Well..

 The idea of using this thing lately has seemed pretty fuckin stupid to me idk why tho but yes its stupid...anywayss i've been pretty fuckin pissed off lately and i dont know why exactly..and when ppl ask me if somthing is wrong i say no because nothing is wrong i'm just in a bad mood perminatly i guess!? IDKKKK anywayssss uhhh the past few days have been great yea ash is outta the hospital and shes ok and doin good..jake came outta the closet and now i have a gay bestfriend....umm sean asked my sister to marry him and she said yes..oh lord...anywaysss yea stuff good. kristen and I are happy and I love her so much which is also amazing and all..and umm idk lets see I dotn fuckin kno what else to sayyy hmmm ive been busy lately which also fuckin suckss and i have no time for anything anymoree but thats ok as long as i can have time to get online and talk to my baby i am happy righttt? righttt anywaysysssssss ummmmm i saw some movie last night called national treasure, yep it sucked i paid zero attention to it and the whole time i sat there and stared at the celling wooooo go me i've seriously like lost it lol hmm then afterward we went out for a little while to seans and all his sisters were there and his cousin and yea that was fun then i came home and fell asleep really eairly wow that sucked cause i didnt get to talk to kristen at all yesterdayyy ahhhh anywayss uhhh i am sitting here watching degrassi now bored off my ass but happy because i am talkin to the love of my lifeee....hmm but yea i think i am gonna go cause i am tired of updateing this good bye ppl!

-keag

Sup Niggers..

Lifes been goin you kno..just grand lately! Yea no I just lied, life blows...first off my sister and her friend (my ex gf) were drunk and got into a car crash but megs ok n ashley is like bad hurt i guess...ahh thats not cool, then idk just shits been goin on at school lately between my friends and this other group of ppl..and blah. Good news I guess is they found out what my mommys havin and shes havin a boy and his names gonna b Chance..yes I know odd eh? but jesus..look at my name lol..its like the girls in my family get normal names Amy and Megan and then the guys in the family get weird crazy names like Keagan and Chance...but Greg's was normal so blah yea..anyways yea so I guess I'm not so pissed about my mom having another baby, because now I can have a little brother and that will be awsome, because I love being an uncle, Brent is deff. the man lol but now there will be another baby around which will suck but thats ok the more the merrier rightt...anywayss ummm idk I am so bored right now and no one is on like what so ever so i am here all alone watching the grudge because i illegaly downloaded it, and typin this bullshit. but thankkk god its friday lol i am sleepin, in tomm. sooo fuckin late omg haha that shall b fun. I wish my baby was on tho I miss her we havnt really talked all day!  Its ok tho shes at her friends housee...umm anyways uhh yea idk what else to say nothins new lately..soooo I'll write bak laterrr!

-Keagann

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY!!

oh man..

                     In such a great mood right now, it is fucking awsome Well today was good. School went by quick, people were nice today. I got to watch my cousin in a hopeless attempt try to fight some ghetto chick. Then I got to break up there fight, which was pretty fun! I was all "SuperCj!" booyaaa. So anyways, hm school was good, afterward I went to tb with Meg and Nikki. That was also fun and quit funny as well. I came home, was all nice to my family, Meg and I had a talk and her and I are no longer fighting and at eachother throats so we have a good understanding of eachother now, which is great with me, and also with her. So Amy, Megan, and Keaggerzz are goin to the movies together tonight, aww how cute a brother and sisters outting. I think we are going to see the Incredables haha cause I'm sucha kid at heart and it looks pretty dran funny if ya ask me.  So that shall be quit the entertainment.  But at 6 I have another dr. appt with my shink, he says me being on meds for 2 days has made a bit of an improvment..little does he know I threw that shit out..booyaaaa!! Hmmm sooooo yea I'm talking to Court, shes a lil giddy tonight eh Courtneyy?  haha shes the best I love her! Damn I wish Kristen was on I need to talk to my babyy  But she will be on soon so yayay!! haha Kristen and I got into our first fight last night..and might I tell you...I didnt like it one bit. It was sad lol I felt bad cause it was all my fault and I freaked out on her..and just yea idk I was being meannn but we made up so I am happy now! Anywayss I am gonna goooo

-Keag

I love you Kristen your my life baby!

I love ya Court you are amazingg!

I love ya Shelbyyy your the best babe!

I love ya Seany I'm sorry I was mean!

I love ya Meggerz your the best sis ever!

I love ya Amy your also the best sis ever, you 2 r tiedd!

I love ya Nikki sry I said that today i was jk!

