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Name: Anita
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Sunday, July 30, 2006




I find it to be ingrained in me to always improve, to replace. Whether that is a mascara, an internship, a favorite sushi restaurant, a boyfriend, or whatever, I find myself always searching for something better. Is it possible to even know when I've reached the top? Does the 'best' even exist?! I've been consuming and replacing...and hopefully in a forward sense. Yet it's becoming harder for me to feel satisfied, I just get more hungry. I wonder if I'll ever be full.


Saturday, June 17, 2006

snowflake, stop melting in my hand.


Wednesday, January 04, 2006

"Cuteness is distinct from beauty, researchers say, emphasizing rounded over sculptured, soft over refined, clumsy over quick. Beauty attracts admiration and demands a pedestal; cuteness attracts affection and demands a lap. Beauty is rare and brutal, despoiled by a single pimple. Cuteness is commonplace and generous, content on occasion to cosegregate with homeliness."

http://www.nytimes.com/2006/01/03/science/03cute.html?incamp=article_popular_2


Thursday, December 22, 2005

no matter how real the leather is on my buttons, the holes have outstretched them.

weahh, it just doesn't fit anymore.  

 


Monday, September 05, 2005

Every time I pass the Verrazzano Bridge I find myself squinting hard in search of the exact boundaries between ocean and sky. In this search, it occurred to me that if there were exact boundaries and exact definitions to everything, I would never be surprised. Instead, I cherish the lack of definition and purity. This blurriness allows me to retain moments without the constant urge of neatly separating each feeling that comes along. A moment will never be composed of one exact feeling; it will be up to us to soak up all the others.

- first essay, first semester, first year in college
 
so it begins, my second year. ahhh hopefully i'll find some clarity this year.



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