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So right now I am sitting up here in rebel country spending some quality time with Mae.  Ole Miss is a lot different than what I had thought it would be.  Yesterday I decided that I wanted to stop what I was doing and come up here to spend time with here.  I love surprising my friends and catching them off guard.  There is something about being spur of the moment in life that seems to make everything so much fun. 

On the three hour drive up here it gave me alot of time to think about myself and reflect on my time at home. I have definitely enjoyed myself and spending time with everyone, but these next four days I am going to live it out.  There are some special things I want to be able to go out and do like lay out and make wishes on shooting stars, mud riding, and getting dressed up and go out to dinner, so let's see how much we can get done.

Well take care and I love you and have a wonderful day!

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Tonight i went to church with Haley and Courtney and it was so much fun.  The speaker talked about "Short bus Christians and how most of us are living as infants in this world and not taking the challenge of growing up and eating adult food.  It was a really powerful and thought provoking message making me look more into my spiritual walk and seeing what areas I needed to work on.  I could not have asked for a better girl's night.  Ya'll are great.  I have been around all of the hinds connection people since I have been home that I sometimes feel like an honorary member!

Sometimes in life I want to grow up faster than I am supposed to, but then I always end up getting myself into trouble in one way or another.  Over the past seven months of being away in Yankeeville I have really tried on looking at my life and trying to calm down and become more real with myself.  Daily I have made more and more decisions and have become more and more independent than I have ever been before.  It is so weird cause I didn't realize it until I came home.  And another thing that I haven't thought about until a recent road trip I took was that I am so much of an impatient person and lately God has been trying to show me how much I need to wait and rely more on Him to show me His paths and not try so hard in creating my own.  The "Queen" and I were talking about EVERYTHING the other day and we laughed and almost cried cause we were laughing so hard, but one thing i realized is how blessed we are.  I surround myself with great people and I have such wonderful friends.  My only weakness is that i rush into situations too fast and i make too big of expectations of some people but most importantly myself.  Sometimes I have set myself up for failure, please don't ever do that to yourself it is so hard to overcome.  Everyone makes mistakes in life since obivously none of us are perfect, but the biggest mistake in life is not learning from them. 

Everyday you make a conscience decision what kind of outlook you will have on life and you must live that each day, so either i could cry at all the times I have made a complete fool of myself or laugh at all them since it puts a smile on someone else's face and i choose the latter. 

Okay well I have rambled enough for a while, but I love you and good night!

Thanks Courtney for all the remodeling of my site.  You are the best.

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WoW....first off i have to say how wonderful it is to be home.  I wish all of you could have seen the look on my parents face last wednesday night when i surprised them at church.  I still can't believe that my relatives could keep a secret for this long, and i lied to my parents and told them i needed money to go on a soroity trip and they bought it!!  Being home with the family is better than being in yankeeville anyday.

Okay you know that you have wonderful people in your life when you can come home and hang out and it is like you never left.  I love that and to all the wonderful people in my life i love you and all your special talents.  Thank you for the many moments we have had and for making me smile whenever i needed it.  Over the years I have learned through everything that with life you must do what you can with what you have, and i have definitely tried my best to make the most of what comes to me.

I just looked at my grades and I really did not do my best this past trimester.  Omg i want to scream, i know we all make mistakes but ugh...i am very disappointed in myself.  Pledging was difficult but now that it is over i need to get my priorities in order.  I only have 12 more weeks in yankeeville and i am going to put much more effort into it than this past one. 

Have a wonderful day and know that i love each one of you sooo much!  By the way happy birthday jacquelyn.  I had fun in H*burg!

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I am getting on a plane in less than 7 hours to come and see all of your wonderful faces.  I want to do all the fun things that normal southerners do in their free time...well that would be if I was normal, which I am not.  I love you.

Currently Playing In This Skin [Collector's Edition] By Jessica Simpson see related

Hey everyone!!  I am coming home next weekend.  So make plans to hang out.  I can't wait to see you.  Please make me smile and lets have fun!  I love you.