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Friday, September 01, 2006

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

 

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofseducerareyouquiz/

 

Your Love Element Is Metal
In love, you inspire and respect your partner.
For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.

You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.
Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.

Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.

You connect best with: Earth

Avoid: Fire

You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

http://www.blogthings.com/whatelementisyourlovequiz/

<3<3<3<3


Monday, August 21, 2006

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

WHAT A BLAST!!

 

JESSI I FREAKIN LOVE YOU<3

 

I HAD AN AWESOME DAY

THATS FOR SURE!!!!

 

JUNIOR OF 08 BABY....

 

NOW FOR A LITTLE DEDICATION TO

GRANDMA LEE...

 

SILENCE AROUND

ONE VOICE RINGS OUT

WITH THE NEWS

 

THEN A SOUND OF COMFORT

WHICH DOESNT SOOTH

SHES SO CONFUSED

QUESTIONING WHY

 

TEARS BEGIN ROLLING

LIKE A RIVER DOWN A MOUNTAIN

AS THE TEARS HIT THE FLOOR

ITS AS THOUGH RAIN IS FALLING

 

A WOMAN SO DEAR

SO PRECIOUS TO HER

HAS FALLEN PEACEFULLY

TO SLEEP FOREVER MORE

 

HER SMILE, HER LAUGHTER

HER MANY FACES

AND MANY JOKES

NO LONGER SEEN OR HEARD

 

THE MEMORIES OF HER

FLOAT AROUND HER HEAD NOTHING  CAN ERASE THEM

NONE DEPLETING FROM HER HEART.

 

 

I love you Grandma

August 2nd, 2006

 

I love you Corey

thats all for today

 

<3<3<3<3<3

Courtney Marie


Thursday, August 10, 2006

[1]

you can say you hate him, and list
all of his terrible qualities, but that
doesn't prove you don't love him

 

[2]

i think about summer
and it seems great in my mind
but in my heart, i know
all i will be doing is
thinking about you non-stop.

 

[3]

its amazing how you feel about him
whenever you're around him, nothing
else matters. how your heart stops &
you're left breathless. & no matter how
many times he breaks your heart, he
always seems to put back the pieces

 

[4]

because you're not like the rest. you're the boy
that i can be myself in front of. the boy that i
can say anything around. the one that i can smile,
laugh & cry with. the one i can cuddle with &
fight
with.. & you're the boy at the end of the day
i'll always be completely head over heels in love with.

 

[5]

I wanted to thank you for making me see what it's like to care for someone that much. I want to thank you for making me believe I was loved & making me believe that you wanted to be with me. Thank you for hurting me & showing me this world is real.

 

[6]

We were just standing there, in the hallway for a while.
I had already blocked out the rest of the world.
I was biting my lip as I looked into his eyes.
& my eyes were begging, pleading for him just to kiss me.

 

[7]

In every man's life he will meet a woman who will blow his mind in more ways than one, someone who is everything he's ever wanted; someone who is unlike any other he has ever met, someone who will love him like he never thought anyone could be loved, someone who's not only his lover, but his best friend as well. Too bad I wasn't that woman.

 

[8]

People only get angry cause they get hurt.

 

[9]

He looks into my eyes & I'm alive again
& when he says goodbye I just die again.
That's when my restlessness begins. Please
don't let it win. I'm so tired again but underneath
one thing still remains the same: he's the only one i love.

 

[10]

I don't love him. I don't know that i ever
have
or ever will..but when i'm with him i
can't seem to remember that..

 

[11]

Some hearts are broken &
mended ; others are shattered &
torn although it was never intended
because love is eternally sworn.
I've cried, prayed, & pleaded for
that love to hold it's ground. Hope
was all i needed & pain was all i found..

 

[12]

I hate the way you can push me to my limits
with the things you do & then you know just the
right time to say somthing sweet to make me fall
in love
all over again & forget every reason i was mad..

 

[13]

Even when i pour my heart
out
to you, I'm not sure it shows
that i love you more than you'll
ever know..

