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RIP CHRIS ULMER!!

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 16:30:36 GMT

*R.I.P. CHRIS ULMER!!*
AUGUST 16, 1989-FEBRAURY 27, 2006

ill be missing you<-dedicated to chris ulmer

Every day I wake up
I hope I'm dreamin
I can't believe this shit
Can't believe you ain't here
Sometimes it's just hard for a nigga to wake up
It's hard to just keep goin
It's like I feel empty inside without you bein here
I would do anything man, to bring you back
I'd give all this shit, shit the whole knot
I saw your son today
He look just like you
You was the greatest
You'll always be the greatest
I miss you chris
Can't wait til that day, when I see your face again
I can't wait til that day, when I see your face again...

Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (c'mon, check it out)

Verse 1:
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Chris, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

Chorus:
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

I miss you Chris

Verse two:
It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just can't define (can't define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone (can't believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death

Chorus

somebody tell me why

Interlude:
On that morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face

Outro:
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
is a day that I get closer
to seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
we miss you Chris... and we won't stop
Every move I make, every single day
cause we can't stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
we miss you Chris!!

*WE LOVE && MISS YOU CHRIS &hearts;...*
R.I.P. CHRIS ULMER
AUGUST 16, 1989-FEBRUARY 27, 2006
*I know you still living your life, after death*

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You will be forever missed.

February 26, 2006.
Always in our hearts.

If you have any heart at all, then comment this...even if u didnt know him well

Chris was such a complex person. He always found a way to make you laugh and always kept you smiling and He was known by many people. They say that he never woke up from his sleep. At least we know that he didnt feel any pain. Its just sad to know that he died soo young and that hell never get the chance to experience all the things we will. Hell never graduate, get married, have kids, ect.

*Dont take n/e thing for granted, b/c you dont know how much time youll have left*

RIP ULMER
you will forever be missed <3

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 18:42:32 GMT

Happy New Year!!!! hope you all had a great one!!!

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 02:44:47 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED IT!!! I LOVE YOU ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 00:34:13 GMT

here's my senior picture!!! enjoy them!

<-you may think its upside down..noe its not...im looking down to the mirror...reflection!!

<-Class Of 2006!!!!

<-Me with my fake ass smile!!!

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 23:22:14 GMT

well anyways today i went to my work's christmas party with josie and damn i had a blast!!! haha...it was so much fun!!! it sucked cause we didnt get to drink!! oh well...well anyways...here's some pictures....enjoy it!!

<-Me and Lauren!!!

<-Lauren and Dave...

<- TJ!!!

<-Chelsea, Lauren, and TJ!!!

<-Me and Chelsea

<-Kelly, Justine, and...?

<-Jacinta and her Brother!!! awww....

<-Jenna and Paul....

<-DJ at night!! Justin C.

<-TJ, Lauren, and Chelsea!

<-TJ, Mike, Chelsea, Me, Lauren, and Ray!!

<-Dan the Man!!!

<-Jacinta and TJ...

<-Me, Jacinta, TJ, and Mike...

<-Justine(back), Penny, Mike, and Justin(DJ)

<-Me with TJ!!!

<-DJ Justin!

<-Mike such a pimp!!! Penny and Keisha dancing with him!!!

<-Pual dancing!

<-Me and Dave, Jenna at the back!

<-Party people!! Justine, Rajon, Rhonda, and...?

<-Dancing Queen Rhonda!!!

<-Lauren and Rajon dancing together!!

<-Party People

<-Penny

<-Lauren and Dave dancing!!!

<-People Dancing!!!

<-Me and Kelly

<-Marijuana not looking and Megan!!!

<-Jenna and Felisa!!!

<-Felisa and Jenna getting drunk!!!

<-Josie and Me

<-Josie, Rob, Jenna, and Ray

<-Dave

<-Jenna and Me

<-Mike

<-Jenna and Dave!!!

<-Jenna, Me, and Dave...i love you guys!!!

<-Rob and Josie!!!

<-Kelly smoking!! tsk tsk...NOT GOOD!!!

<-Mike what a huge smile you got there!!!

<-Ray are you okay there??LOLZ!!!

actually just got home now!!!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 21:51:14 GMT

stole this from carizza...

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 20:57:44 GMT

nothing really just bored...i love these people!!! especially that boy with me [[the first pic posted!!]]...i forgot to to mention...Cindy and Jhen!!!<--i love them too!! lolz...

