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| You're Not Alone, There Is More To This I KnowHello who ever this may concern
I am happy to be here today to let you know things are splended.
However, myself being, well myself, cannot get off the edge that keeps me so stressed.
Im as happy as can be, but knowing that it all could go away in a moment, keeps me on edge.
I look at myself an I am proud. Proud of what i have done, and what i havent done.
Proud of who ive become.
But I am still weak.
It would take one moment of one evening for me to change all I have accomplished.
To some it may look as if i have not accomplished much....
but to whos standards are those?
Mine? Psh not to my knowledege no.
There are still so many things I need and want to do.
But sometimes I need help in doing so.
I'm so happy.
I hope you are too.
With love,
Erin
How ya like the drawing.....eh? eh!?
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| Life lately has been hectic. I still have not found a balance of work and play. Its either too much work, or too much play.
I start school Tuesday through Smoky Valley Virtual Charter School, but I have not finished my homeschooling. I guess I'll see how it all works out eh?
I've been hanging out with two new friends, Zach and Dustin. Because of this i am sortof taken i guess you could say now. It feels nice. He makes me uber happy.
It's only been a few weeks since i stopped going to Wichita weekly, and i really already miss it. I am scheming a way to get there on tuesday evening, because tokyo rose is playing. I also wanted to get there monday evening for Drop Dead, Gorgeous, but i weighed out the two shows, and i think i would enjoy tokyo rose more. So ill see if i get my bum there.
Speaking of Tokyo Rose, theres a song called spectacle by them, that i really like the lyrics too. I can apply them to a feeling i have. It goes tword anyone i have had drama with, i recently just kinda let all of it go. I no longer have angry feelings tword anyone in my heart. And i want to let them all know that, but just cant. So heres that song, just read it through its nice.
i slowly started chipping away at this block of stone
in an attempt to fashion a way to regain your attention.
why won't you hear me out?
i started out with some paper and pen and my apologies.
but every time i try to write to you,
i just can never find the words to explain.
so i'll build a monument to honor you,
out of the ruins of the love i knew.
i'll turn your favorite memories into a sight for all to see,
because i know when you see it, you'll come back to me.
picked me up the phone and i started to dial your line from memory.
too proud to ever let you pickup.
close to the point where i should give up.
you'll never call me back.
so now i'm doing something tangible - i'm working with my hands.
because i can never seem to manage to say i'm sorry in a language you can comprehend.
so i'll build a monument to honor you,
out of the ruins of the love i knew.
i'll turn your favorite memories into a sight for all to see,
because i know when you see it, you'll come back to me.
i'll put it right outside your window
so it's impossible to ignore.
will that be good enough for you? (for you)
and even if you pulled your shades down,
and burn the statue to the ground,
it'll be enough to bring your warmth back to me.
a monument to honor you,
out of the ruins of the love i knew.
i'll turn your favorite memories into a sight for all to see,
because i know when you see it, you'll come back to me.
building a monument to honor you,
out of the ruins of the love i knew.
i'll turn your favorite memories into a sight for all to see,
because i know when you see it, you'll come back to me.
come back to me.
I hope you can see a little bit of the insight i got from this. And on that note ill leave you with a picture or two
http://i67.photobucket.com/albums/h308/erinxcoolxcore/GaiasShows/Picture652.jpg
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| i am going to be in colorado for the next 5 days
ive spent 3 days a week for the past three weeks in wichita
life is pretty damn good.
Spent my 4th with Brocko and his family
Fountains are the best.
Love
erin | | |
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