I wish the alarm bells in my head would just stop ringing. Everytime it rings, it's an indication. That i'll do something that stop my parents's hearts. They would just look at me as if i've sprout another head.

Last time it happened, i

1. Took a course that no one in the family thought i would
2. Bungy jumped
3. Went on a totally random trip
4. Bought many many many stuff
5. Agreed to be in a relationship w someone i dun really like
6. Got new hairstyle (a few times.. )
7. Almost hooked up w someone over the net
8. Made decision to study in another land
9. Tried to drink myself senseless but to no avail

Today, it hit me again. Randomly. Wasn't feeling all that great these few weeks after coming back from kl. I miss kl terribly. Not sure why... Feelings so bleak, u just wanna curl up and cry or scream or vent it all out..

Instead, i went and did something i never tot i would do.  Just to stop the alarm bells in my head. I registered for some International Student Volunteer program. it allows me to get out from Oz and go to other places in the world that needs volunteers. Third world countries. Some places where no even electric is available.

The only sad thing is,

THE ALARM NEVER STOP RINGING.

fcuk.

Black.snow.AngelzDemon is back in good old Brissie. Back to the laid-back lifestyle where the daily routine consists of goin to da U, cook, hanging out with frens, work and all the basic stuff.

Heading to Sydney this wednesday, so updates on yours truly trip to Kingdom of Bahrain, Turkey and Sydney will be done as soon as possible, depending on yours truly's mood and time.

Dun dislike me for that. Hehe.....

XOXO.

IF I COULD HAVE THESE....

If i believe in Santa, I would have long lists of xmas wishes.

I prolly will behave and do good deeds in order to make sure that my wishes will come true.

Iwill prolly always be at my window, looking out for a flying sleigh pulled by red-nosed raindeers and a bif, fat jolly man.

Too bad, I've outgrown this particular fantasy.

But, it doesnt hurt to still have a xmas wishes list.

I would love to have

1. Brand new laptop
2. Sony Ericsson Walkman HP
3. All expenses paid shopping spree
4. Guess watch
5. My all-time jacket from Adidas
6. Christina Aguilera's perfume
7. Good books to read
8. Boyfriend
9. Pressies from everyone
10. winning lottery or jackpot =)

For Xmas this year.

And, Me wants everyone to be healthy and happy.

Merry Xmas, ppl.

As the panda said it, bimbotic show with eye-catching stars.

Gossip Girl is good entertaiment if one wants to check out the fashion, the dramas and the beautiful ppl. Actually, it's more like the remake of The O.C. Yours truly thinks both shows have the same producer or something. Instead of being in Newport, we are now being transported to the busy Manhattan’s Upper East Side world, in yous truly beloved city, The Big Apple a.k.a New York.

Personally, the book is better. But still...

On the other hand, Yours Truly is happy to say that she finally has time to indulge in quiet moments and read. Went into Borders empty-handed but came out with books and lighter purse.

Now, yours truly love to indulge on a good read at a nice comfty seat in a cafe enjoyin a cuppa full of caffiene. A totally relaxing way to pass time after clubbing.

ALL NEW?? Yeah, right.

*snorts*

When u said, all new season of CSI:NY, do u mean season 4 or what???

Cuz, the episode u so proudly started was haflway in season 3!!

Mind u, giving false info through the tv to the whole nation is just bloody wrong.

Or, u din even realize??

Gee, are u smarter than a 5th grader or what?

Or, we  have different definitions for the word?

Wonder which is which.......Hmmmm.........

On the other hand, hapPee belated Bday to Linggesh, Yuting and Ali. Awsome parteh, u guys!

The Skeleton-Bloody Mary- Pirate/Queen of Swords

Guess Who *Ahem Ahem Donna*-Rachel-Lava

Linggesh-Moi

I cant be killed since Im already Dead. Or, u guys wanna vanquish me?

Bloody Mary-Vamp Boy

And, a hapeee 20th Bday to u, Jimmy Choo!!!!!!! Hehe.. When's the party huh?

Jim-YoursTruly-Linggesh-Navi

I don't know anything about it.

Not about the grip tapes,

Not abou topspins,

Not about slices,

Not about rallying,

And not even about other zillions techniques.

I just fell in love without knowing anything.

I just want to make sure it's a part of my miserable life.

Hitting the ball as my life depends on it to release emotions.

Hn.

Mada mada.