heyyyy!

first we have the church retreat from a while ago:

one of the best weekends of my life! I learned so much about god and got closer to many many more people! The things god does for us........

Second of all we have RASCAL FLATTS!!! which was INCREDIBIBLE! We were able to make it down to the front stage! THE VERY FRONT STAGE! We were leaning up on the stage! and i touched the guys sleeve! AHHH. O - M - G

then i come to find out Chereese's mom got to massage the band 2 days laterrrr.!!!

Friday we all went to hooters for dinner: and boy oh boy was that a lot of fun!

&& last, i would just like to wish this little lady a happy birthday:

Chereese Christine Bowman! *SWEET 16* BABAAA!

WOO WOO

i love my life

laterrr!

Sweetheart was

Fabulous

minus the fact that i was sick with the flu. YUK!  && hadn't eaten in 2 days. ICK!

&& OF COURSE I HAVE PICTURES! DUHHHH!

did i not mention that i had the FUNNEST MOST BESTEST date in the entire world?

RYAN GREG

surprisingly    VALENTINES DAY  went real well.

I had my doubts about it, but thanks to:

 my girls,

the two dozen roses from beeg to me & my mom

and the HUGE teddy bear from ryan.... the day was perfect.

So that's my scoop on life right at the moment. It is currently DRAMA FREE due to someone named GOD.

it's officially a 5 day weekend! WOO! WOO!

i'm totally *ecstatic*

i love you all OH SO much!

ZZZZZ END

awwww... this ^^ summer

bball game a while back!!

I have tripped and fallen a total of 5 times in the last 2 days.... not kidding.

so the weekend was a one of those VERY DULL ones....

spent friday and saturday night in the hot tub at coltons.  wasn't that bad!! All the guys && sammi decided to jump in the lake. I, for one... am NOT AN IDIOT.. i guess i am just a major PUSSY!

The only + + + for the weekend is that i finally got my SWEETHEART DRESS! Pretty sure i'm in love with it, although there's not much of a point because i am dateless...

there's still all my girls..

i guess they're ma dates!

Decided to do two of these things for the hell of it: 

Your Love Element Is Fire

In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with: Wood Avoid: Water You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly

You're a Freaky Kisser

When you kiss, you want to experience something new A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing... And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go

Leah's birthday is on wednesday! THE GIRL WILL FINALLY BE 16! WHOO! WHOO!

that's all i got for yahhh....

laterrrr____***

Nothing is ever as bad

at it seems

one second i'm totally upset... then the next i'm the happiest girl in the whole fricken world! can someone please explain why this happens?

Last weekend i was in newton cheering wrestling and BOY OH BOY did i have a fun time as always..

random wrestler..... lol. he had a nice ass okay...

Tk before he wrestled ^^ lol he doesn't have a clue i took that.

This last week was a little shaky... and the blame should mostly go towards me... i will admit that..... but i think i fixed most of it. I pray everynight that ALL OF THIS will just go away. 

I try to keep my  on.

tonight definately made up for the week though..... I absolutely LOVE driving with a car full of girls.. especially because... We are fricken idiots.

I won't get into much detail - - drove to valley to see my vc gals, drove to andale, then had a little fun with CHINESE FIREDRILL.

Avril Lavine "Slipped Away" DEDICATED to leah's long lost lighter... michael.. awwwww.

alrightaaay .. it's about 12:30 now & i think i'm gonna hit the sack.  Sammi, Leah- you two have officially gotten me SICK...

I really do love my girls! Every single one of you can't forget that!!

and i love you too.... DUHHHH!

Its been forever I know!

so so soooo much to say. i'll try not to write a novel here.

Christmas went real well. Had fondu on christmas eve and went to my grandma's on Christmas. I got to spend a lot of time with my family.  I barely save room in my life for them anymore which really dissapoints me..

1st week of break was DULL..... 2nd week on the other hand, ROCKED MY SOCKS... lol....went to a few partys and met 3 gorgeous girls who i love dearly:

Cassie Bri && Ashtin

One huge highlight of the break was our "Road Trip to Alva." 5 girls & a dog = HELLA FUN TIME! Chereese & I got to visit our favorite tree and sammi ran into an electric fence. Lol. Lots of memories were made.  

New Years....

was awesome! I don't know who else i would have liked to spend it with than my wonderful girls!

So now i would like to end this post with my feelings towards the

PAST && the FUTURE

2005 was an extrodinary year.  Yes, it had it had its downsides, but it definately left me smiling at the end. I look back at 2005 as the time when i actually GREW UP...

My review of 2005.

Began the year with a little experimenting with some new things. Can't say i regret it though.

The beginning of a great friendship-- with my bestest buddy- Beeg. 

Struggled a great deal in tumbling. But I had a fabulous time at the Cheer Eclipse competitions!!

Lost 4 very important friendships.... which hurt me.. ALOT

Had one unfogettable summer.

Recieved "ALL AMERICAN" for the 5th time at cheer camp.

Got my car!

Made some bad choices that affected me greatly,  but i DID make lots of good ones.

Learned the real value of "Friendship"- - i became super close with many girls i love to death! words cannot even explain!

Had my first REAL experiences with Regret & Jealousy

Had my first real glimpse of Love

Got in a wreck.

Met someone who has changed me life is SO MANY WAYS. I won't get started. If it weren't for them nagging at me.... I would have never woke up to life.

Made one of the greatest decisions EVER - - returning to church.

Had one harsh awakening before the new year... and i pray every night for things to get better.

As for the future..... I don't have many resolutions... All i ask is for ME to accept Myself for who i am and treat others the way i would like to be treated.  I'm not going to let poeple push me around this year.  2005 is in the past, I'm officially ready to move on and let it go.The memories will be cherished forever!

*2006*

is a new year...

with new beginnings.....

&& a Clean slate

Z end.