Duel justice for the backyard of your soul

Community Activist in duels way-Duel Development

I realize that I am a Community activist of the new age from my actions today. I fought a drug dealer, a fake gang, and cleared out 4 abandoned homes of hookers, bums, and everything else.

By my hearts grace I choose to free my fellow man of the disgust that traps them in their yesterday. How am I to free them when I’m trapped by the normal as well.  I’m disgusted that the word normal employs the relic’s of the past that somehow still tumbles in our tomorrow. I must use the word to travel my sprit to a new plane that will enable me to help my man.

Maybe the time of prayer has paid in the devotion that I seem to have in just belief alone. maybe my eye refused to take glance at the miracle in front of me simply because of fear. I have been able to enter the world of death before and have been blessed enough to be brought back to the world of living. I now wield the sword of truth and justice. But my justice is not the same as my counter parts of the law. Dare I mention the words hood justice, eye for an eye, are simple punishment for the crime of your actions. It is now time to nurture old friendships that keep me alive. I must feed and house these old friends, for that 45 voice was the spear of my threat. But he has been taken from me.

Now I must seek out new friends. But they have found me. Through my cry to the lord for armor and truth, someone seemed to answer me back with full auto capabilities of the steel. A detective with a attitude , and the will and devotion to save my streets. The robbing of my house has cause the old to mix with the new for me to become better . as the sun screams it’s heat upon my shoulders, I stand in the glare of light to reflect the comment no more. No more will I stand to see a small child get touches with the hands of the damned. No more will I see a young man trapped in the lies of convent willing his puppet master skills. NO MORE.

By the truth of his lord’s word will I speak unto my people.

By the squeezing of my index finger will I soar over the wrong

By the steel of the AK will I pop off the crimes that infect the house I must cleanse.

By the vest will I strapped to my chest to block the hatred of the wrong.

Lord I must ask you for glory to be placed upon me, for your wisdom to be given to me for me to help make a better tomorrow with my people. Upon the day I reached man hood I felt your words upon my neck with power. Now I ask for you forgiveness for not doing your word. But out of sin I arise unto your truth to be his lords sword. Lord I stand with you. –

www.armoredpolicy.com will fully supply the weapons and armored for the battle to come.

www.duelconsulting.com will fully fund this adventure

( my sister told me I’m crazy for running up in a crack to clear it out. But somebody has to take the stand. I’m so damn tried of seeing white people helping blacks,it time for blacks to help each other.)

He will come to me on his hoarse of glory and divine blinding light. And he will ask of me one question to be answered. I will kneel before him, and I will ask can I speak. And I will tell him of this journey of life. I will tell him of the thirst of knowledge that can’t be fulfilled in one life time. I will tell him of a love that has burned my chest with the pleasure of giving the teaching of smile, and caring gesture. I will tell him of the feet’s that have been handed down the path of my life. I will tell him of the stones I broke to ensure my mixture of tomorrows.

With such a limit of my tomorrow I see that the simple fate can be passed over. For I see that the peace of green paper enables the modern time to go on. But I seek more. I will speak on the times my arms must go around a mans throat to remove him from his place of choice. For I must be a enforcer of rules amongst the parties that only seek momentary entertainment. For I have longed for a greater reasoning than the crime I prevent. And the dealing of damage I dish out as well. I will than tell him of information that I picked up to start a electronic front on my behalf. For I set fair views and guidelines for my fellow man. And breed , my lost and dieing breed of men have failed me in this path I seek. For I must stride forth on a new hoarse to ensure my own blood line. To ensure my lively hood. To ensure my love for betterment.

I will tell him of my ever growing faith in him that has continued to fall upon my shoulders in the darkest hours. I speak of my fears and my trials of life. In the same time I will give him answers to my short comings. Was it me oh lord. Can I BE. CAN I take this path and conquer the undying moment that still comes for me to be the greater man oh lord. Fight after fight, gun shot after gun shoot. Attack after attack. Armored policy will be more than a simple security front for the buyer and party goer. For this gift that you placed in me shell give placement to many in the coming days. I will feed strangers oh lord. I will branch out in lands I never been, in business offices I will never see. Its name will be on the tongue of every solider. To know that a trusted product will come. For my men will bare of sign of red and shield at the front door. The sight will enlight the very fear of the wrong. Stand right will be given new meaning.

And my self oh father. I will grow to be as noble as I’m allowed. In you I trust and walk for. In your I live and love. In you I grow to be better

AMEN

The passion thats in a kiss

I figured out the truth. The truth is I’m in love and it hurts. Because part of me is lost in this enslavement of battle. The war is ongoing for survival . But the battle is the simple tool of crime, education, Ambition, and money. And this is what makes me a general in the matters of life. For in my reality I traveled from state for the tomorrow of not only me, but the family. And not its like I’m separated from what matters. But my heart had turned so cold, so dead to the matters of life to ensure the tomorrow for the blood line.                     For the nice guy can’t protect the lively hood of the family. So I ensured many moons ago that I will be the backbone of my family. And now I’m Separated from everything.  Even when my sister lays next to me to engage me in conversation I can’t answer because theirs nothing there at times. Only the thoughts and plans to take us to the next level. Even after I lost my job I’m still able to ensure the next level of my family and it’s happening. But I was never taught love must remain. And now that I’m in love its so damn confusing. Love has been striking at my heart for years, but each time I have stepped on it. Last night I basically layed in bed thinking of the past. And what I came to realize the reason why me and my ex’s ( all of them but one) never really broke up but just moved on is because of me. Not them lol. But because I would show them the man I am. But I could not completely show them my heart. And the statement I have always heard “ why can’t you love me like you love your sister” ( which I have heard from all of my ex’s just about) Once I got to a level with each one of them it basically stopped cause I could not deliver anymore love.

Now that I’m older. I see that love is not so simply. For love is passion, and onnnn myy godddd I have so must passion stored in me. Waiting for the women to bring it out of me. For I can feel it boiling in my lips to my feet trying to explode on her. To rip the very knowing of what she thinks love is to show her something divine taught and divine experience. Even now I feel it in my stomach, It’s a force that’s stronger than my anger and my will to conquer.

I have been told many times it’s a sin to hold so much passion in my kiss and so little love in my heart.  BUT WHAT DO I DO NOW SINCE MY LOVE WITH CHIRST HAS ENABLED ME TO LOVE YOU BETTER?

3 years 4 months and 2 days ago. I held a friend while he was dying. Through all the screams and excess noise I was able to hear his dying voice as it was the truth of this earth. He pulled me close and said to me " you gave me more than this mere hood shit, I know by your side we would of balled out" a few hours later he died. I rocked myself to sleep that night worrying about the failure of me with this man that believed in me. 

Last night I got the phone called that made me assured that I am now able to truly believe in m y self. For the phone call I got let me know that my future is secured. What's said that even after such great news I was in a flood of tears thinking of the man who have died in my life. Of the many of fallen. I think I have to learn how to let go. I have learned this year the difference between a season and a lifetime. And I'm very happy to say I know the people who are a lifetime that are in my life. 

I thought Armored Policy was just the start, but it seems now that was not even the start god has for me. It was not even the molding to get me trained. i can laugh now cause the haters don't seem this is not me. only doing what my god leads me to do.