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Friday, March 18, 2005

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 12:10:38 GMT

Well it looks like i won't be doing nething for awhile....as most of you know i'm not doing cheerleading next year...so its officially over for me! I'm trying to be excited but w/my mom its been kinda next to impossible...and she brought to my attention some of the things i've done lately and i'm going to try really hard to earn her trust back and maybe make things right again. I'm going to act different from now on.

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 17:48:47 GMT

ooomg ok fine i went to an xbox party friday! it slipped my mind! i had FUN! are you happy?

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 18:14:19 GMT

lol back from another one of those forensics tournaments i'm sure you LOVE to hear about!!! Well...i did terrible...but whats new? lol 5th out of 8 on the first round....7th outta 8 on 2nd...then i got 5th out of 8 on the 3rd round! woo hoo go me...not...lol but it was kinda fun cuz LP didn't come...hhahahaha she "took the day off" thank god! but neway....yeah well my week wasn't terrible...but it wasn't great either....let's see...did nething exciting happen? nope i don't think so...man next week are tryouts and i'm really nervous...just cuz i'm afraid my mom will have a nervous break down! ahhh but she is NOT making me try out so thank god for that...but yeah enough of that! neway i'm at amanda's...so i'm gonna get off and be good company! by the way...i hate that in good company movie *gag*

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 18:01:37 GMT

WHOO! I'm back from the forensics tournament! and it was a lot more fun that i expected! lol well i didn't do as bad as i thought...1st round i got like 6th out of, well, 6 people lol and then 2nd i got 5th...and 3rd i got..3rd! lol i was exited bout that last one...considering i freaking SUCKED! but yeah neways...and instead of watching finals we played egyptian rat screw lol and we were messing around and nick tried to cheat so i tried to knock him off of his chair...then me and a chair went down w/him...i landed on him and the chair and if i was a guy i would probably STILL be in pain! lol but it was super funny! but yeah so now i'm home...5:00...with nothing to do...AHHH

Friday, March 04, 2005

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 22:55:18 GMT

FINE! i'll update...but yeah just got back from the substate game..heck yes we won! and YES! I DO have to get up at 6 2morrow for forensics! AHHH but neway...well nothing has really happened lately...OH! soccer started! and even tho i really suck it's a lot of fun!

god must hate me cursed before eternity! god must hate me maybe you should pray for me! i'm breaking down and you can't save me f*** and hell and...I WANT TO GO HOME!

lol that song has been stuck in my head ALL DAY!

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 19:35:50 GMT

I feel like crawling into a hole and staying there forever...

ever feel like that? cuz I DO

DON'T ASK

Monday, February 21, 2005

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 23:05:39 GMT

Sunday, February 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 17:32:40 GMT

Well, since Leah wouldn't shut up, I'm updating! Well it's been going pretty good...friday was pretty fun especially the after party at applebee's...gotta love that chrissy...but that night kinda sucked...cuz nothing happened...and i had to get up early and work in the forensics tournament! ahhh so they all slept in at my house..even tho i wasn't there...lol but...today i skipped church cuz i thought we'd just be watching a screwed up version of passion of the christ but it turns out we didn't...oh well but yeah and right now i'm getting ready to go to the mall! i'm excited...i haven't been there in foreva! lol and hopefully i'll get to go somewhere 2nite...then hopefully something else happens...nvm ttyl!

Monday, February 14, 2005

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 22:16:16 GMT

Well, valentines day is still the gayest holiday but it has its nice surprises for everyone i guess. It's kinda fun watching everyone...recieving flowers...gifts...but it sux thinking your not getting any. I know i'm not alone and i still think its a stupid hallmark holiday...good for nothing and all about money. but maybe...everything happens for a reason..

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 13:18:05 GMT

Hello everyone! Tomorrow's valentines day..great...stupid hallmark holiday...but neways I'm looking up quotes today and here's some of my favorites:

I've been running around for years trying to find a turning point in my life, then I realized I was running in circles.

You can always close your eyes to the things you don't wanna see...but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.

The world is a messed up place, and to tell you the truth, I like it that way.

If the eyes are the windows to the soul, I'm going to get some curtains.

Life's Journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy Sh*t...What a Ride!"

* If you can't get someone out of your head, maybe they're supposed to be there.*

Well there's a few...lol