whatup im at school n i got freeeee time so i thought i would write in this thingy...

have you ever felt left out from your friends, or picked on the most. i was just thinkin tha other day that i was such a loser in elementary school. most of you who have only known me fer about 5-6 years dont really kno that. i was chubby, wore mad thicke glasses, and was picked on by my own friends. and that a bitch. i accepted it though. and i dont kno why. they kept me around to hang out n shit, but made me look foolish. why did i stay with these kids u ask, cuz i thought i was cool. i really wasnt. i remember at a friends party, we were playin a video game, a fightin game whcih i dont remember tha name... anyway i was kicken tha shit outta everybody. i felt sooooo triumphant... then they start hollerin shit like "aw man hes cheatin.." or "whatever u got lucky" then i started to really hurt inside.. i felt like shit. it started buildin up n began to let myself lose the games. i stopped playin n kinda began to tear.. i didnt cry.. so then we were playin outside n they just kept on pickin on me. i charged one of my friends and he dropped me liike a bad habit. he didnt punch me but he jus moved n sorta threw me to tha ground. man was i a fool. well yea i jsut started thinkin bout this tha other day n felt really... i cant explain what i felt. i dont know if it was anger or sadness... i just hate feelin left out n i feel bad for people who get picked on... it just started to make me think of things i did to make people feel bad.

sorri if i got any1 down on this

im out fer now, gotta go type sum shit b4 class...

edit**by tha way does any1 really read this shit cuz if not im jus gon stop.

edit dos** thnx fer rhea n rox fer fuckin up my ride, wrote all over tha shit... at least it gives me a reason to wash my car...