 

[14]

Seeing you face to face could change it all but you won't let it happen. Too stubborn, too tough to realize reality & for that reason right now its over. You are the best thing that ever happened to me & if it works out down the line I will be the happiest girl alive but if it doesn't I can always look back & say I gave it every chance I possibly could & it just wasn't enough.

 

[15]

It's really painful to say goodbye to
someone else that you dont want to let go of
but it's even more painful to ask someone
to stay if you can never make the relationship
work out the way it should..

 

[16]

theres no point in trying to rush fate
the best things in life are worth the wait

 

[17]

Never say goodbye because goodbye
means going away and going away
means forgetting.

 

[18] 

Bastard, I hate you
For being so cute.

 

[19]

you know that feeling you get.
when you know there is something there.
but your afraid to call it love.
cause you dont ever want it to end.
ever.

 

[20]

with my pen & paper, im about to pour
my heart out so you can see all the shit you've
put me through. but i dont think you can handle it.

 

[21] 

never forget what people say when they're mad
cause thats when the truth comes out

 

[22]

Kind of makes you wanna sit on the guy's
roof with a dart gun and shoot him as
he walks out of the house, doesn't it?

 

[23] 

baby, you've got me up against the wall
so kiss a little harder, grab a little tighter
because tonight ;; I'm all yours.

 

[24]

the tone of your voice was a
warning that you don't care
for me anymore.

 

[25]

I know our relationship is well over & there's no hope of us getting back together. You've moved on, found somebody new. But me, I'm not so sure I'm ready yet. Something won't let me forget you & the sweet things you've done that have made me love you so much. For this past year, I have tried to figure out why I can't shake off the memories. But I think that I have finally come to conclusion. I'm scared. I'm scared cause I know that there will never be someone out there like you. No one will touch me in the same ways you've touched me. No one will make me feel the same way you have made me feel. So, now that I think about it, I'll hold onto the memories just a little more. I will dream one more dream ; just until I can find someone new & that's when I will finally set you free.

 

[26]

Everytime I see you & your beautiful eyes gaze at me,
& we smile at each other, it pathetically makes my day.

 

[27]

Looking in your eyes, seeing all I need,

everything you are is everything to me.

 

[28]

You can't just kiss me & expect it not to mean anything to me, you can't just walk away from me with no regrets or second thoughts, you can't just treat me like I'm not even worthy of your smile ; yet you have, you did, & you are..

 

[29]

Does it hurt you to know that we haven't spoken to each other in days? Does it hurt you to know that we can't look at each other without looking away? Does it hurt you to know that everything we had as friends is gone? Does it hurt? Cause it's killing me..

 

[30]

Yes, I remember the moment I knew
you were the one I could spend my life with.

 

[31]

Someday in your life you'll find someone you can be your goofy self with, but still be able to pour your heart out to, be able to look your worst & still have him say baby you're beautiful he won't be prince charming but he'll be nothing less than perfect to you, he'll break your heart to pieces & make you cry but under all those tissues you'll still find a place in your heart to forgive, he'll be the boy you'll never be able to forget no matter what he does & no matter what he says you know you'll always be that girl who's heart races when you hear his name & that girl who's totally & completely in love with him.

 

[32]

Whenever I feel like I'm okay with letting go, there's always
something there to remind me of a reason why I shouldn't.

 

[33]

you learn a lot about people
when you listen to the songs
that mean something to them

 

[34] 

celebrities walk on the red carpet.

but me and my friends,

we walk on toilet paper.

cause we're the SHIT.

 

[35] 

DEFiNiTION OF PERFECT;
[every moment that I’m with you]

 

[36]

We're all strangers to our parents ; they love us, but they don't really know us. & sometimes before we get a chance to know them, they're gone. & then you can't ask them all the things you want to know about turnips or turkey gizzards or what they were like when they were young. Then you never can know them, not really. Cause it's too late before you notice.

 

[37]

I'm glad you're happy. Really. I'm glad you're in love.
Just remember no matter how many guys come
& go we'll always be together.
Friends last longer than lovers.

