soo i'm really stressed right now

i started applying to colleges and that was ok but then after the meeting today i felt soo stressed. ok first of all essays. the packet we get today says that they 'highly recommend' essays for UCF and USF. ok so i already SENT in those applications thru facts.org and there were no essays to fill out? a statement or two for UCF and nothing for USF. the hell? and UF. oh my god i hope i get in. ok so i heard it was really boring up there while UCF is close to pretty much anything but i cant stand to stay at home any longer bc my mom is psycho. ok and im relaly freaked bout not getting accepted bc i have like absolutely nothing going for me (academics, extracirriculars..) unlike some ppl who have like a 4.0 and have allll these clubs and sports going for them i am going to die. oh my god and there's SATs and scholarships to worry about and i relaly want to get as many scholarships as i can so that i dont have to depend on my parents but go figure i prolly wont get those either

and the history test tomorrow OHHH man i am going to fail that. and CALC i dont understand what's going on in that class. and english is sooo boring omg that lcass is so pointless. and bio ok it shouldnt even b counted as as class that class is so dumb

i really want oct to b over and wow will u look at that IT HASNT EVEN STARTED!!

soo i really suck at updating

so the foo fighters concert was filled with fun and excitement even if that GIRL decided to throw up on me of all people! i have the best luck when i'm on the floor. first i get kicked in the face by some person wearing steel boots and then i get thrown up on!! but i have to say steak and shake at 1:30 in the AM on a school nite is definatley an experience

homecoming is wayyyy too soon this yr