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| ........don't wanna talk. Nothing seems interesting before I finish the unfinished paper. I know that it's not difficult to fill the blank pages with some words to fulfil the basic requirement, but I just don't feel like to continue writing on something without a purpose. I can't find an answer to the question: Why I need to write? What is it for? A certificate? A higher degree? It was once my interest to do something on the topic I write, but my boss doesn't believe that interest is the good reason to write. We need to be more scientific, more logical, more rational. So I try to bring in my rational side, but then my interest dies. It becomes a burden. A burden that I can see no value in it....I know that I need to write, but I prefer writing on random thoughts. I'm not a logical person at all and I can never be a "scientist". Btw, why do we need to be a "scientist" to change the world? An artist is equally powerful, just in a different sense....I like writing, but definitely not writing a scientific paper. It's a pain! I can't understand why scholars could live on writing boring papers for life. |
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