overkill) x.X

hello! do you all remember me? i haven't been here in awhile. many things have happened since the wfl forums closed. let's see.. after it closed, i lost contact with most of my friends. i wonder where they all went.. i miss them! i went to youtube after that and then livevideo and veoh. veoh's an.. interesting place. but i've realized that i don't like talking there. it's weird. and on veoh, i have a boyfriend (?) but i want to break up with him. i don't think i want to have an online relationship. he's... from the same city as me but i don't want to be with him. i'm always doubting him and i'm suspicious of him. i always think that he's lying to me. maybe i'm just too self-conscious. um... i miss the waffles! i loved that place so much. i can't find any lead forums so i've been wondering where i should go. do any of you know any lead forums? my friend has a yamapi forum but i'm not really into yamapi. i've begun listening to lead again after almost year or two years of not being really interested in them. i miss them so much. i love you, keita! <3 and i'm sorry for not being interested in you for awhile. right now, i'm listening to drive alive. it's such a pretty song. i've listened to it more than 10 times today already. i want to be with keita and be in my dream world again. ah i miss my waffle friends. hmm... i think i'll go for now. it's time to study for my ap biology test. good night everyone. missed you! <3 - hatsune