life is amazing once again...i'm back with adam....

I'm in LoVe with ADAM!

hmm..my life is soo much better than it has been the past few months..there for a while i didnt think anything was going to change..i was always stressed and upset and never knew what was going to happen next..i hate living like that....my daddy had cancer when i was like 6 and the med he had to take messed up his body and they said something was wrong w/ his heart....i didnt know what to say or how to act..i would die without my daddy if something happen to him there would be no reason to live...but THANK GOD nothing was wrong with him they said he was going to be ok.... after i heard that i got like a million pounds off stress off of my chest...

my daddy bought me a 03 eclipse with a body kit...im in love with it

scott and i have had are ups and downs.....there for a while he hated me and couldnt stand to talk to me..but we are soo much better now....i have actually seen him a few times and we dont fight like we use to....he has a girlfriend now im happy for him....its just kinda weird talking to him about being with another girl...haha but as long as were friends i dont care...<333

its so odd..my mom grounded me for like 3 months cause i was sneaking around to see scott and she couldnt stand him..now she doesnt have a problem with him she doesnt care if we hang out or anything...i wish she didnt care way back then....

everything happens for a reason tho riiiight??? what was that reason tho?

calvin and i were gettin realllly close..but then we started fighting and i tore us apart again....i dont think were ever gonna stop fighting haha but no matter what im gonna love him

chris and i are hanging out againhes such a sweetheart i love himmmmm

peter and i have been hanging out a lot.wich is good..cause i adore him hehe...hes so nice hes like the only guy that has never yelled at me or called me a name haha....

im getting my belly button pierced soon im stocked

ok so im not sure who it is that likes to call my mom and tell her shit...but you need to stop....i dont know where the hell you got i smoked weed but thats bs..i have never tried it soo dont be going and telling my mom i smoked with peter.....

i miss those latee night phone calls

Billy we gotta hang out sooon....and you have to let me drive your truck <333

I'm bored soo I thought Id write in here..haha...

A lot has been going on lately my life is back to where it always is...I'm think I'm not worth anything..I let guys treat me how ever they want to and I don't do anything about it..I'm such a dumbass I don't know why I let guys do this to me.. 

Friday..I hung out with my mommy like always..We went shopping and did some other stuff then we came home and she took a nap and I took a shower and did my hair...Then we went to pick up Calvin and then me Calvin and my bro and heather and Cody went to the football game..I saw SARA  then we went to find a seat and Heather turned around to me and was like oh god and I was like what and shes like look so I looked up and guess who was riiiight there?? SCOTT...I got soo sick and my legs got all weak I'm such a baby but woah he didn't bother to say hey to me or anything..It hurts to know he acts like he doesn't even know me.ahh...Then I saw Travis and Justin and Tanner and some other ppl..And I saw Adam haha... Calvin and I got into a fight so he went off and did his own thing..Then Erik came over and talked to me for a lil..Then I saw my Matt and eric  then Calvin and I kinda made up...Like we always do haha...Then we left came back to my house chilled for a lil then we took Calvin home..

Saturday..I got up chilled for a lil bit..Then Peter came to get me and we went to the mall walked around for a lil then went to pick up Sara then we went to some girls house.I forgot her name haha  chilled there for a lil then Ryan called Peter and told us to go over there soo we went to Ryans chilled with him for a lil..His mom got a new eclipse it's realllly nice..Then we all went to Taco Bell then back to Ryans then I went home..Then I did some stuff with my mom Then I went to Taras and Calvin and I got into a hugeee fight cause I put something in my away and he blew up.. then I went to get calvin he was being a butthead and gave me my pillow back haha..then we came to my house and i got ready then we went to pick up river then we went to the movies...we saw fog i yelled a few times..and i was soo effin cold then mah calvin took his shirt off and gave it to me since he had another one on..hehe hes so sweet..then we took everyone home and calvin was being a butthead again and didnt even tell me he loved me or gave me a hug bye i was so upset then ten mins after i left he called me saying sorry haha..i loove calvin...then justin called me and told me tanner and him were coming over soo we chilled outside for a lil bit..then they left..

sunday...tanner and justin came to pick me up and we went to there soccer game..it was so effin hot i got a nice tan now tho haha..then they took me home and i cleaned for a lil then went to taras and chilled w/ her and river for a lil bit..and here i am....

i love mah calvin

i wish i meant more to you.....

My life has been pretty good so I guess Ill update....

I have been hanging out with Mah Calvin everyday and I'm LoViNg it...He always makes me  we are gettin reallly close like we use to be..I'm so happy. We planned out whats going to happen when I'm 18..I'm moving oOut and gettin an apt with Calvin..And he's going to be a fireman and I'm going to be a hairstylest...Haha good life ehh?? I think It sounds pretty DaMn GoOd!

My brother got into a wreck the other day...He fucked his pretty mustang up..PoOr BuBbA..At lease hes ok <3333

Scott is still a butthead..And were gonna fight reallly soon..And I'm gonna get him in the face LMFAO!!! I can't wait...

My daddy is buying me a car really soon I'm haPpPpY I'm just not sure If its going to be a mustang like i want  but ooh well it's better than nothing...

CALVIN JAMES ALFORD I LOVE YOU

Billy we HAVE to hang out sOoN! <333

The greatest challenge in life is to find
someone that knows all your   ;   flaws
differences   &   mistakes   yet  he  still
manages to love everything about you