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So through close degrees-of-separation, someone told me about Hannah Sink, a 23-year-old UNC grad who entered a short film into a contest sponsored by DreamWorks (Spielberg’s company). Her film, shot in a rock quarry in Raleigh, won her a coveted spot on “The Lot“, a reality TV show that debuted Tuesday night. The winner of “The Lot” will be awarded a contract to make a movie for DreamWorks.  Next episode is Thursday night.

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I recently committed to record my first CD, and my good friend Jeff Dolan will be acting as producer (he’ll light fires under me to keep me moving ). Music has always been a passion, as has been ministering to people, and recently those have been converging. I don’t know exactly what I’ll be doing in the future, but I know that I’m supposed to keep developing my musical skill and songwriting. If God gives you a talent, don’t bury it. Let it grow, allow God to develop it, or it stagnates and you’re left with this smoldering unease inside you that eats away at your soul.
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There are times when I wonder, “what comes next?” I have some ideas that are taking root, but I can’t see the future clearly just yet. And God often has other plans for us than what we can see. In time everything is made clear, but when you’re waiting and you don’t know what you’re waiting for, it can be very difficult to maintain faith in God’s direction and providence. If we knew all the reasons why our lives sometimes go into waiting mode, I don’t think we could handle the full knowledge. Our minds are easily overwhelmed, and the slow revelation of life is a blessing that spares us from madness.

If Hiro Nakamura had dropped out of the future when I was a boy and told me the full path my life would take until I reached my present age, I think even as a child I would have said, “Uh dear God? Can you take me from this world now, cause after seeing it, I really don’t want to walk down that path. Maybe parts of it, but certainly not all of it. Those dark pathways– I REALLY don’t want to go there, please?”
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While perusing Hannah’s blog on “The Lot”’s website, I came across this entry that talks about the waiting process. And also, about understanding why sometimes God says, “Before you go, first you must wait.” Read it here…
“Late Night in the Hospital” - http://community.thelot.com/blogs/Hannunc/2007/01/19/Late_night_in_the_hospital

Asian-Americans and the Virginia Tech shooting

I wrote a comment in response to a friend’s Xanga post, and thought I’d post my comment on my blog with a few edits.  She wrote…

But the discussion that immediately sprang up in the community of which I am a part disgusts me. I am talking about the Asian-American community’s obsession over the fear of retribution. The naked relief from the non-Korean entities that the killer did not come from their ranks; the desperate apologies and conciliatory gestures from the Korean community, having drawn the short straw. What inhumane self-centeredness!

My comment…

I think it’s an understandable reaction given the values of many asian cultures. Even Asian-Americans are heavily influenced by the shame-based cultures many of them grow up around. As far removed as some Asian-Americans think they are from their ancestral cultures, there is still often a sense that the public actions of an individual can represent an entire race– particularly when the media seizes upon ethnicity as a noteworthy detail. Think about families where the failings of one child are lamented by parents as “bringing shame upon the whole family.” How much worse, then, is the shame felt when major news outlets started to fill their sparse articles with his ethnicity and immigration to the States, his awkwardness of speech as recounted by classmates, etc. I think that the lack of information early-on about the shooter resulted in a hyperfocus on the ethnic and immigrant angle. When that aspect makes up 20-30% of a written article, it stands out as a noteworthy detail to the average reader.

I’m not condoning the knee-jerk press-releases about “please don’t blame all of us”. But I think it’s understandable given the cultural context of where these public statements are coming from. Shame is a powerful force for people of asian descent. Note the difference between guilt and shame. Guilt is where you’ve done something wrong. Shame is fear-driven– fear of potential condemnation. Shame constrains one to avoid certain acts or apologizes for things one is not responsible for (false guilt). True guilt comes if you’ve actually committed a wrong.

On a second note, with regards to the policy debates that will come, the time for them is never immediately after a major crisis. Legislation in reaction to a crisis is usually ill-conceived, impractical, and placebo in its effect. I’m a big believer in legislation that builds into itself expiration, requiring independent evaluation and assessment of effectiveness after the emotions have subsided. The passage of a law is not easily reversed if it should prove to be ineffective, or worse, counterproductive. This is the time to grieve, to remember the victims, to care for those affected because many of the affected will themselves become indirect victims of this tragedy if they do not receive long-term support and care.

Legislation would never have prevented this tragedy from happening. When a man commits to plan public harm of many innocent people, he has already determined to violate any law that stands in his way. Any law can be circumvented, any regulation can be bypassed, all internal moral barriers have been abandoned. Legislation and law are no shield against evil intent. And what legal punishment can you exert over someone who’s intention it is to take their own life?

