| - waiting for cc to come. dont give me credit for this, i stole it off of pjs xanga and thought it was a good idea. play a guessing game and see if your on here and if so, which one you are.
1) you were the first person i thought of, i really consider you my best friend. i always thought that you knew exactly what to say even if you weren't sure what you were saying. you seem to be educated in everything and you dont act snobby about it, i really look up to you in that way. i really hope our friendship can last as long as time will carry it out, but in the mean time..... we be chillin!
2)we used to be the best of friends, but strangely enough its like we were never close at all. i dont know, you blend with everything and now your blending with the wrong crowd. i really really miss you though, and theres nothing more i hate then to know that i miss someone terribly and they dont miss me. you were literally my first friend when i came to this state, and if it weren't for you, my life would be completly different. but if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be blending with the wrong crowd.
3)when i met you i didn't like your voice that much, but i found everything else about you beautiful. you talked to me instead of skating, and back then i didn't know how speical that was (haha). we had a lot of problems but were making up for it now with our perfect relationship, i love you.
4) i miss walking around with you being sober all day and eating italian ice, finding ways to amuse ourselves never began with intoxicating substances and they shouldn't anymore. come back from cali so we can chill again!
5)i fucking hate you. not even, i hate you so much to the point where i dont care about you. your pathedic, your greedy. and stupid. you are the image of everything i dispise and i cant believe we were once friends, you ruined everything, and i will never fucking forgive you.
6)feeling something for you is pointless, beacuse now your so braindead to the point where you can even comprehend whether somebody likes you or not. i do miss you though, i miss the days we cut school and walked around the city and stole sandwiches and gave them to the homeless. you really were cool.
7)when i first met you, it seemed like all you wanted to do was impress everyone, but now that were friends. i can see that your just a genuinely nice guy, and i really like being friends with you.
8)oh man so much to say, when i first met you, you were teaching me how to steal and then afterward i saw you at my first party, offering me pills. your simply amazing, i really look up to your bravery.
9)i miss you, one mistake ruined our friendship and i wish that mistake would just fuck off. but you trust her, not me. you dotn even care, you havn't called and you just dont want to be around me because this mistake is feeding you lies about me, i hate it. i hate how much you trust her, shes lying to you!
10)we used to be friends and i always saw how mean you could be, but now i truely know how mean you can ACTUALLY be. you want everyone to like you, your only for show. your sad. your a liar, and i saw that before your victim did. your victims my friend, and i want her back. you tell everyone your sober now but your lying and thats a fact, stop putting on this show for everyone and just come out as what you are. a fucking drug addict.
11)you were my first friend in bryant, friendly mofo just came up to me in the lunch room. haha. i had a crush on you from the begining, and even though it will never be more then just a little crush, im pretty sure im always going to have it. beacuse you are one charming fucker.
12)your a pathedic, intellegent girl. yet everything is blazed away by how many times you smoke a day, you will always be who you are. there will never be another one of you, so everyone has to deal with your shit because we will always remember you, we miss you. you brain dead girl
13)we were best friends, hated eachother, and now were friends again. its a sisterly relationship, how we feel about depends on what we feel like. haha.
14)durning hte summer we showed our bitterness towards everyone by coming together and talking shit all day long. haha but then we found a really deep bond and staying at your house durning the summer was a blast, i really cant wait till this summer so i can travel all the way to staten island to go tripping in a graveyard with you!
and last....
15) you corrupted me. actually, you helped me find myself. without you i would be a boring mother fucker. your a vegetable now, and i doubt you remember me, but you changed my life. and on the inside, your nothign but a sad little boy that misses his dad. | 
