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Today = Bad fucking binge day.

And I didn't even purge.  Surely, tomorrow I'll be at least 5 pounds heavier.

Shit

Good fucking start Cassie

Alright guys, I'm getting back to this now.  I would really appreciate comments, and any help or tips, or anything that I can get.  I honestly need to stop this, all this overeating, and gaining weight, and feeling sorry for myself.  I just need to do it.

I need to do it.

Cassie

So far today, I have had about 3/5 of a plain blueberry bagel. I don't know how many calories that is yet though. Surely, I will post that up later.

::edit::

So...I ate the rest of the bagel, and for dinner, I was planning on just eating a can of green beans, which I did.  But, then, my dad came home WITH A BOX OF DONUTS!  God, that made me so mad.  Of course, I helped myself to two nasty fat producing slimy pieces of death.  Yeah, and you know what comes next.  I just got done purging, after not doing so for a while. Now, I can't eat anything more tonight.  I am so dusgusted with myself.  

If I want to lose weight, this will have to stop. 

So, I completely blew it, gained all the weight back, so now I am just fat again.

God damnit.

I need to do better. 

I need to do something.

On day five, I blew it.  I only lost 4 pounds.  I did everything right, and by day 3 you were supposed to have lost 5-7 pounds.  I'm going to keep going though. 

C.W.-150