hey i didn't like the past two dreams i woke up with yesterday and today.

yesterday i had a dream that with all the strechtches my mom had to do aat i gym i did them the same way and i was all achy. it was a nightmare for that! (the gym is bally's) (i go there now)

today i had a dream that shaji was  working at my store and a bunch of his friends that  i have never seen before were at my store. and so i pass him to go to wipe some tables or something. and i hear him say "i know but you guy bet me to date and make out with alyse" he turns around n sees me and then looks down. he trys to get to me so he  can say he's sorry but then i'm already gone. in my site of this i was at a grouping witth my friends or something like at a camp maybe. i start talking to one of my friends and start crying about it to my friend.  that was a scary nightmare. (but i think that the one who i was talking to was my cousin tonya) (which i doubt that i would ever start to cry with and tell her what happens)

those nightmares relle scard me! not so much yesterday's but ALOT ABOUT THE ONE TODAY!

i just wanna make sure that's never gonna happen because i love shaji! i'm gonna miss him when he leaves to go to kentucky! i don't even know how long he is going for! but my poor baby is going there to help at one of his relitives's resturant.

i'm not sure what i'm gonna do with out seeing  him! *tears* o well i'll try to live

~*~ alyse *~* lee ~*~
   i'm not telling what my middle name is 

songs:
wakefield - say you will
simple plan - addicted
good charlotte - boys n girls

                            SURVEY TIME!
1. What time is it:12:12
 
2. Name: alyse       

3. Nickname: fee noy, lyse, lysey, alicia, ally, 
   lilly,foo,boo, n much much more!

4. What are you wearing: shorts and tank top

5. What is your sign: aquarius
 
6. Where do you live? nj
 
7. male or female : female
 
8. Single or taken: single n waitin 4 sum 1 special
 
9. Righty or lefty: righty
 
10. Hair color: black
 
11. Eye color:  brown
 
12. Do you have a b/f &/or g/f?: nope
 
 
 

13. Birthday:february 4 or 10 days b4 valentines day
 
`~REGARDING GIRLS~` (guys only) (girls leave blank) :
 
1. Painted nails or not:
 
2. Cute n' mysterious or wild n' crazy :
 
4. Long or short hair:
 
5. Dark or light eyes:
 
6. Long or short nails:
 
7. Hat or no hat:
 
8. Good or bad:
 
9. Fat or thin:
 
10. Hair up or down:
 
11. Jewelry or none:
 
13. Curly or straight hair:.
 
14. Tan or fair:
 
15. Freckles or none:
 
16. Indoor or outdoor:
 
17. Shy or outgoing:
 
 
            *~EVERYONE~*
 
1. Would you date someone just for his or
   her looks: no 
2. Chocolate or white milk: Chocolate

3. Where were you born: nj
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
4. Mud or jelly: jelly
 
5. Skiing or boarding: boarding
 
6. What sport: cheerleading n gymnastics
 
7. Summer or winter:both
 
 
 
 
8. Cake or pie: pie
 
 
 
9. Silver or gold: silver
 
10. Sunset or sunrise: both

11. Have you ever fractured/broken/sprained
    a bone: nope
 
 
 
 
 
 
13. What's your favorite color: blue

 
14. Do you ever have good dreams: yep
 
 
 
 
15. Do you have a HUGE crush on someone right
    now: yea he is so cute! 
 
16. Who's your quietest friend: louisa
 
17. Who do you tell your dreams to: my mom, louisa (my twin hehe)
 
 
 
 
 
 
18. What shampoo do you use:
    head & shoulders
 
19. Who is the last person you called:... not sure
 
 
20. Where do you want to get married:
    some where nice and beautiful
 
21. Favorite number: 4
 
22. Favorite boys names: aaron, dylan, andrew

23. Favorite girls names: jade, jen, louisa
 
 
24. You ever gone skinny dipping: no!
 
25. Have you ever been in love? yep
 
26. How many people are you sending this
    to: idk who ever wants to take this off my xanga

27. Who do you hope will send it back:
    no one because i just want people to look at this 
 
28. What is the last film you saw at the
    Theaters? pirates of the carribean
 
29. What do you have for breakfast in the
    morning?: food
 
 
30. Do you like filling these things out:
    sure some times
 
 
31. What time is it now? 12:27

today so bored so very bored! i am changing my ways of saying things like how i say lyk instead now i am going to say like and there not dere or whatever way it is. not that any one is caring about this. i just might you it once and a while.... the past days i think i was so bored i worked rele hard at the store and when i was on the computer and i was bored i either played on neopets which because of my computer it is really a bad way of play any games on it and i also was playing mindmaze on encarta that was sort of fun. now in neopets i only have like 70 np. i am so bored some times! omg!

~ melissa is going away to sleep away camp.
~ jen is still on her vacation says melissa, which both me and melissa MISS JEN SO MUCH! BC WE ARE LIKE SISTAZ!
~ i have to work at the store all the time yesterday i got off for the morning & afternoon but it was so boring while i had to work!

i start to wonder sometimes why do people complain about having to go on a vaction? i wouldn't mind to!
i would be really happy if we sold the  store but i wouldn't because i wouldn't see shaji that much any more! and i doubt my cousin karin would come to our house. like every thing it has it's good sides and bad sides...

songs:
uh oh song
and like two kiddy songs -_- its so sad! T_T ;_;
*`~`*<^_^alyse^_^>*`~`*

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