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Thursday, August 26, 2004

okae well this xanga is closed!!!! peace out u guys!! thx for all the comments and props yall gave!!! holla!! lols.. well contact me on my aim sn..


Sunday, June 20, 2004

okae okae well Last day to school and well it was fine . . hehe well we sixth graders got our memory books and yeah flip the newspaper but then just flip that cause people get that Like every flippin year . . okae i would really say that the memory books are way better that the newspaper but then again . . okae . . all the sixth graders that this pizza party and got ice cream and yeah. we took lots of autographs from other sixth graders and shiet.  after that we got our grades and i did good . . we had to say our goodbyes and hehe! when we got outside we were like huggin` each other and yea . . okae umm this year was fun . .  lots of good memories to remember and yeah . . most of the memories were bad and some were good . . i'll soo miss this year . . okay well goodbye to the gifted people and i'll really miss you guyz soo much . .

patricia & scottie - good Luck with your relationship and i wish for you two the best of luck!! scottie take good care of patricia cause shes a cool friend and she's one of my flips!! patricia take care of scottie cause he's a cool person inside .thx for being there for me whenever i needed your help!! you're ms. pinay huh?  . hehe . . good luck in 7th grade and sorry if you 2 arent going to be in the same classroom next year . . I know its really going to be hard . . .

CarLito - good luck in 7th grade and i wish you the best  of luck in your new school (peterson) you're a cool person to talk to and your a cool person to mess around with . .  LoL! you're really funny and you're my pnoy . . thx so much for being there for me when i needed someone to talk to flip . . . thx for everything pnoy!! have a great summer! keep in touch and good luck !!! . . . .

Mario -  haha! you retard!! okay well hope you have a good summer and you really can`t keep your flippin mouth shut!! not even for at least one flippin second!! and mario, over the summer, you have to grow!! good luck in 7th grade you big mouth elf! still going to be what you called me! strawberry! 

Melody - good luck!! thanks for being there for me . . . have a good summer and hope to see you in a.p.m.a . . wish you the best with monkey!! LoL . . heheheh! stay cool and stay sweet . . p.s. just do something with monkey . . . .

Shaheera -  shahurra!!! good luck!!! i think that you're pretty cool to be around with . . you're funny and yeah . . keep in touch anglgirlrulz! lol !! . . . . .

Angie S - okae angie, good luck in 7th grade and wish you the best of luck in your new school  . . thx for being soo kind and caring and understanding . . hehe! good luck in 7th grade! good luck in your new school and i hope you make a lot of good new friends! i hope you have a great summer! and keep in touch to see whats up and how things are going on & stuff aight? ill miss u!! . .

Jennifer M (Jmo) - hey hey!! good luck!!! thanks soo much for being sooo nice!! and remember the times we had!! fun times!! lol. .  duh! keep in touch and dont forget me!! i'll see you around a.m.p.a anyways . . ! dont change! . .

Byanka - Good Luck in 201!! its soo stupid of them sayin bout you being soo hairy and i dont get why u didnt care . . but then anyways whatever! good luck and wish u the best of luck! and hope that your little brother do something to his girlfriend . .  LMAO!! okae well then keep in touch! dont forget me! . . .

Tara - good luck in 7th grade tara michelle!! lol . . same names huh!?!? lol . . okay well we're both not gona be able be in the same flippin class but then its okae . . this time you wont be able to eat chips in school anymore since we go to room to room now . . LoL!! and the next doesnt have the craps in . . LoL .

Chyna - hey hey ms. flip!! okae well you're going to be in the same classroom that i was in and haha! you're soo not gona like it but then your gona have to get use to montrose . . lol . . good luck with that wiggy bitch and thanks for being such a great flip for being there for me when i needed some advise on my problems  . . so i'm not gona see u until you finish 6th grade and when u get to 7th  . . but i hope to see you in the summer!! . . stay sweet!! love u! . . .

