omg it's  been ages since my last update. i always thought about updating but i kept putting it off. but now i'm finally here! so...we moved from Fashion Valley to San Miguel Ranch. pretty cool =) i don't even miss my house either. like..once in a while i do. but doing your own thing whenever you feel like it...omg it sooo totally rocks! i love it! so yeah...other than the move not much is new i guess. i went back to school, and i'm still working. sometimes it gets way too stressing and i just wanna give up on both, but it always works out i guess.

so...valentine's day is coming up. how depressing :( especially because edgar has been calling lately..."apologizing" omg. i'm so confused. i never really got over that boy, but i guess it's time i do. just to save myself the grief...a second time. i dunno. what do you guys think?

i hope you all have a GREAT valentine's day ;) take care guys. i <3 you.

wow..FINALLY xanga decides to let me log on. it was down for who knows how long..anyway....guess what? I FINALLY got a job! i decided LV wasn't worth my time...so i'm working for this hot shot lawyer...down the hall from where Julissa works, so that's kinda cool.  also, i'm moving out!! i told my parents yesterday that i planned on moving out and what not, and...as weird as it sounds....i was kinda disappointed that they really didn't give a sh!t. they were like why? when? well..just let us know if you need any money....ummm.....REAL NICE..here i am moving out and they offer me money....hello?! have you not heard of MORAL SUPPORT?!  so yeah, i'll be moving in with Danilo & Julissa in about a week...i guess we'll see how that goes.

so yeah..that's a quick update of what's been going on around here...and SAMANTHA:sorry i haven't put up a chatter box...we all use julissa's anyway!! take care buddies =)

hey! so i guess here goes another one of my random updates...

this week was soooooo super long and slow. i don't know why it seemed that way to me. but anyway, i took a test on thursday and i got a b+/a- (hopefully she'll round it to the a-) on it so i'm pretty happy about that! i also got a new cell phone..since the screen on mine cracked and there was a retarded SPOT on it. who knows what it was...so yeah, i'm definitely happy i have new phone also!

as for my love life...geez...it's still the same as my last couple of updates. i don't know why i put myself through this. maybe i should just force myself to get over it (him) but HOW? do i do that  you can't just through a couple of years from your life out the window and completely block them out. you can try..but eventually things remind you of what you want to forget. like...the other day jacqui asked me if i remembered her bday party last year and i was like "yeah..that was a lot of fun" then i thought about it more and i was like i went with edgar...yadda yadda...

ok let me end this pointless update NOW before i go back and read it and realize how it's more retarded than i think. til next time!

wow it's been a while...! let's see..i have like 5 min. to update cuz people are rushing me...

i haven't really done much lately. just school and stuff. edgar and i are DEFINITELY NOT getting back together this time. everybody assumes we are, and it's Fing annoying but whatever. i DO miss him terribly but i hated the fact that it was basically a ONE person (me) relationship. i mean, he never wanted to make an effort to make things better and i was always his second priority (if i was lucky) and i just got tired of it. oh well..i'll live. and apparently he's doing very well so why should i even TRY to fix anything b/w us? fuck..if he doesn't want to be with me then i'm sure i'll find SOMEBODY that will want to...eventually...

on a much happier note...Kristin just moved back from San Francisco (she's living with her dad now) and we've been hanging out a lot! she was going to SFSU but since she left before the semester was over she couldn't transfer to SDSU..but I think that's where she's going next semester, and she's gonna TRY to go to USD. YAY! then she can hangout w/ me and julissa. I missed her soooo much when she was in SF!! she was like my bestest friend in middle school and 9th grade..then she moved and it sucked for a while...

anyway...i also have ANOTHER interview at LOUIS VUITTON (that's right bitches!) coming up so wish me luck. and i SWEAR if THIS time they don't offer me a job still i'm GIVING UP! fuck..i <3 LV but soooo many interviews really aren't necessary.

ok gotta go now. ciao my loves!