She isn’t my girlfriend, but I love her hugs, her smile, her advice, her love, her kindness & the times we laugh together. I guess I feel in love with our friendship

do you remember that?

how about singing a duet with me over the phone?

what Im trying to get to is that our friendship means alot expectually to me and I know alot of stuff has changed but I still think that we can make the same way it was before. but then again it is up to you

when friends fall in love, it means
they're meant for each other. but when
friends fall out of love, it means they
want to keep each other forever

and when ever I see her laugh I feel like she wants me to fall for her-but she doesnt know that Im way a head of her

What have I done, I just jeperdised the one person who I had relized thats always been there, what am I suppose to do? should I leave or should I say Im sorry? So what can I say to make this all over, close the book and thats the end of that chapter, what should I do?

Yesterday was a good day, I scored the tieing goal in soccer it was quite the moment.and was surprised when someone came to the game. But Im grounded again and like always all of my guitars are gone ahh and now its just boring here.

well I will tell you this I just lost a big part of my life this week and I fell like I did the right thing but then again I really regret it but I just had to do it. and I would go into further detail but nobody even reads these anymore so it doesnt matter hell I dont know why Im writing in this right now. sometimes I just think of what my life would be like right now if I didnt say anything at all, and what it would be like if I wasnt well wasnt me.

so I will have to say last week at the zoo  KICKED FUCKING ASS o man lots of stories but I will share one

so when we got to the Zoo I met up with Kortney, and Heather and we started hanging out and we caw a monkey and there were alot of little kids around and so the parent leader started saying "Handsome... Handsome" so I turned to her and I said "yessss???" and o my god it was funny so for now call me Handsome haha so we took a ton of pics and Im waiting for Kortney to send them to me and I might put them on my myspace or on here I dont know but they are awsome haha

peace out everyone

-Handsome

Its been along time since I wrote in here wholy crap yeah so I guess Im wanted by these two gay freshman that want to fight me because I called him a fag  wow can it get any lamer than that I guess not but tomorrow I have to go to someones funeral that I dont even know? o well yeah so check this out people I have a job now I work at a chinesse resturant called D Fongs but I will be working in the back I dont know why I think its cause Im white and people who walk in suspect a asian worker but you never know and in golf some dumb ass that is now my new hero hit this pricks windsheld and broke it and no more golf this year YES! but it was gay cause everyone thought it was me becuase of gay Tony Glass and the other Tony well Im going to go I guess

peace out GANGSTAZ

WHUT UP GANGSTAZ!

yeah so Im really bored cause its Spring break and Im not going to Florida anymore DAMNIT but o well so I have nothing to do all week so if ya want to chillax or anything just call me up just save me from a boring week!