 

[38]

You can't just make someone fall in love with you.
You know, you just can't make them. It's just gotta happen.

 

[39]

dont ever admit to a guy that
your head over heals for him
even though you might be close
because guys might look stupid
but they sure know how to take
advantage of something good

 

[40]

&& When I see him, I have nothing to say
Cause the damn urge to kiss him
Takes my breath away

 

[41]

Girls vomit candy and lies that they're fed
Boys whisper lullabies and wet their beds
Eat TV violence on the toast that they spread
Talking with their mouths full here is what they've said.

 

[42]

The air I breathe tonight is stopping
at my lungs, like the words we say
are stopping at our lips.
Your head is in your hands;
and this is my cue.

 

[43]

i can't find inspiration in my sobriety
a few drinks to feel creating
a few pills to be great
hit rock bottom to be fuckin Picasso.

 

[44]

But you think about yourself too much,
and you ruin who you love.

 

[45]

Alice came to a fork in the
road. "Which road do I take?" she asked.
"Where do you want to go?"
responded the Cheshire cat.
"I don't know," Alice answered.
"Then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter."

 

[46]

let's pretend we dont exist.
lets act like we’re in antarctica.

 

[47] 

summer is a time for breezy days
& steamy nights..
& i want you there for every minute

 

[48]

Your heart decides who it likes & who it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own when you least expect it, or even if you don't want it to. It loves who it wants to & there's nothing you can do about it.

 

[49]

& it doesn't mean love's wrong just cus your feeling low,
& it doesn't mean the loves gone cus you feel like you want to let go

 

[50]

loving someone's gonna hurt,
& the sooner you let yourself feel that,
the sooner you'll be able to love again

 

[51]

We spend most of our time talking about nothing..but just to let you know all these nothings have meant so much more to me then so many somethings

 

[52]

i know that we don`t talk much anymore and
sometimes we even walk right by each other
in the hall without saying a word but then
there`s those [[other]] times when our eyes
meet and for S0ME REAS0N... i still
can't help but smile

 

[53]

I LOVE YOU
the three most
overused, misunderstood
&& misused words in the
English language

 

[54]

Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human. Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know. & maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate.

 

[55] 

go ahead; lie to yourself
and go lie to all your friends -
just pretend you don't care.

 

[56]

it's been too long, & i say i'm over you.
we both know it's a lie. you love me too.
& we'll keep running back to each other.
we're known as bad habits, not easy to break.

 

[57]

sometimes i wish i was the weather.
you'd bring me up in conversation forever;
and when it rained - i'd be the talk of the day.

 

[58]

well tonight, we'll wave goodbye while
the fireflies light up the night. the breeze,
is just right for one more conversation.
we'll hug, we'll wave goodbye while
the memories will keep this one,
oh ; another perfect night.

 

[59]

Why do we always go out of our way
to hold on to the wrong ones & let the right ones
slip right through our fingers?

[[cause it’s all just too hard.]]

 

[60] 

No thanks to you..I'm scared to fall in love again. First of all, you broke my heart when I expected you to be the last one to do it. & now I'm left with my heart broken & in pieces & you don't even bother to notice. It's sad cause all along I thought you knew me better than everyone else..but now I am starting to wonder if you even knew me at all.

 

[61] 

I love having you..
because I know in my most desperate times..
you'll be there for me..
even if it means helping me in spite of yourself..

 

[62]

Beauty is beauty, whether it's black or white
Yellow or green baby, you know what I mean
What
if Picasso only used one color
There shouldn't be a rule, how to choose your lover

 

[63]

Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
It seems that wrong
really loves my company

 

[64]

If you're gunna lie to me,
you can forget about us.

 

[65]

I've never been so unsure about something
that I felt so sure about in my entire life.

 

[66]

I pictured you and me always
And in this photograph we’ll stay
I pictured you and me always
And in this photograph we’re safe.

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my new site its gonna be freakin amazing like me!! lol

 

well not much to say gotta go back to work soon.. bummer

 

<3<3<3<3

Courtney Marie



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