I was recently with a friend who has a restraining order against her ex-boyfriend. He intentionally showed up when she was with her daughter, putting all of her friends on edge. Does he care about the restraining order? No. Can the police do anything? Not really. The safety of herself and her daughter is in her own hands, not in the hands of the police.

In the case of this recent tragedy, could it have been prevented? I don’t know. But no amount of law can deter hatred, no legislation can extinguish rage.  Virginia law already bans firearms on school property (SEE : Code of Virginia §18.2-308.1).  The law already existed– but Cho had no regard for it.

In an ideal world of science fiction fantasy, someone could have read Cho’s mind and locked him away once murderous intent was detected.  Minority Report presented a stylized and simplified exploration of many of the moral and ethical problems about this approach.  In today’s world, maybe if Cho had spoken to someone openly about this, they could have reported it. There are a thousand what-if’s.

The stark reality is that when someone commits to do evil and begins to carry it out, prevention has already failed.  They are not deterred by threat of punishment.  Once that happens, the only option is direct intervention to interrupt the crime, and the people who will have to make those split second decisions will be citizens like you and I. Everyday citizens must take responsibility for their own AND others safety. Years ago, when someone tried to carjack a family member, there were no police nearby and had they arrived they would have been too late. The only thing standing in the way was myself and I chose to intervene. When evil comes for you or a loved one, there may not be time to pick up the phone and wait for someone else to rescue you. It’s harsh, but that’s reality– you will face it, and you may face it alone.

The people who were around Cho in his early years bear responsibility too. I’m not saying that childhood persecution is the only precursor to violence– I experienced plenty of that growing up in the deep South– but children are easily wounded. Rage that grows unchecked in a child manifests in horrific ways when they are old enough to inflict pain on others. As a child, I defended many of my peers from taunts and persecution. Even then I remember fuming, “Why doesn’t anyone else DO SOMETHING about this?” I rarely saw anyone else standing with me. Is that still the case in our society, or has it gotten worse? Wound a child repeatedly when he is young, and he will do the same to others when he is older.

Like every other tragedy of this nature this will spawn many debates in this country. And like every other time, there will be no consensus. I, for one, have decided to allow this to remind me that I should extend mercy instead of retribution, compassion instead of apathy, love instead of hate. God has had mercy on a corrupt soul like me, I should then do the same for others. And for me it also reminds me that standing up to injustice and evil when it comes knocking is my own responsibility– not someone else’s.

Human Trafficking Awareness Weekend

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Myself and some friends ( www.voicetogether.org - myself and some good friends - www.visiodei.org - my church community - also good friends) have been working really hard to pull together an awareness weekend for “Human Trafficking”. 

The weekend is here and I wanted to let all of you know about what’s going on.  You can check out the website at www.opposingthetraffic.org - We put this site together to hold all the details for the weekends festivities.  In short, we have:

• a benefit show at The Pour House Friday night - doors at 8pm (we need to cover a hefty bar tab - please bring your friends) - The Bands are Incredible - lots of fun - good rocknroll
• A sleep out at the Capitol lawn Saturday night (we have a permit)
• Our Church is giving the morning to Kimberly Smith of Make Way Partners to speak of all that is going on around the world related to human trafficking - this will blow your mind

I would like to personally (or not so personally) invite all of you to the benefit show Friday at the least.  It will be a blast… would love to see some of you I haven’t seen in a while.  You can get info there on the rest of the weekend.  Saturday will be a blast also and Sunday you would hear things that you will not believe.

Anyways… no matter where you fall in the realm of spiritual things, I am sure you would agree that sex slavery and human trafficking is far beyond something we should just let go unnoticed.   I am not only asking that you try and make it if you are free, I am asking you to consider changing your plans if you have them for such a cause.  (dont mean that to sound rude… hopefully you know me well enough to catch that - just being to the point)  If you can’t, I understand

Here’s how you can help

• come to the benefit show
• bring other people
• email/blog/myspace/facebook/contact your friends and tell the about the weekend - www.opposingthetraffic.org
• join the Voice Together mailing list - www.voicetogether.org - for future updates on things we are doing (www.myspace.com.voicetogether)

OK - for now that is all…

Signing off - but - come into town this weekend…  come to the show… hear about what’s going on.  If we could save one woman or one child from this terror, it would be worth all the effort. 

I know we can make a difference.

Peace and Love
-Jason
pastor
visio dei

www.visiodei.org
www.myspace.com/visiodei
www.jasongore.blogspot.com
www.myspace.com/jasonrgore

Borders Shows in May

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April 13th, not April 16th..

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Oops, I made a mistake in an earlier post. I’m performing tomorrow, April 13th, not April 16th as I’d previously stated in an earlier blog post. Come hear me and Kelly Hilliard at Pheasant Creek Coffee in Apex, 8pm, Friday April 13th!

Google Map link is here…