birthdaysssss

boohoo. so yeah, i think im gonna fall sick. what a bad timing.rawrrrr.this feeling sucks man.
anyways i have just awoken from my wonderful sleep since i didnt sleep well.was at nat's family's bungalow celebrating her grandfather and cousin's birthday. yes. so anw the first day which was on thursday met up with cel,jane and li jin at tanah merah mrt then we took the shuttle bus down to the bungalow. yeah was playing at the playground since we were early and nat was on her way there. helped to move the stuffs in. sat around for a while, had lunch then we headed to the swimming pool. didnt think we would end up getting soaking wet.yeah.quite fun luh, but guess what. most of us didnt have extra clothes!tsk. so we went to the changing room, decided to go into the steam bath thinking we could get dry but we were wrong instead we got more wet! tsk. how clever of us man.ohwells. so we just had to use the hair dryer even though it was useless.yeah.after that we left.so yesterday i went there by myself. played pool with pearlyn nicholas and nat. quite funny and fun cos pearlyn dosent know how to play. kept laughing and laughing. annddd we were debating whether the girl who was also there playing pool was kim from kids central.haha.after that we played bowling.tsk my bowling sucks man i cant bowl for nuts.tsk! rawr! headed back to the bungalow after two games of bowling.played badminton and soccer till like 10plus.tskk! that explains why some of my muscles are aching now.boohoo.was fun though yeah.saw many planes flying above us.had bbq and the cutting of cake.then we decided to head down to old changi hospital. took two cars down which about 12 people squeezed in. uncle adam took a de tour and showed us aquas. oh it was about 1am at that time.tsk so we reached the hospital. looked damn scary cos it was pitch black and all. plus it was up a hill. so only elgyn and me got out of the car. then i was looking at the dark part then i screamed cos it felt to errie.tsk. so nat was on the verge of getting out of the car but hearing me screamed she jumped back in. was super hilarious. i ran back and elgyn too.haha. so yeah.drove all the way up. saw many abandoned houses. with walls vandalised. words such like pontianak which was wrongly spelt. they spelt potinanak.tskkk. so anyways after that we headed back to the bungalow.i was having a super bad headache man. ohwells. everyone took their turn to shower. actually we planned on not sleeping and going to the beach to walk cos nat's uncle wanted to go fishing. so we waited and waited. and sat outside the bungalow eating chips and drinking bacardi till around 4 where everyone was getting sleepy so we decided to sleep. yeah woke up like 9plus in the morning ,checked out and went home. luckily i had no activities on today if not i would have been so tired man.tsk ohwellls...

seeing them, i wish that i had a family like theirs.

the pizza is breathing.

in life there is no regrets..
thats what i've learned.

have you ever felt that all your life you have been doing all the wrong things
but along the line you finally found something that you did right
but you lost it

it may seem wrong to everyone
but to me, it seems more then real
its against all odds.

maybe i should let you go.
you seem happier that way.

i hope that whatever happens
god will be watching over you.
now.and in the future.

do you know how it feels like loving someone wholeheartedly
but just seeing them walk away from you right in front of your eyes
wanting them back but only to think that you shouldnt because they are way out of your league
wishing that every night you wouldnt have to think about them
and maybe cry yourself to sleep
i wonder.
if 10 years down the road, would you still remember all those memories or even me.
cos i know, i wont for sure.
because no matter how much i try to, i just cant seem to.

tears in heaven.

Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven

Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please
Begging please

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven

Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven
'Cause I know I don't belong, here in heaven

suckerrrr

in one week's time school will be over.i dont know if thats good news or bad news.
so yeah. ms chong is quite happy with my improvement in my overall results i guess.
and she just told us that o's will be in 10months time.

you know i think im like throwing my life away.
!@#$%

sighhhhh.
sometimes i wish i wasnt living on earth then i wouldnt have to feel this way.
i guess there are many out there who are feeling much worst then me.
the poor, the hungry.they'll feel worst.
so i should just stop complaining about my life.

somebody, anybody
please tell me that if i love her, i gotta let her go..

daphne, alex, lydia and rachel thanks for making school life better for me

ouch.

i feel so 'smart' just when i had finished blogging i accidentally pressed alt tab and everything was gone.rawr!
anyways i shall just blog again because im sooo freeee.TSK.

so yes.today is sunday. tomorrow is monday.everyday is so boring.
ohwells.

today being a sunday, went to church as usual. thereafter went to the clinic for a medical check-up for the upcoming OBS camp. yeah. when we reached the clinic the lady told me that i had to bring my heatlh booklet if not i had to take a vaccination so my dad and me went back home to get it. but guess what. in the end i still had to take the vaccination. yeah. it was painful man.i could feeel the liquid flowing into my system.tsk.rawr! oh ya its called 'tetanus booster' haha and its really seriously painful.yeah. haha but anyways after that i felt like i was some super hero or immortal something like that cause the vaccination was meant to prevent infection from cuts and all since i'll be going for the camp.ohwells. kinda funny.haha.so yeah after that we headed home and i was debating on whether i should start painting my lonnnngggg dued walll.haha so in the end the verdict was yes i should.

so yeah i started...

and after one hour...

little acheivment done.hahaha.
but ohwells, as they say everyones gotta start slow.
heh.
i swear it was damn tedious. yeah.rawrrrrr!
and plus for the fact that my left arm was painful because of the earlier vaccination.
TSK. yes it had a long lasting effect. right up till now.

BOOHOOO!