so my life was rather interesting & wild. until i was 26 & had my 2nd kid. then life got hella boring! dang what the hell happened 2 me? i have this somewhat friend that reminds me of me! shes states her opinion, shes funny & just out there. i guess its time 2 liven my life up & not be so damn depressed about sh** and how my life is going. im still young yet. ive got the whole world yet 2 discover!!

so ive been ignored by ds (my so called friend) the past 2 days. he does this quite often. well im done with being treated like that. not wasting my time on that sh** anymore. im a very attractive girl & deserve better then that.

really long day. went 2 target & got my 3yr old new shoes. then we ate at mall. then after school went 2 find jarod bday presents. cant believe he b 11 on friday. dang time goes fast

as i lay here i think of my so called best friend. i thought we were so close. i was wrong! were u lying 2 me for 2yrs? u say u felt the same & had deep feelings 4 me. after we met that june nite in 2005 we slept 2gether. basically u dropped me the next morning. saying we could never be even be friends. if u just wanted 2 get laid & nothing else u should of said so. instead of saying u were in luv with me just 2 get laid. yeah u helped me thru some dark times. i know im not that sweet, innocent girl anemore. will u ever be that great listner & advice giver agian? thats what i miss the most. u as my best friend. derek solby

so today i had as follows. breakfast- yogurt& banana. lunch- tuna fish sandwhich. snacks- apple& pb, strawberries, pear. supper- salad, corn & carrots. yay me!