Thirteen random things you like*
01) snowball fights
02) dancing in the rain
03) getting flowers unexpectingly
04) swimming
05) snowboarding
06) kissing in the rain
07) coudling
08) candy
09) tongue piercings 
10) nose piercings
11) hugs
12) laughing
13) brightening up someone's day

*Twelve Movies*
01) Napolean Dynamite
02) The Village
03) The ring
04) American wedding
05) White chicks
06) Thirteen ghosts
07) A walk to remember
08) Chasing Liberty
09) 13 going on 30
10) Finding Nemo
11) Barney! <3333
12) Ghost ship

*Eleven Good Artists/Bands*
01) Mudvayne
02) The Used
03) The starting line
04) mest
05) rufio
06) three days grace
07) my chemical romance
08) H.I.M.
09) brand new
10) matchbook romance
11) sugarcult

*Ten People You Talked To Today*
01) Danielle
02) Cherish
03) Briana
04) Leanne
05) Mike
06) Chris
07) Andrew
08) Carl
09) Isaac
10) Avy

*Nine Good Friends* [in no order]
01) Danielle
02) Briana
03) Cherish
04) Leah
05) Leanne
06) Mike
07) Avy
08) Andrew
09) Chris

*Eight Things In Your Room*
01) bed
02) mirror
03) tv
04) computer
05) pictures
06) a desk
07) clothes
08) lotions and body spray shit lol

*Seven Things That Annoy You*
01) people who think they're better then everyone else
02) people who can't be happy for u they need to say stuff like "o well im getting something better then that"
03) backstabbers
04) immature people
05) having to wake up early
06) fake people
07) people who wear too much makeup or change they're style just to impress someone

*Six Things You Touch Daily*
01) the keyboard
02) pencil/pen
03) my clothes
04) my bed
05) my dog
06) my hair

*Five Favortie Candys*
01) skittles
02) starbursts
03) snickers
04) reeses
05) gum

*Four TV Shows You Watch*
01) room raiders
02) boiling point
03) thats so raven! <333 lol
04) hope and faith

*Three Celebrities You Have a Crush on*
01) ashton kutcher
02) chad michael murray
03) keanu reeves

*Two Things You Can't Live Without*
01) my friends
02) music

*Name One Thing You Want More Than Anything*
01) to fall in love...<33

Which One Of Your Friends is/has..

[the funniest]: danielle
[the blondest]: steph lol
[the meanest]: a lot of them...
[the tallest]: justin
[the shortest]: briana! lol
[most likely to be a genuis]: cherish?
[most athletic]: hmm iuno! lol
[most likely to become famous]: cherish <333
[the best singer]: ive
[the most fashionable]: all of us
[most likely to marry a rockstar]: briana's a hoe... she'll prolly sleep with one does that count? lol i love you briana! lol
[the quiestest]: uh none of us! lol
[the most random]: danielle me and cherish
[most likely to become president]: Go leanne! first female president! lol
[the most trustworthy]: cherish, danielle, andrew, avy, leanne, briana... etc.
[the prettiest eyes]: megan
[the best hair]: cherish!!! omg her hair's the shit! lol
[most likely to be in a music video]: all of us! psht
[the best at making themselves laugh]: me cherish leanne danielle or bri lol 
[most likely to be gay]: def. mike... lol babe ur 12 give it time! lol
[most likely to be on jerry springer]: danielle! lol idk
[the best dancer]: danielle
[the biggest loser]: all of us lol
[most likely to get high]: BRIANA!!!! lol
[most likely to commit suicide]: me or danielle lol
[the biggest klutz]: danielle
[the best laugh]: omg leanne lol
[most likely to make you smile]: danielle and cherish

<333

i hate being blamed for shit i have no control over. today was the worst day ever and i mean i just dont wanna have to deal with anyone's drama right now. im so sick and tired of fighting with people even though with some situations i probably do start it i know i do for some shit. i mean when i go to my little "happy shit place" every day i put on an atitude that just isn't me i mean i try and be happy and make everyone laugh there... and everyone accepts me and likes me i mean so many people today ((including guys who are supposedly "stuck-up" ) told me that im a really genuine person and that they love how everyday i always try and make people laugh and shit, when inside i feel like exploding and that's all i ever wanna do everyday is just lie under my covers and cry my life away. i just wanna cry. i feel like im worthless and i hate my life. i really do and i told that to this kid justin? i think his name is i told that to him and he's like dont say that without you half of these people wouldn't be smiling. u put a smile on everyone's face. i mean yea i feel good about that but i mean i cant always be happy and the days that im not happy its just like i feel like im surrounded by people who think that im mad at them when im really not its just the situation is, is that im so sick and tired of always trying to be happy but i just dont wanna have to deal with all the questions of whats wrong? and are you okay? and i always say im fine and they never believe me and i just hate that i hate being asked whats wrong because its like the stupid fuckin saying goes how can i answer a question 'whats wrong?' when nothings right? i mean seriously. nothings right i feel like my life is just totally all going downhill from here and it sucks and im scared and i just hate myself right now. and i hate what im doing to myself and i can't do nething about it and it fuckin sucks. i hate feeling so miserable on the inside and trying to force a smile on the outside

behind this smile...
...is something you'll [[ never ]] understand

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the only plus about this day was that i finally scheduled my drivers test...i go for my liscence march 23rd at 9:45 a.m. o shit....

ur a fucking penis!... k thnx

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hold the hand of your best friend...
...look into their eyes then watch them drift away

i deleted this post because one certain someone didnt like what i had to say... if u assholes dont fuckin like it then dont fuckin read my xanga! and you dont have to comment me... no one is fuckin making you come onto my site and read my shit and then leave me comments. you people piss me off. u act like ur all great and shit well fuck u. im not gunna even wast nemore of my time fuck this