american idol

nothin to do today..
juz hangin' out wid mah sistahz..
reading mythology book 
and browsin the net..

gotta pick up mah father at work in an hour..
sigh* im bored en tired of dis lyf...

am not reli dat excited for christmas,
i dunno why buh dats juz how i feel.
hopefully mah next christmas will be better than dis one comin..

...wala lang..

juz here @ home watching "LIVE 8" again..with mah sis..am stressed out and tired coz these last few days i have to get up early like 4am so i cod take 2 of mah family members to their work..hayyy..am tired of being the driver in the family..am suffering from mah dysm_nor_h_a also..lol..

too many things to do and too many things to think about..

nov. 24- mah moms bday
            -thanksgiving day
nov. 30-mah sis (ate lene) bday
           -pons bday

halloween's done and the month of november is almost over..and soon christmas will come..time flies..holiday seasons are already around us. everyday is getting colder. people are busy getting ready for the thanksgiving, some are already doing christmas shopping..this year cme fast. the weather's changing..the world's changing..time does change everything..except me, nothin has changed in life..nothin thats really important..hope if ever something change in mah life its for good or maybe better than good.

i miss all mah friends..i wonder if they miss me too..do they even still remmber me?..it seems like every one of them juz disappeared..i dunno if they still care or they're juz really busy. well i hope all of them are in doin' okay.. hope they'd know dat..am here..& i still care for them..

   FOR ...

every poem there’s rhyme..

            every note there’s song..

every sound there’s music..

            every darkness there’s light..

            every night there’s dawn..

            every rain there’s rainbow..

            every winter there’s spring..

            every river there’s sea..

            every water there’s earth..

            every planet there’s universe..

            every beginning there’s end..

            every life there’s death..

            every hope there’s faith..

            every heart there’s beat..

            every human there’s soul..

            every firneds there’s enemies..

            every sadness there’s happiness..

            every dream there’s reality..

            every weakness there’s strength..

            every act there’s conscience..

            every innocence there’s wisdom..

            every word there’s knowledge..

every failure there’s success..

            every lose there’s gain..

every wrong there’s right..

every war there’s peace..

every hate there’s love..

every lies there’s truth..

every question there’s answer..

everything there’s REASON...

i am bored and had nothing to do. so i made this...

WHO I AM?

I am UNIQUE.

I am the ONLY one, there's no one else like me in this world.

I am a GURL.

I am soft, gentle, and KIND.

I am mean, stubborn, and strong.

I am clever, unpredictable, and tough.

I am honest, faithful, and romantic.

I am a FRIEND.

I will help you with my ALL.

I will fight for you.

I will NEVER abandon u nor forget u.

I will ALWAYS be there for you.

I am an ARTIST.

I like to DANCE in the wind.

I like to paint my world w/ my OWN IMAGINATION.

I am an ADVENTURER.

I like to have FUN and do something new.

I like to try to do the things i couldn't do.

I like to travel the WHOLE WORLD and the UNIVERSE (if it permits).

I am a CHILD.

I am SWEET, loving, and funny.

I am sensitive, young and innocent.

I am a DREAMER.

I wish to live in this world-free of stress.

I wish to FLY and reach the NeverLand.

I wish to live life with only LOVE exist.

I am a BELIEVER.

I believe in dreams, fantasy, and magic.

I believe in HEROES, rainbows, and stars.

I believe in the HAPPY and NEVERending stories.

I am a LOVER.

I love my FAMILY, friends, and enemies.

I love being w/ people, arguing w/ them, and making them laugh.

I love looking at the horizon as the sun rises or when it sets.

I love GOD, everything HE made and everything HE did for me.

I am FREE to LOVE & ENJOY the WORLD.

I am ME.