Phil -  you bitch ! its just really sad that i'm going to be in the same classroom with you and its more stupid cause "melanie" is going to be there too . . lol . . but then too bad honey cause that bitch wants to actually get things cool with me and  since were all going to be in the same class . . shes scared i guess . .  haha! but then again . . i'm cool with her now and try not to mess around too much with me and melanie again! . . i wonder whos that gona happen!! lol . . anyways i'm gona be seeing you around the flippin summer but okae . . good luck (flipper) and have a great summer!! lol . . stay like a bitch you pebbles! . .

Ricky - good luck in 7th grade cause i think your gona need that . . LoL . . i'm damn right going to be seeing you all my flippin days of the summer since you just live next door to me!! . . LoL . . but then sorry about what happened to you know what for me poppin it! . . you're really cool and you need to do things with shaheera and melody! lol . . anyways, good luck!! peace out! . . . .

Danny - okay well i dont really have much to say to you . . lol . . ahha riiight! . .  your a flippin person!! lol . . you can have such a big mouth but your funny to mess around with . . and thx for lettin me borrow the you know ur jersy crap thingy. .  lol . . neways, good luck in 6th grade! stay sweey! love u! 

ELza -  yo yo! weLpz good Luck in 9th grade!! good luck in highschool? hehe! have a g00d summer!! . . be 0nLine so we couLd tLk more often!!.. hehes! . .  

Adam -  adam, heh! okae umm good luck in 7th grade! lol.. i know ur goin to be messin around with ms. sharp and mr. terzian . . or watever u spellin hs weird ass name . . okae umm i know u became all different ever since ashely broke up with  . . but the okae?.. heh! good luck !! man u gotta see that BIG jhonna is lyk umm fallin for ur ass!

okae well this crap is really too much but okay if i forgot you, really sorry cause i'm really sleepy and i guess i couldnt think of you . . .

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money,
when we look back now will that joke still be funny?,
will we still remember everything we learned in schoool,
still be trying to break every single rule?

As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
From whatever,
We will still be
Friends Forever

MISS YOU GUYZ!!

 


Monday, May 31, 2004

                                             I've Given Up

Theres reaLLy nothing much to do and to feeL cause nothing this Life if ever going to be easy. Its been hard to be this person that Lots of peopLe thought you were and to be this person that was going to be there for your cousins. You do your best for other peopLe to see you and get  to know that person that you are but the Last thing you know is that aLL they did was think that you were doing this and that and seems like you just made a fooL of yourseLf. So many probLems in this Life. And when you come to think of it, it just seems Like you don`t deserve being in this life. ughh!! I just wish i wasnt born!! I'm just soo fuckkin tired! PeopLe that i Love so much and I've given so much to them just totaLLy forgot to Love me back. .  I mean i heLL dont deserve this . .  It`s Like you're in this big ass dark weLL and you cant do anything to get out. You try to get out and aLL that you have done was nothing. Its Like a waterfaLL.. " once you faLL, you may never get back up" You try your best to be this person someone can come to and cry, but it just ends up that you need a person to come up to and cry. But aLL that is, is crap! Theres nobody there for you whenever you ask them to be there for you. Its hard to think that someone that you love just dont ever love you. Its hard to think that you may never ever fall back up when that time will come if you faLL down. Its hard to lose someone for something you didnt do. Its hard to lose in a game you have been practicing all your time but you just end up losing. You just try to hide everything inside you. teLLin yourseLf that you dont deserve this since you've been tru` soooo much in your Life and it just isnt fair cause you want to be this person someone wiLL actually see and hang out whenever things are going great or when things arent doing great. Its just people should really pay attention to what you have been doing to them and how hard their trying to be a great person. But all you do is not love them back. . .  Life should really be easier since you're trying to do everything in this life. . .Its Like you have soo many fuckkin options and when you chose one that you think is right it just more likely seems that the option has turned around to another way. . .  Each day passes that my life has a mind of its own without me able to enjoy at least part of what i'm suppose to enjoy. Each day passes that it seems like i should be in this world.  nothings ever going to change around here

    day by day . . probLem by problem . . hardship by hardship . . . I want to say that my faith still remains in me but i have to be honest that every problem that i have been tru` is all over me and little by little does my faith disappear in my family and friends. . .

