| "If the music is loud, why don't you just ask me to turn it down?"
you fucktard. are you fucking stupid? your brain must be fucking filled with shit or something. you fucking know that im taking ib exams this week and you fucking do this to me? have you not realised that maybe i need some time to study? was i like that to you last year, or ever when you had your fucking exams? FUCK NO YOU BASTARD. I NEVER BOTHERED YOU EVER. and here you go fucking up my studying time with your fucking repetitive music that you blast at fucking full volume. and i just happen to be in the next room, right? don't fucking deny it i know you are doing it on purpose you ape. you want me to get a fucking bad score cuz you hate the shit out of me. well i don't care if you hate me more than the worst thing you can imagine, cuz i hate you even more you freak. you fucking ape if i get a score lower than 4 on tomorrow's paper, i'm gna blame it all on you you fuckface. i had some respect for you before this but now you just all blew it. i regret being related to you and would kill to cut all the ties between us. i don't want to ever speak to or see you again, or else i think i will just fucking rot and die. so please don't come back next summer or winter. or better yet, go back to college now. no body needs you here. thought you would actually learn some fucking manners after going to college for a few months, but i guess you are too fucking retarded to even do that. maybe that's why you are such a loser and a loner. fuck just you in the room next to mine makes me fucking annoyed. and don't fucking influence our little brother with your shit. he's probably the only one who looks up to you you fucking dog. and if he turns out to be like you i'm going to seriously curse you for the rest of my life. having two fucktards in the family is enough, i don't need another one related to me.
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| whoa.... what happened to my layout?? it's back to the one i had like.... 2 years ago or something.. thats weird. maybe the xanga ppl got pissed off at me for not getting 'premium', or whatever that shit is, and changed my layout.. hmm. oh well. |
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| omg... i hate storms!! i hate thunder!!! i hate lightning!!! i just hate rainy days/nights!!!! |
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| welll.. time in Cali is running out now.. in 10 days i'll be on a 6am flight to some place in canada and then back to japan.. 6AM!!! dude, that's like earlier than the time i wake up everyday... & 6am flight means that we've gotta get out of our hotel at 4am.. fuuckkk what's up with this early morning flight.
& it seems like our family's going on a "family trip" obligation thing.. huahahah.. you gotta be kidding me. & we're gna sleep in a tent.. & my parents know that i hate camping.. mou saiyaku.
and i got my braces tightened again.. & they put these new wires in to fill in the gaps between my teeth.. & it hurt like helll. seriously, it felt as if they were ripping every single tooth into two or something... ahhh paiiiinn... & i got rubber band things to hook onto the braces..
well on the positive side, i went to my friend's house for dinner tonight. was a nice dinner. & i was forced to play something for my friend & his dad by my mom.. stupid woman. i constantly told her that i didn't remember any songs, but she constantly told me to play something. & mr. bergingstorm (sp?) said that he wouldn't take any videos on his camera (& i sed that i don't like being in pictures) but i swear he took some videos.. arghhhh.. ok.. this isn't sounding like 'the positive side'... hm.. welll i also played ball with Ariel & got beaten in horse(s) but won 21. maaannnn i seriously need to work on some shooting.. hmm.. what else did i do? all i remember is my little brother constantly bothering & following my friend all over their house.. what a brat. sorry reggie.
ts waay passed midnight so i guess i gotta sleep now.. going to union square San Francisco tomorrow morning!!! |
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24/7 idiot
*i'm not sure if he's in pain or if he's enjoying himself. |
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