in all seriousness

okay! here.we.go.

so i was talking with my mom the other day while shopping (just for food) and she started talking about this thing called Rapture Ready and blah and all that noise. so she started talking about important people who have claimed to see alien spaceships, you know, the whole shebang. and she said she thought they might've been looney and how she didn't believe in stuff like that. and as she was talking, i was getting that feeling that she was saying that because most christians don't believe in stuff like that.

so, i'm pretty off with my faith... i haven't really committed to anything... but i still agree with a lot of the opinion of most (sane) christians.

i believe that as humans, we know very, very little about anything. but with that, i also believe that we cannot assume there isn't life that we don't know about. now, i am NOT saying i believe aliens are out there on mars, or werewolves are running around eating people, i'm just saying that we can't know that there aren't other things God created besides Adam, Eve, and the animals. my mom argues that science has proved that there is no life out in space, on other planets... but how can we, we who know nothing and think we know so much, know that science is completely, 100% right?

and how can we assume we know all and what is and what isn't? just because we don't want to look "crazy" by believe there is more out there? can we really be so ignorant and stubborn?

what do you think?

Currently Listening Anthems for the Damned By Filter see related

warning via blog.

fellow bloggers! hair enthusiasts! people with hair fetishes! i've written this post to warn you!!

if any of you truely know me, it's obvious to you that i am a makeup/hair product obsesser. i love trying out new things, and BUYING lots and lots of products to fill my empty cabinet and makeup bag. but not too long ago, i started using Sunsilk Waves Of Envy shampoo and conditioner, and i was so pissed off by the results i got.

basically it completely dried out my hair. period. the texture was exremely thick and dry. it was like there was no moisture... within the moisture:P i was so excited when i bought it because i looove wavy curls, and their Waves Of Envy hair gel has been tre sweet on my locks. but after using the shower products, i got zero style and all dryness.

i was, to say the least, about to rip my hair out.

another thing i've been using that betrayed me was...

this stuff! when target put up a big display of Soap & Glory products i freaked. i, like many other completely gullable shoppers, believed this stuff would be a miracle on my skin, and get rid of the bumps on my arms (ewww i knoww). but really, all this crap did was make my skin smell old. if you've been thinking about buying Soap & Glory, please reconsider, because i seriously doubt it'll do anything for you. and if i'm wrong, my God shut down my blog!

okay. thank you, whoever you are, for listening to me rant about products i'd like to send to hell. (curse you dove!!)

so i've got loads of stuff to do today... but i squeezed in a lil time to make a small playlist for you guys:)

i'll be posting later hopefully. and since i no longer have a job or anything to do period, i'll be wasting my time soon making the ulimate playlist for ya'll.

but for now, enjoy, and leave me some love! i'm lonely:(

Currently Reading Ricochet By Julie Gonzalez see related

sick.stuck.slick.

...And then of course, there is Casia Joy. The old term, bossom friend, simply coundn't describe the closeness, the connection of our dear friendship. Whenever I picture comfort and love, it is her face that floats to my mind. Casia's entire world seemed to burst forth with love, peace, compassion, and pure, raw creativity. Whenever she smiles, the sun shines ten times brighter. When she laughed, it made you forget everything bad in the world. And when she was sad, the world seemed to weep for her. She inspired me to be anything and do anything. she never once fought me, and when I have something to say, she will sit me with and listen, however long it will take, and all the while, understanding exactly how I felt. She is my own little angel, without which, I don't think my life would bloom so beautifully.

  I will always be afraid of losing Casia to the world, for one day I know she will change the world in her own way. But as long as she stands beside me now, I know will have truely, an amazing friend.

  This is what i wrote for a project where I had to describe someone very close to me. but reading it back, i've realized how caged it is. looking back to when i wrote it, i realized i felt distant. trapped, almost. these words caged me, they weren't right. it always hurt to read what i write, because the only thing i can ever think about when i do is, "i am an imposter. starving for what i can't write. i should just give up like always. this is a disaster".

i need instructions, directions.

my writing has become trash.

oh god

Bible In A Minute - barats and bereta

i love you Barats and Bereta.