                                     I've Given Up


Thursday, May 13, 2004

          (·´`·.(*·.¸(`·.¸ ¸.·´)¸.·*).·´`·)
  «·´¨*·.¸¸. *Happy Birthday Me* .¸¸.·*¨`·» 
          (·´`·.(¸.·´(¸.·* *·.¸)`·.¸).·´`·)

Happy Happy Birthday to me!! hehe!! weLpz me is 12 years old! Got aLot of birthday compliments and shits.. hehe! friends from california,canada,florida,new york and the phillippines they were like crying and i'm like what the hell is wrong with you guys! its onLy my birthday! It was soo weird!. . . they were crying cause i'm 12 and they be saying that i'm gettin old and crap!. .  hehe! it was reaLLy funny seeing them cry because today's my birthday. . but it was also sad that i guess i meant alot to them. . . . heh . .  


Monday, April 19, 2004

Wow! Why am I not surprised? Not surprise that my Life has been stupid and buLLshit aLL this fuckkin time! I’ve been toLd by cousins in the Philippines but then aLL I did was took the advise and not do them . . . And now I’m wishing that I could have took the advise from my cousins instead of what I thought. Well MY life is all bullshit nothing I can basically do to change it now. . . Its more like a day to day thing that someday somehow my life would actually change just at least a little bit. . Something that would actually make me happy. My birthday is coming soon and well so? Is it like the most important thing to other people? For some people its not that important and for some it is to them. And I think that it don’t really matter much to me cause its like a wish that I wasn’t even born. Yeah I know mostly a lot of information about my birthday,the time I escape from my mom, the room number of the hospital that I was in , this and that this and that. But then again I was put to this world to do something and I just want to know what . . I have no fuckkin idea. Told +++ about what was inside the chest that was hurting me so bad that I really had to tell +++ and when I did,it felt good that I took it out of me . . But then it came today.. But then its okay. It had always been +++ inside. . . So right now trying to build a freakin` damn wall around and around and around the _____ of mine. And there will be something that I hope that can break the wall down someday way ahead . . But for now, I’m done. . . I give up and I don’t think someone else would try to get my heart outside the wall around it. Is this something that I’ll regret?? I think not . . He backed down mostly all the time . . And well I think its also time for me to back down . . So fuck that saying " I think I like you" fuck that saying " I think I’m in love with you" fuck it already!! Been there done that and now its messed up and this decision, I cant regret… I cant.. I wont .. . . I HAVE TO HAVE MANY FAITH inside me. All down and confused. Trying not to show my parents what I’ve been through from this past couple of months. . .

I’ve been nowhere. I feel like I’m in the middle of the road all stupid looking a lot like a retard trying to hide all the things that bother me inside. The loneliness of nights so long the search of stregth to carry on my every hope had seemed to die my eyes had no more tears to cry den like the sun shined from up above you surrounded me with ur endless love and all da things I couldn’t see are now so clear to me . . . Who would know all the emptiness inside? Its so hard to say. . . . The one that used to care for you, just turns and walks away. And its so hard to find. To leave the pain behind ---- and all the things ur looking for, ur heart cant seem to find . . . . . I’ll be the air that u breath I’ll be the strength that you need . . . . I’ll be the light in ur eyes.

You don’t know, what its like loving you all this time. . . . And turns back away . . . . So I think I should too . . . . .

It was caLLed FALLING IN LOVE . . . But instead of faLLing? What happened? I feLL . . . .

FeLL to the deepest cut from all the pain

Again !

I wrote a letter yesterday just trying to explain couldn’t find the words to say cause u are so far away. I wrote a letter yesterday its so hard for me to face, that it had to end this way. But my love has now change . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. You can just walk away but I don’t feel the same my hearts still beats for you,breaths for you and these feelings will never fade (yea right), I can hide my pain in the still of my heart, theres a fire that burns my soul’s desire touching me like the sun here and now I give my love so faithfully that I will always be the one (ya sure) I don’t wanna leave cause I feel the time is right don’t wanna go before I say what I have to say, don’t ask me to walk away



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