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 00:13:56 GMT

well anyways let me start telling you about my weekend!! last thursday i had my finals for ECONOMICS...it turned out okay..cause while we were taking the finals we were alittle bit kinda cheating...we were reading out the answers to each other...but one of my friends got caught so he just turned in his paper...then after that i decided to turn mine in...then 2nd period didnt really do anything..and the rest of the school hours were boring as usual!! then i went to work....then yea...after work joy "jac" picked me up from work around 8 something then we went to camilles work to get her...we were suppose to go to McDonald's but camille didnt have time to go to down there so we just turn back and went to burger king and thats about it guess....then friday...i went to church cause we had a Thanksgiving Day Dinner...it was fun...well yesterday me and josie had a lil misunderstanding...because we didnt call her thursday to meet us at burger king or something so we can chill before joy "jac" leaves to go to maryland..so i kinda felt bad for awhile that i got upset and started to cry then my friend brandon saw me crying so he followed me and asked whats wrong but i didnt say anything! so yea...then me and josie didnt talk for a while...and i told her how sorry i was....so yea..in the end of the night we became cool again..then yea...last night my bro gots a car! i was so happy and jealous at the same time...oh well im seriously going to study for my permit!! well my bro new car is the 2002 Mitsubishi Eclipse....here's the pic!!

man this car is hott!!! lolz..well yea...so yea...i really love it!! well about last night at church we had to tell everyone who we are thankful for...so yea...i told everyone how i was thankful for all my friends, for the youth group, and for josie...lolz...and that was all...well yea...so yea...it was so much fun!! then josie's mom went to pick us up...so i left....then in the end of the night i called whoever i can talk to...so i called everyone and the only person that called me back was rhachel and jard....then yea...i went to bed around 1 cause i had to go to work the following day...so yea...saturday morning...i started work around 10...man it was busy!! it was packed!! i started as a bagger...then i went to get my check...it was better then the last one..lolz...then when i was done from work well yea...now im home...being bored....lolz..well yea i better get going now...buh bye!!

<--Love me for who i am!! lolz..

-maryann-

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 22:48:27 GMT

Untitled - Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I`m blinded by da white light
I can`t remember how
I can`t remember why
I`m lyin` here tonite

`nd i can`t stand da pain
`nd i can`t make it go away
No i can`t stand da pain

Chorus:
How could dis happen 2 me
I`ve made my mistakes
Got no where 2 run
da nite goes on
As i`m fading away
I`m sick of dis life
I just wanna scream
How could dis happen 2 me

Everybody`s screamin`
I try 2 make a sound but no one hears me
I`m slipping off da edge
I`m hangin` by a thread
I wanna start dis over again

So I try 2 hold onto a time when nothing mattered
`nd I can`t explain wat happened
`nd I can`t erase da things dat I`ve done
No I can`t

How could dis happen 2 me
I`ve made my mistakes
Got no where 2 run
da night goes on
As I`m fadin` away
I`m sick of dis life
I just wanna scream
How could dis happen 2 me

I`ve made my mistakes
Got no where 2 run
da night goes on
As I`m fadin` away
I`m sick of dis life
I just wanna scream
How could dis happen 2 me

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Papa Roach Lyrics

Scars Lyrics

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is dat I care 2 much
My scars remind me dat da past is real
I tear my heart open just 2 feel

Drunk `nd I`m feelin` down
`nd I just wanna be alone
I`m pissed cuz u came around
Why don`t u just go home
Cuz u channel all ur pain
`nd I can`t help 2 fix myself
ur making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus]

I tried 2 help u once
A kiss will only vise
I saw u goin` down
But u never realized
dat ur drowning in da water
So I offered u my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonite is our last dance

[Chorus]

I`m drunk `nd I`m feelin` down
`nd I just wanna be alone
u shouldn`t ever came around
Why don`t u just go home?
Cuz ur drownin` in da water
`nd I tried 2 grab ur hand
`nd I left my heart open
But u didn't understand
But u didn't understand
u fix urself

I can`t help u fix urself
But at least I can say I tried
I`m sorry but I gotta move on wid my own life
I can`t help u fix urself
But at least I can say I tried
I`m sorry but I gotta move on wid my own life

[Chorus x2]

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 14:58:08 GMT

well yesterday i had work then i heard that 2 people(customer) complemented me so i got something from my manager john! and that was all then today i had my essay finals on economics and it wasnt bad....then tomorrow i will be having my real finals for economics...but yea im prepared...2nd period was okay...3rd period was boring cause chelsea wasnt in school..so it was quiet the whole time especially C Lunch!! but we had an guest speaker for 3rd period talking about investing! then 4th period was really boring as usual!!! then here i am at home being bored and shit!!! i have church later ahhh!! man im so bored!! i dont wanna go to church cause ONE TREE HILL is showing today!! well yea i better get going now buh bye!!

-maryann-