Hey..

yep..life sucks anyone agree? i do..anyways onto bigger and better things. uhh i had tht dr. appt. thing last night and it was like..idk the worst time of my life, the dr kept askin me ?'s and when i wouldnt answer somthin he'd b like "mr. odella this is important now answer it or i will go into the waiting room and get ur parents to come in here for this sesson with us." he was such a homo but whatever...soo they came the the conclustion that good old normal me is bipolor. hmm soo now i am on these pills called somthin like zioliaxin or somthin tht is supposed to keep my moods in balance and keep me aware of what i am doing and let me control like my anger and all that..so yea im on meds now meaning im like clinicly insane..and just wow...soo i told em im not takin the shit and i kno tht if i do it'll kill me cause i dont need it in the first place..ask anyone they will tell u im a perfectly happy guy..but whatever idk and idc. then today had another dr appt. these r daily might i add now cause this fuckin physco of a dr. told my parents he feared i would go to drastics with my anger and kill myself or somone close to me.. i was like "WHAT!?" i mean seriously they must have my fucking info mixed up with someone else's...wow thats so like not true i would never ever hurt anyone close to me (cept meg but shes my sister im aloud to fight her) and i would deff. never kill myself, i have so much to live for..wow ppl are fucking retards..so whatever now im like yea..idk this medican makes me so fucking weird feeling i dont like it, i swear its gonna kill me cause i dont need it and im like takin somthin thats not needed for me which is so bad for u..so yea when and if i die cause of it, then my parents will learn a lesson and learn how to listen to their own son because i know me more then any dr ever could..but yea whateverrrr....

yup..idk anymore ya'll i just dont know this shits killin me..it really is, i hate drs. soooo much now god i dooo omggg ahhhhh blah yea..

soo now im talkin to my baby! i love her sooo much but im not feelin like myself right now and she can tell so she thinks somthin is wrong..but theres nothin wrongg baby i promisee im just blahh tonightt im srrryyyyy!!

ok bye

-me

i love u baby

Hello people..

  Ok listen up, Keag isnt in a good mood tonight so you guys are all gonna hear it! First off my family is full of fucking liars who try to hide things from me that cant be hiddin for long, and second my parents are fucking retards who I am going to literaly kill. Hm..sooo my sister accedently slips today when she tells me my mom is pregnate. Yep..ya heard me Ally is pregante..hm yea..sooo then Meg tells me "Mom and dad just didnt want to tell you because they didnt think you could handle it" so i fuckin flipped out, I mean seriously who the fuck do my parents think they are? how can anyone in their right mind keep that from their kids, well no strike that, i mean kid! WOWOWOWOOW oh my god..sooo thenn when my mom got home from work i ran down the stairs and started yelling and flipping out on her the whole time i was like "OH MY GOD WOMEN HOW CAN U KEEP THAT FROM ME...ME YOUR YOUNGEST CHILD, YOUR ONLY FUCKIN SON!" sooo then she god all teary and was like "Hunni, Keagan..baby, I'm sorry..but never say that again, you are not our only son, never exclude Greg he is still a part of this family." sooo I got pissed cause I dont like talking about him and I yelled upstiars and got meg to come down then amy and they just stood there while I yelled at my mom and she was all like calm and shit...but I kinda feel a little bad now cause I was really mean, I mean..I kept telling her I was gonna kick her in the stomach and...just yea I kinda lost it, i wish i hadnt have done that.. but..idk whats done is done and I deff. had a right to get pissed off.  Soooo while I'm standing there yelling at my mom and fighting meg and amy off of me cause I made my mom cry and they were like "Ok Cj stop seriously you made your point." and stuff like that, my dad walks in and he fuckin grabs my arm and is like "OK YOU KNOW WHAT?! GO TO YOUR ROOM I WILL BE THERE IN A MINUTE!!" soo...yea i listen to my dad cause he kinda scares me lol..sooo i ran up the stairs makin as much noise as possable slammin doors and throwin shit in the hall way so i got to my room and fuckin slammed the door sooo fuckin hard i thought it would break off the fuckin hinges. so nick comes up the stairs and i hear him yellin "Keagan James O'Della!" and yea when they say the full name..that means im in trouble..sooo he comes into my room like idk lol in a really scary way and i was sitting in my computer chair and he turned me around so i was facing him and he got all calm and was like "I talked to your mother...we want you to go to a shink." ohhhh myyyy goddd and ppl think they've seen me flip out before? this had to have been the worst one in a few years, i stood up, threw my comp chair at my desk, fuckin started throwing stuff at my dad and i went after him ( i was so ready to fight him omg) so he grabbed onto me and he was like "Ally! GET UP HERE AND BRING THE GIRLS!" so my mom and meg and amy ran up the stairs and had to hold me down..i swear to god i had to have hit my dad atleast 100 times before they got me down lol then my mom and dad told meg and amy to leave my room and they "talked it over" with me and they think i need anger managment and they saidi  need to see a "special" dr. cause i'm bipolor or whatever...but i dont agree, my temper is perfectly fine, i only get set off when ppl do things that make me mad or upset or whatever and thats it seriously...other then that im a perfectly happy guy right? idk..u tell me i guess....but yea idk today was the worst day of my life by far, i dont want a new kid in my family...we were happy just meg amy nick ally and i..but whatever..just ew i swear i am going to kick the shit outta this kid daily just because this pisses me off so much, and yes quote me on that :smile: ew I heard my parents talking about it and if its a girl they are gonna name her Jesse and if its a guy they are gonna name him Chance...ewwww just ew seriously..ew whatever ok I'm out cause I am in a horrable mood and just..idk ok bye

-keagan

i loveu so much baby u mean the world to me and more and always will no matter what!