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| Newest news ;; senior week [june 14th - 21st] was a blast alltogether.
of course it did have its ups and downs. but i'm glad i went.
I met this adorable boy named Christopher Michael Hendrickson.
I'm pretty sure I spelled that right.. haha. He lives in Baltimore.
Which is the only drawback. Other than that, he is pretty perfect. Having two jobs is keeping me really busy lately.
I just had an interview on Friday for an asst. management
position at Zumies, & sales assoc. too.. I'm really hoping
it went well because I'd like to have just one steady job.
Having to balance schedules is really starting to suck.. I have Englisg placement testing as soon as I'm done writing this, HOORAY.
Then I have to come home and decide which classes I need to take.
In some ways I can't wait to start school again, but at the
same time I just want this summer to last forever.
This is my last break before all the real responsibilities.
It's my last chance to fuck up without bad consequences..
After this, life begins. | | |
| Just some more pictures from a random exploring day :: 
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| Strangely enough, a lot has changed since my last post. I guess i did jinx myself by talking about how good things were going for me because, well.. once again it all fell apart. I broke up with nick z a while ago, i guess our personalities just didnt work together well enough for me. After that, everything has been downhill, from problems getting a house from senior week, to car trouble, to just being completely exhausted.. idk what to do with myself at the time being. It kinda sucks. There are a couple guys on my mind, but there are always downfalls to who I like. Always. Its really just impossible to get what you want anymore, Oh well, I'll just hope that it all blows over soon. I'm still planning on going to ncc. Just questioning if I'll be staying 1 or 2 years. I guess it all depends on if i get sick of the people here or not. I want to double major :: Photography & Education. That way if nothing really comes up with photography i can finish my teaching degree and just go with that. I got another new job.. Rita's on Stefko. I actually start in about an hour from now and I'm pretty excited. Yet kind of nervous because we have to go over the schedule for this month. I'm so incredibly busy this month I'm worried that they aren't going to keep my around or something. I guess its no huge loss if they don't keep me, I just really need the money. I'm going to Liberty's prom with my best guy friend, Steve Demilio. We just ordered his tux the other day. I bet he is going to look handsome. :P My dress is an aqua color.. I'm going to wear pearls and silver shoes with it. yay! I'm also going to Freedom's prom with Kathleen. It was a really last minute decision but I'm pretty excited for it. I really wish the weather would go back to the way it was last week. This rain is pretty miserable.. I bet there won't be many customers at Rita's today. What a great day to start training. haha, I guess I'll end this with a few pictures. :]      
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| pics: this is my new hair [has some black in it], my wonderful mom that is everything to me, my best friend nikki and her boyfriend [also one of my best], my adorable boyfriend nick z that i adore, me and nikki about a month ago before a show & dave and kathleen [another best] these people probably are the most important people in my life right now. along with a couple that i dont have pictures for of course, but i'm waking up everyday with a smile and anxiousness to make the day worthwhile thanks to these people. right now school is going pretty good, i'm actually learning and doing my work. i have a 3.9 gpa [two A+s, an A, & a B+] and when i graduate I'll be going to ncc [northhampton community college] for 2 years. I'm thinking about joining the peace corp after that. or ANTM. and eventually art school to take on photography. I have a lot of things on my plate right now and i'm hoping that i've had enough go wrong in the last months of last year to let all the bad things hold off for a while and give me a break. i've had a nice one so far for february and the beginning of this month, and i dont want to jinx myself so i'll stop there. since i've updated last, i've gotten to know a certain nicholas zarzeka [junior at Freedom high] pretty well. we started 'going out' on January 29th and things have been going very smoothly. he never fails to put a smile on my face, and i love the feeling that i can put one on his whenever i want. :] i think thats what i'll end with for today. just felt the need to update. for elle's sake also. :P <3      
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| Forget the things we swore we meant. i'll write you just to let you know that i'm alright. can't say i'm sad to see you go, cause i'm not.... | | |
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