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Name: Sherri
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Metro: Stillwater
Birthday: 6/14/1971
Gender: Female


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Sunday, March 30, 2008

M.I.A.

Wow I can't believe it's been so long since I've written here...but as it has before...life gets in the way sometimes.  I don't even know what I've written about and what I haven't.  It's been a challenging teaching year...as it always seems to be but I have a pretty good group...just three boys who need their booties paddled. 

Married life is great...my husband makes me so very happy and somehow our family just keeps growing...we just recently bought a new puppy...Marlee...she's a Great Pyranees and going to be a big gurl just like her momma.  We are having a hard time potty training her right now but as long as the potty spots keep growing more infrequent I figure we are improving.  I feel like we have a new baby...have to childproof the house and spend most of our time taking things out of her mouth.  Everyday I tell her, "It's a good thing you are so cute, fat girl!"

Here are a couple pics of her:

marlee sleepingMarlee 4

Marlee 3

How cute is she? LOL

It's been kind of a rough weekend as my mom ended up in the hospital with pneumonia.  I kind of freak out when anything is wrong with her because she is my best friend and I don't know what I'd do without her.  She's such a huge support for me and I love her dearly.  She is doing a lot better though and I hope she will get to go home tomorrow.

I'm also back on the losing weight train again.  After the effects of my surgery halted and I wasn't losing any weight for a long time I decided to do Nutrisystem to get back on track.  I've lost 25 lbs. in the last two months and I'm really happy to be getting down into my smaller sizes again.  I still have a long way to go but at least I'm well on my way!

I guess that's it for now...I'm hoping to start writing daily again as it's always been therapeutic for me and helps me to get some of this stuff out of my head and on paper so to speak.

 


Sunday, August 05, 2007

end
it has to come to an end
relief has to be near
so unfamiliar
you ask me to stay
yet you push me away
in and out you go
until i don't know
what i know
anymore
it feels so odd
to feel so alone
when you're near
you don't let me close
so i back away
what choice do i have?
force on you
something meaningless
to your heart
and pretend i can hold it
when my hands remain empty
when my heart longs to be full
to believe again
what was once true
but isn't


dread
i feel it again
it always wins
takes me over
again and again
i look forward to
nothing
force my every move
holding back every tear
that wants to fall
because i just can't
make sense of it all
i feel that
no one understands
although someone
surely could
if only they would
when they know
they should
i want to stop
to give up
to throw in the towel
to not even care
anymore
but i know better


bored
i don't like the feeling
useless
time wasted
for nothing
sinking feeling
nothing is right
just because
the things you didn't say
the look on your face
last night
why am i the only one
to ask
to care
if things are okay
do i overreact
probably so
always have
most likely always will
but for you to imply
oh well
no big deal
so reminds me
of the beginning
of all my other ends
that i hoped i'd
forgotten


complicated
matters of the heart are
how we communicate
leaving someone to guess
when they should already know
anymosity
in someone's heart
bubbling and brewing
when an insincere smile
hides it all
leaving the hated
always unaware
to back into the
outstretched knife
one is happy to extend
superiority
they are convinced
they've earned
better than the rest
so sure it's true
smug and insincere
a tender heart they'll break
with no reason
with wrong intentions
for what?



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