| dang... it's already June... I need to start packing now, but there're too much stuff to pack.. T_T
grrrrr... how in the world did I end up with so much stuff in the past two years?!?! I don't get it.... I really need to abstinate from shopping... -_-;; (이제 그럴 돈도 없지만... ㅠㅠ) anyhow... I only have about two weeks left in Korea... I can't believe I'm going back to the states.. sigh... it's such a bittersweet feeling... but I'm hoping that I'm perfectly in God's plan right now... yeah... I really really hope so... because there's nothing else I wanna do besides following His will... my only wish, my only desire is that... so I hope that one day, I'll get to think back, look back to this journey I've taken, and smile.. and thank God that He has faithfully led me... and that I have obeyed...
난 정말 아버지께 불순종할 용기가 없다... 그러고 싶은 마음도 없고... So.. there're so many things that I have to put behind me now... friends, family, job (money??), fun, church, all the relationships I have built here so far, and even the possibility for my own ministry here... but if I think about it, those same things might be waiting for me back in the states... so I dunno... it's just gonna be.. in different shapes, different circumstances, in different places, with different people... so I hope that I won't feel too much of "missing-out" feeling.. no regrets, and no 아쉬움... I'm giving up many many things to go back to the states to spend at least 4 years from now on, but I believe that God has lots of blessings and rewards prepared for me there. It will be worth it, I hope... 후회하지 않았으면 좋겠다... 앞으로의 4년, 나의 이 선택에...
내 결정을 통해 일하시는 하나님을 신뢰하기 때문이다. 신실하시고 선하신 나의 아버지, 내가 달려가기로 결정한 이 길이, 당신께서 이끄시는 그 길이기를 간절히 소망합니다... Psalm 32:8, Job 23:10 |
