Wow, been awhile since I've had the time to sit and update! Life is crazy now. Weirdness, I go through a really dull boring time then everything goes nuts all at once. Can't anything ever be normal and balanced? Neways...time for an update on the weekend.

                                           Ooooo....shiny boots are cool!!!!!

Alright my weekend in a nut shell......

Left Neosho for St. Joe

Saw shiny boots

Missy told me something and now I can never eat corn...or anything made with corn....or anything that has ever touched corn....and can never look at a corn field the same way again!

Went to Royals game....they lost

Jenna and I decided the only thing I don't have is a curfew....hehehehehehehehehe don't ask...cause I won't tell!!!!

Went dumpster dancing with Missy....got caught in the act lol....to Drew, Joe, and Colin, sorry you had to see that!

Drove to Lawson to stay with Missy's fam.

Slept.....cuddled with Missy in my sleep OOPS!!!! Guess I was dreaming about a boy! hehe, oh and Missy is a cover hog!

Got up drove past way to many corn fields!!!!

Went to God's Mountain and on the way got the best cappaccino I have ever had! (french vanilla mixed with choc. covered strawberries! can you say A-mazing!!!!)

Sun bathed in the back of the truck....well....kinda

Watched the guys eat....that was an adventure all it's own

Sat on the loser bench with Chris somethin' or another while everyone went four wheeling

Read a book

Went four wheeling with Andrew and almost died but it was fun! Oh and I've never had that much dirt on me EVER! hehe It was kinda cool.

Left God's Mountain about 7:45 and went to Subway to eat. Jenna was working

I'm now Ty's mom - ask Ty, funny story!

Couldn't go to drive-in cause Ty's a dork and didn't go home when he was supposed to!

Went to Lawson to sleep again.

Slept....Missy stole covers

Got up and went to church in St. Joe

Went to Ryan's (the restaurant) with Missy, Ty, Jenna, Kylee, Brooke, Lauren, and Angela

MAY GOD HELP THE TURKEYS!!!!

Went and saw Ty's house....it's big

Left for Neosho

Saw more corn fields.....and to end.....we saw the shiny boot!

Well yeah here's some pics from the weekend too!

     I have decided I can trust no one....not even myself. You can go through your whole life thinking that there are those few people that would never do anything to hurt you in anyway. And then when those people let you down it feels like your whole world comes crashing in on top of you, and you don't know whether to cry, laugh it off, hit something, scream at the top of your lungs, or just lay in silence hoping life will just pass you by. Right now I feel like just sitting by a gushing stream starring at the stars just wishing that the sun would never come so that the darkness of the night will hide the shadows of the lonely tears falling so freely. Why does life have to hurt so much. I know that you learn the most when you are on your knees before Christ. But the hurt makes it almost imbarable to get up and keep going. Especially when those you trust the most are so willing to just throw you down again. God give me the strength to trust and lean on no one but you. Because this life is full of nothing but dissappointment.

Oh and Michael thanks for talking to me....I really needed someone to truely listen and you came through for me....thanks!  Any time you need the favor returned I'm here for you!!!!          Love you babe!

Wow, I am sooo ready for tomorrow night. I have never ever ever been so ready to see my family! Or anyone for that matter. I have been more bored this week then I ever think I will ever be. I will definatly never say I wanna live on a deserted island all by myself again. I no longer think that would be cool. In fact that would be very very bad Anyways. yeah. THEY COME HOME TOMORROW!!!!!! YEEEAAAHHH!!!!!!!!  «-- (that's me being very happy.)