Heyyyy I'm back....maybe I'll make this a habit again-its a good time consuming activity -especially for an insomniac like me lol! Newaiz my day was mostly consumed by work today. It was kinda sucky, cause first I was stuck with my ex-boyfriend for 2 hours, which was akward as hell, then I was left pretty much by myself with huge lines the rest of the nite-same thing they did to me last nite which is really pissin me off, just because I ring faster than the majority of the people-if not all, i'm not sure, doesn't mean you should leave me by myself! ugh! I deserve more money for this! lol. Welll tomorrows easter, which means lent is over which means I can have fast food again!!!! YAY lol you don't realize how much you actually relie on fast food until you try to go without it, and I don't think it helped me loose a damn pound either....ugh.

Ok what else....oooo its finally gettin nice out which is gooood..wish I had more time to enjoy it, but its always something work, or school..or homework, eh that doesn't count since I haven't really been doin a lot of it anyway--hey its senior year! lol hm....yea bunch of ppl comin 2morrow for easter...wish my baby could come tooo my mom tried but my dad wouldn't hea of it. I think he feels a little bit threatened by it. *sigh*   oo my mom let me drive to work today! I'm getting a lot better. My dad still won't let me drive with him though. He'd rather spend his time with my brothers then with me any day, yea wateva.

I'm so sick of being stuck in the house, I can't go out now that they found out about Rob, it really sux cause I would go out like 4 times a week, and now I haven't gone out in almost two months, and everyone else gets to friggen go...errrrgggg plus I'm not even feelin well today, friggen time of the month always comes at the worst times. Last year, when I had it around this time-it was prom....does that not suck or what. With my luck I'll prob have it on my wedding day too.  Well newaiz, thats pretty much it for rite now. Peace and God bless, and Happy Easter!!!!!

Ooo btw, everyone check out dolcezza33's entry, it really captures easter.

Damn a heck of a lot happened since the last time I wrote. Well newayz, lets give a speedy catchup, I broke up w/ Mike in January, it really wasn't workin out w/ him @ all. Since then I started going out w/ another guy, Rob-he's the older brother of my best friend-which ok I admit is a little weird, but so far hasn't really fucked up anything between my best friend or my boyfriend. I've been going out w/ him for about four months now, and Oh my God it is going sooooooooooo welll! I love him sooooo much. Neva eva felt this way about a guy before. Yea one catch thou, my parents don't want me dating him because he's 22 and I'm 17. Ok sounds bad, but no we haven't been having sex, or doing nething bad, and those who know me well know I'm a very strong believer in waiting till you're married, and he supports that too. They just don't trust us. So yea a lot of the time we hafta sneak around which suckssss but I care about him too much to hafta wait 6 months -till I'm 18 to see him again.

Ok in other news, I have the worst case of senioritis ever lol! And I heard from the colleges, I applied to Long Island University, Adelphi University, Trinity College, Fairfield University, St. John's University, and NYU. I didn't get into Trinity or NYU, which is ok since Fairfied was my first choice newaiz. Even so, I don't think I'll get to go there-too much money. So most likely it'll b Long Island University or Adelphi, which isn't so bad, I mean if I didn't like them at all I wouldn't have applied you know, its just we don't have the money and I'm the oldest of four, and I found out my dad's tryin to get money out of his pension just for me to go there, and its not worth it ya know. So yea....thats that. I don't even know what I want to do yet newaiz.

hm....what else, what else....works going pretty well-hittin my year mark soon. Love the people there, it actually can be a lot of fun. The managers are pains in the asses too, and sum of the customers. But i basically don't mind the job. Can't believe Spring break is almost ova too....wow soooo fast. Thats good and bad I guess. Gotta loose more weight for the summer thou----ahhhh bathing suits. My boyfriend thinks I'm nuts thou, he says I don't need to, I'm so skinnyyyyy lol yea i dun think soooooooo!!!!! Newaiz I guess thats it for now. Now I remember why xanga used to be so adictive for me. lol maybe I'll come back .. hehe for rite now peace and God bless!!!!

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