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| hey... decided to change my blog le... whee~! thiz blog will be history... hmmm... xing de bu lai... jiu de bu qu... now that xin de lai le... jiu de jiu qu bah... ni an xi bah... shall remember thiz blog always... absorbing all my grumbles... my sadnesses... my happiness... blogged thiz for about 5mths le... and i think itz kinda long le... now... changing to http://www.smallpatheticweakling.blogspot.com
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| hiya bloggy... i'm back again... heez... hmmm... dunno wad 2 say too... juz feeling confused... and abit f*cked up here and there... haiz... life sux though... cey cey back in taiwan... liet and lili like stuck in the miseries of love... haiz... love brings us the sweetness and bitterness of life... but issit worth it for people who dun cherish u? haiz... anyway, hope people mugging for ur As dun pia so hard leh... or else i chi kui wor... heez... bleahz... ren bu wei ji tian zhu di mie.. bleahz... nei ni nei ni boo boo... zhu tou... yeah u zhu tou (pigguin) haha... remember mug hard for ur Os wor... i dunwan see u here ( u noe u noe ) haha ... tata bloggie~! c'ya... - muackz- | | |
| boo~! haha... whee~! i'm back...
lol... supposed to study for tmr's stats test... but ended up slacking wif my music and book... hey i'm reading a book... surprised? lol... itz call ed "dude, where's my country..." for all those dodo who noe nutz bout social / political issues... ehhh dun bother reading up tt book... u might end up noeing nutz still... :P haha...
lol... i actually wanna stop blogging here de... wanna change 2 blogspot sia... budden leh... blogspot abit chim lar... u noe lar... i'm a html dodo... so too bad haha... i'm back here... whee~! at least xanga ish a fool proof weblog... heez...
anyway... too many things had happen le when i nv blog... lol... time's running out... so da jia... jia you wor... lol... eh eh did i say i finish vectors? whee~! haha... bye bye vectors... scare u no more... nei ni nei ni boo boo... bleahz... nxt one... ish 2 recap L.A. , trigo, complex by nxt wk... haha i hope so... i can de... lol... should be bah... heez...
okie okie... i go mug mug le wor... heez... tmr go stats test... got maths c paper 1 test... haiya all mock onli... ~!#$%^&* grrr... waste moi time... haiz... if onli they can leave me alone now... i would haf start mugging well better... rite? haha... still cchs rox man... mugger rox... happen remember juliet's last time de msn nick... heez... something like " why are we on thiz earth? bcoz it sux?" haha nvm... tata~! -muackz- | | |
| - down and out -
its been kinda long since i blog... didn't wanted to blog... but deep
down felt kinda terrible... been wondering wad's wrong wif me... but
everything seem so perfect... but it isn't so...
when was da time u realli sit down and mug? when was da time u realli
had a great time wif ur pals? when was da time u realli reflect on
urself and on ur surroundings?
for da past few days, so seem absolutely normal... i was still copying
my work... pple were still mugging... i was still slacking around...
tried to mug... but couldn't... thiz national day break was suppose 2 b
da beginning of my final sprint b4 prelims... but i make it sound so
easy and relax... yet i've done nth... thiz isn't me... it isn't me...
and when i truely reflect wad had happen 2 me? i found that too much
happen around me... thiz yr ain't a gd yr... 2 breakups... and a
death... 3 pple whom i dearly cherished... i stood up and fall back...
wTh...
now i meet another... but da chop is there... i rather get pass da chop
thiz time... no more mistakes... enuff is enuff... as my song says...
LET'S GET IT STARTED... and i mean lets get it started... everything
will take a backstep... and let me get on gear... whee~! finished
vectors up till cross product... will finish str8 lines by tmr... and i
will do it de...
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hmmm... wonder how lao ren is doing le... for da 1st time she cried
over sch matters... felt somehow bu zhi for her... but wad can i do...
all i can do ish ask her not 2 broad over it... felt useless... haiz...
if onli she will let anyone into her heart at least i still wun worry
so much...
chat wif pigguin today for abt 3hrs... was like haiz... talking abt zhu
zhu and lao ren... haiz... den we tok abt music... haha... was kinda
bored actually but i kinda mizzed my pigguin too... she came to our lao
di fang today... but she didn't want me 2 b there... understand wad i
had done to her... can onli let nature take itz course... coz there wun
b a u-turn anymore...
met cey cey today at BK... i was wif zhu zhu... haha den cey cey was
like "ok..." haha... tt look... and i gave her back tt look... lol...
den letit was there too wif min ger... haha min ger cut her hair until
so short like boi boi like tt so de cute lor... haha
hmmm... supposed 2 mug wif zhu zhu today... yup did met her... did
mug... but onli completed 3 sums haha...both of us juz couldn't
concentrate lol... nvm lar... took 3 pics of her... haha... lol... but
all she oso say not nice... lol... (dun b shy) haha... haiz... my
national day already sianz 1/2 le... not gonna watch "the village" wif
her... not gonna go watch fireworks wif her too... haiz... she say
holiday ex... and she wanna watch singapore idol too... sianz liao
lor... nvm lar... expected... my yearly national day blues... wondered
wad so great abt national day lor... haiz... nv seem 2 b part of it
de... other den sch events lar...
think i tmr going out wif xing wei to bedok res bah... or else shall go
alone (maybe)... haiz... tml pigguin will go out mug wif lao ren...
though they had a slight miscommunication... but i guess tml when they
meet... they'll resolve it all bah... hope cey cey ish free tmr... i
dunwan sunday to b sianz tmr... though i already got plans for my
national day blues le already backup plan ready haha coz i noe there's
singapore idol... haha... clever rite? :P
hmmm anyway itz gonna be 2am soon le... think i better go get some
rest... tmr will finish straight lines and try 2 complete mdm koh
tutorial bah... jia you worx...
lastly to my zhu zhu who dunno bout thiz blog... haha... thx for ya
card... u take care wor... enjoy da movie wif ya other zhu zhu wor... u
asked me if i'm sad... and i say i'm not... but i am... oh well... i
can take it... we shall meet during sept bah... dun think we'll meet
again sooner... will we? dun think so... but i can onli hope...
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