bBy_iLLuSiOn's Xanga

Friday, March 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 02:22:53 GMT

life's been good! despite all the things i have to take care and tons of homework, life is good. i have 19 units.. need to catch up becuz im a year behind. sounds like a lot but i have some moderately easy classes so its ok.

blah blah blah.. i'll continue next time. haha

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 04:09:56 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALLLLLLLLL!!!

- winter class (ethnic studies)... 14 day course. turns out pretty relaxing and definitely quick! reading every night about 40 pages... and a final essay which is about 6-8 pages.. and 2 quizzes. its a load but i rather not deal with it for 3 months..so im pulling it off in 2 weeks! 4 more days to go! sweeeeeeeet!

- still looking for a new job. not putting too much effort into it tho. applied at wamu to work with my hunny (almy). i hope she talks to her manager and get back to me soon. she's hunny and i'm bunny. hunny bunny!

- also have a job offering as a receptionist at a firm.. so i think i'll give the guy a call on the weekday. cooooolness! prolly still be at starbucks tho since i'm only there on the weekends.

- i'm soooo broke after i pay off my credit cards. ok maybe not. i still spend. =I who careeeeeeeeees! life needs money and that means you'll never stop paying to live.

- friends.. you guys been so great to me!! i cannot thank you enough for being here. even for a simple Hi and messages here and there. love you all and take care!

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 03:04:53 GMT

Have i been gone since forever or what!!! missed me? semester is coming to an end and im trying pretty hard to pass my classes. I'm taking winter session also.. a 15 day course.. dammit.. costed me $630. i want financial aid dammit!! maybe i should try applying again. ahhh what are the chances.

Thanksgiving's coming up!!! I thank you all for being a great friend!!! who's making turkey this year? save me some. hehe

i love my baby very much!

Friday, August 12, 2005

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 03:25:16 GMT

i am back from CHINA!!!!!!!!! and it was great!! i finally got to go on an actual vacation for two weeks with my hunny. hehe. though the plane ride took forever.. i had movies to watch to entertain me. temperature there was super hot.. sweaty hot! but i like it so it didnt really bother me. food there is fantastic!! stuffs to buy there are cheap but not really my style. if i ever do go back there.. it'll be for food cause its so damn goooood!

i miss all my friends.. each one of you. feels like everybody's growing apart, being busy with their own lives.. i really want to find time to go out and spend some time together. to still keep the bond alive among us. but no matter where we are.. we will always be in each other's hearts. just take care for me you guys! i love you all!!

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 14:37:42 GMT

sorry guys.. been busy! so i passed last semester with C's. proud enough! and now i'm already in summer school taking Humanities and Math Analysis [again!]. i withdraw from it last semester cuz the teacher's accent is killing me. i do not understand what he's saying after awhile. anyways.. i have decided.. i am going to China on July 17. probably for two weeks or so. I'm gonna be sooooo sweating from the heat. time for hw then work... bye!

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Sun, 22 May 2005 04:09:19 GMT

tuesday - English final 8am

wednesday - Biology final 8am

friday - Economics final 10:30am

WHERES THE JOY IN THAT? when this is all over, i'll be super proud of myself ............ if i passed! oh i dont even wanna think about it.

yipppeee my car is being fixed at the shop now.. new bumper and new muffler. free of charge! yea thanks to that person for hitting me. shit.

im really happy that i got to go out with michelle, elaine, tiff and andy together. we were just doing our own things for the past couples of months and kept ourselves busy.. but today, we had the chance to be together just like the old days. if only mopel was there.. but more days will come where all of us can catch up on things. im just super happy!

summer vacation: China or no China? that is the question.

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 01:35:22 GMT

i hope i pass my classes!!!! basically, i hope i can pass english so i can be back at state. *crosses fingers* im taking humanites during summer school at city. hope that goes well.

sunday may 1st.. tiff's birthday.. MARINE WORLD!! yippeeee

mother's day is coming up.. deciding on what to get my mom.. hmm..

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 03:10:19 GMT

hi everybody!! i know i havent been updating this for awhile. well, im back for now and how are you guys doing? =) there's just so much of school stuffs in my hands.. and i dropped my math class cuz i dont think ill pass in there. me and hun is doing good together. im happy that i took this opportunity and know that theres IS a better road to take. where is everybody going for summer? i wanna go on a vacation! danny's mom said we'll go China together.. without danny. bwahaha!! he's the one who said he's going to work so ok.. we shall go without him. take care everyone.. and ill be back whenever. hehe

Friday, March 11, 2005

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 02:39:58 GMT

LIFE's been good throughout the week becuz the decision i've decided is going smoothly. i can be happy once again despiting everything from the past. past is the past.. and the only way to step foward is to focus on now and the future. errrybody, i know you guys got faith in me right? i can get pass this with someone by my side seeing me through it. i know he can becuz he makes "one and only" come out of me. -- things will just get better each day because i believed god planned all this to happen from 8.16.04 to this day.

i've made mistakes, i've learned, and i've experienced. now i think its time to make the best out of all those.

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 01:13:40 GMT

i just dont know... dont know if the next step to take will be right for me. only way to see is go for it. but im scared.. scared that its another step to the crooked road ahead resulting in pain. but chances dont come everyday, but i also dont want to take the chance and realize.. i made a wrong decision. we can stay together if we work at it. too late now.. but it can also be too early. but i shouldnt be so selfish, thinking of all the goods just for myself. what about the other person? how do u think they'll feel? u gotta think for them too! should i take this leap and see..... see me in a stage where i belong .. or a stage to bring me closer to where i belong. i would want to... but theres just too much in my heart. maybe i can set it aside... it can slowly fade, or remain there forever. i want my thoughts to come true, i want you to feel what i think. i want what i think to be what you have in mind. together with you is what i want, once again..

it's just a matter of time

+ lalala.. this is just randomness. not based on a specific person.