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Hey everybody!!!
Damn I haven’t been on this thing for a long time… so let me update you all on whats happened & whats happening.. . umm I graduated!!! So happy that’s over and done with… umm im leaving on august 22 for basic training back in texas…soo excited yet terrified…umm its been a year and almost two months since my mommy’s been gone, yet im still missing her soo much…my older sister is back in Pennsylvania, where’s she stationed…soo proud of her & miss her a lot!!! Miss all my family and friends up north, guam is such a small island yet its hard to see them because the distance… umm I’d like to congratulate all the seniors out there…we did it guys!!! CLASS OF 2006!!! Ready for the real world?!? You bet I am, but scared outta my ass… but I’ll take whatever life throws my way…and lastly…your probably all wondering if Jason jon and I are still together…OF COURSE!!! Almost 10 months and still growing strong!!! *I LOVE YOU JASON JON AGUON CRUZ!!!* you’ve given me the best time of my life… I miss you baby…well I guess that’s all for now until later people…take kare!!!
*I LOVE JASON JON AGUON CRUZ!!!*
*mEy*
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Yeah yeah I haven’t updated this thingy in like a long time… been really busy with school and stuff…hardly even have time for my babes…lets see…oh I swore into the air force already… there’s no backing down now…I was really looking forward to leaving in august but my recruiter called meeh today and asked if I could leave on June 15…that’s like 5 days after grad…that’s too fast…but I don’t know…maybe its better than stalling…anyways…its almost a year since my mommy’s been gone…its like everything I see or hear reminds meeh of her in some way…its crazy…but I tend to get so sad and then I become angry and I always seem to take it out on Jason Jon… a year…its been too long…I wish she could be here right now…I miss her so damn much…its not fair…im feeling sad again…I don’t get whats the purpose of living when your just going to die anyways…its so stupid!!! But yeah moving on I guess…Jason Jon and I are still together and growing strong…after everything we managed to make it this far… I love that air head soo much…he always tries his best to do whatever he can to make meeh happy!!! Im so glad that were together… but I gotta go so I’ll write more later…
*I LOVE JASON JON AGUON CRUZ!!!*
*mEy*
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| Oh my gosh it’s been such a long time…
Anyways… im here to update you all on what’s been happening: happened: or is gonna happen!!! Let’s see…oh my handsome husband & I turned “5 months” on the 27 of January!!! Wow!!! That’s long to us…were each others longest….umm we haven’t argued & im soo happy about that!!! My babes is now “18”…legal…I’ll be there soon… umm my sister wrote to meeh from training!!! miss her soo much…its now been 9 months & 3 days since my mothers been gone…still so hard to believe…if I don’t fail any of my classes this semester I can graduate on time…im trying soo hard…oh im working on getting my license…im such a procrastinator…umm oh yeah I’m still doing that air force thing…I can swear in on Tuesday 2006-31-january…im excited about that… umm… I don’t know what else to write until next time…laterz…
I LOVE JASON JON AGUON CRUZ!!!
*mEy*
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| Its early in the morning…
Almost time to get ready for school…
Bored outta my ass as usual…
Yay!!!its almost my handsome’s big one eight!!!
He’s turning the legal age…
Im so happy for him…
I don’t know what to get him for his birthday…
Hmm?!?
Sorry no updates…
Until laterz….
*I LOVE JASON JON AGUON CRUZ!!!*
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| Hey people!!!
Well it’s a new year as you all know and my handsome helped meeh figure out what my new year’s resolution should be… there’s a couple of things, but the main thing I guess is to stop acting *silly* lol…I guess I tend to do that a lot & it really pisses him off…pisses everyone off...soo im gonna stop!!! Oh my sister left…I don’t know if I mentioned that before but yeah…just a reminder…I miss her soo much…she called meeh when she was in Hawaii & Texas but not when she reached South Carolina…I wonder how she’s doing… hope she calls soon…umm missing my mommy like alwaize…with the holidays passing…been thinking a lot about her lately…there’s so many *firsts* without her…Christmas… new years… Halloween…mother’s day…I mean I know she’s *with us* in our hearts but it hurts to know that I cant see or feel her… (sigh)… I cant believe its almost a year since she’s been gone… oh my gosh how things happen so fast… you should NEVER take anyone for granted… cause you’ll NEVER know when they’ll be gone… it hurts to lose someone… for reals it does… but on a higher note… school’s tomorrow…bummer… although I wanted to go back…im not ready… didn’t do my homework for my classes…got a lot of things on my mind right now… it sucks!!! Im so frustrated!!! But yeah gotta go until next time…
I LOVE JASON JON AGUON CRUZ!!!
Love meeh alwaize…
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