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Name: Curtis
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 3/20/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: um...lots of stuff, chillin, eating, sports..i dunno...same shiet as anyone else...breaking..N'motion baby~... martial arts
Expertise: haha.. :p
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
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AIM:  aznxtiga
Member Since:
3/9/2003
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| Lolz hahaha dayam...it's been a loonnggg time since i posted. i just wanted to say that i don't think i'll be posting anymore. unless i actually make that return, which is mostly unlikely. i'll be back occasionally to see the thoughts of my friends. however, i've decided that xanga makes u emo. hahaha seriously. i was reading on some of my earlier posts...even those on the same page as this...and they r pretty emo. i mean, my definition of emo may be different from urs. but how i want myself to be...there's a thin thin line between deep and meaningful and emo. so, im done with xanga. im out.
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| FINALLYim changing the song of this xanga to set the ambience.
-listen to the lyrics as u read this-
http://www.cnn.com/2006/US/12/16/time.you.tm/index.html
finally, the time has come. for us to really realize our
individualities. for us to wonder about our dreams and really go
for them. to debate in a civilized manner and throw opinions at each
other. to extend our creativity beyond anything we've ever
considered. to realize that as a community, how much of a change we can make.
i applaud time for their article and cover.
"we have hope"
With books like Tuesdays with morrie, and the Tipping point, i hope
that our society becomes one that does not diffuse responsibility, nor
do they get lost in their journey.
"life is a journey, not the destination"
i truly believe in that. i had a conversation with j about this topic. in tipping point, he writes about how a few
people can make a huge difference. i would like to take it a step
further (and even write a paper about this. i've recently realized that
i would like to write papers on a lot of my arguments and thoughts),
and say that ONLY a few make a difference because 99% of the world
diffuse responsility. how much better would the world be if they
stopped??
wut is this "diffusal of responsility" ?? it's when u kno
something bad is happening, but u think to urself "someone else must be
doing something about it." i kno that i am guilty in this as
well. i have thought this before. but i realized, that i should stop
thinking this. and ive tried for a long time now. i think i
realized this a few years ago. in tipping point, there's an
example of a woman being stabbed while running 30 blocks in NY and
screaming "help" but no one helped her. if i remember correctly, over
50 people heard her and didn't do anything. diffusal of responsibility.
i am also aware that helping her puts u in danger. granted this
is an extreme example, i think that if u really have a dream that ur
passionate about, u should go for it.
"the only thing we have to fear is fear itself"
i admire people that are able to put their dream ahead of
everything. i wish i were able to do that. i think the
people that i admire most right now, are those truly dedicated to wut
they want.
i admire those that risk everything for such a great change in the
world. they carry the weight of the world on their shoulders
because the world diffuses this responsibility onto them.
-i want to get stronger-
-so that i may help them carry this weight-
- so that i may see what really matters -
- i want to do more for link, and hate myself for not being able to -
-this will be the start of something new. something amazing.-
-i hope u find your's-
-stay focused-
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edit:
http://www.cnn.com/2006/US/12/15/paycheckaway.gardner/index.html
i am seeing more and more people like this. people who, yes make a lot
of money so they can live comfortably, but they don't forget what is
important and do projects to change the world for the better.
i hope to not lose my way. I will do the same. my dream is to make that change.
now and later. forever.
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| How do I breathe
How do I breathe mmm mmm..
Feels so different being here
I'm so used to being next to you
Life for me is not the same
Theres no-one to talk to
Don't know why I let it go too far
Starting over it's so hard
Seems like everywhere I try to go
I keep thinking of you
I just had a wakeup call
Wishing that I never let you fall
Baby your not to blame at all
When i'm the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I care
You never would’ve went nowhere
Girl I should have been right there
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side
How will I see
when Your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your hearts where I lay my head
When your not with me
How do I breathe
How do I breathe
Girl I'm losing my mind
Yes I made a mistake
Thought that you would be mine
Guess the joke was on me
I miss you so bad I cant sleep
I wish I knew where you could be
Another dude is replacing me
Girl this cant be happening
I just had a wakeup call
Wishing that I never let you fall
Baby your not to blame at all
When i'm the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I care
You never would have went nowhere
Girl I should have been right there
and I wonder
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side
How will I see
when Your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your hearts where I lay my head
When your not with me
How do I breathe
How do I breathe
I cant get over you no
Baby I dont wanna let go
Girl you need to come home
Back to me
Cause girl you made it hard to breathe
When your not with me
Tell me
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side
How will I see
When Your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your hearts where I laid my head
When your not with me
How do I breathe
How do I breathe
Tell me
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side
How will I see
When Your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your hearts where I laid my head
When your not with me
How do I breathe
How do I breathe | | |
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