12:31 A.M

roars! My dad kept wakin` me up today around 9 . -___-" He would come in my room and get the laundary and then leave. Then like a few mins later he would come in and open my closet to look for hangers. Another few mins he would come in and take my trash out. Then another few mins he would vacuum! roarr! I FiNALLY fell asleep around 1O.  hahah, I over slept. ;P Tiffany called me around 12:3O and i remember i was suppose to be at Quicklys at 12:3O, i was like oh shitt. lols So i got up and got ready, but i had to wait cuhs my dad was eating, after he was done he took me to the Bowling Alley. We went into the bowlin` alley around 1.  stupid mark wouldn`t give me my money back, cuhs i changed my mind and didn`t want pizza anymore, i rather get wendys. you suckk!! i TOLD you 5 pizza was too much for about 2O people. roarr! punkkkasss. hahah J.kS! It`s all good. We waited for Kimberly to come back with the cake and yeahh. HAPPY BE-LATED// EARLY BiRTHDAY WiNNY AND WiLLiAM.!!  you old farts! ;D haha I`m gonna miss you guys next year. Kicked it at the bowling alley until 5, then me, Amy, Tiffany, SuJan, Paula, and Catalina took the bus to Amy`s padd. They played DDR and I watched part of the time. The other part I was under the blankets trying to sleep.  haha I fell asleep for a lil` while, but than SuJan phone rang and I woke up.   lols. ohwells. Then my dad picked up me, SuJan, and Tiffany around 9 and dropped them off. Then I came home and ate some more. ;P It was some kind of chicken thingy, idernoes, but it was freakin` GOOD!  . *sigh, i eat too damn much now-a-days. i must must MUST go on a diet and STiCk to it.  but i know i won`t so idernoes. 

lalala` *hmm I haven`t been that down lately. ;D Only at time to time. ;[ but ohwells, everyone goes through it..I guess. I know there`s people out there who has it worst than me, so i shouldn`t be complaining at times when I`m down..but what else is a person to do, ya` know? I mean if someone`s down shouldn`t they let  it out so you can feel more relieve instead of bottling it up inside? If they do bottle it up, they just MiGHT end up as they person who has it worst. So yeahh. It`s natural to let it out once in awhile, just not to the point where it`s everyday. ;P hahah. what the heck am i talking about? lols! i don`t even know myself; random outburst I guess? ;P lalala` okay byebye!

' everything happens for a reason, that`s how you learn from your mistakes '

<33 Ms Sleepy 

11:24 P.M

I`m so tired. =| I only got 6 hours of sleep. I stayed up `till 2 talkin` to Randy and Peter. haha. When I`m 21 I`m gonna take Peter to a male strip club. ;D lmao`.J.KS. :] hahah. Anyways, I didn`t fall asleep until 3. ;[ ohwells Tiffany called me at like 9:4O and woke me up. I got up, got ready and yeahh. Then around 1O:3O my mom took me to Denny`s, I was the first one there so I just sat in the car and waited. ;P Then Tiffany showed up, then Amy, then Paula. We went inside and got a Meat Lovers Breakfast. It was good! ;] Well the eggs and bacons were. ;P hahah. I didn`t really like the hash browns. ;P I got sick of that so I started on my pancakes! *yum hahah. gosh. NEVER pour the syrup on the pancakes first, it makes it so hard to cut. ;[ omg. lmao` When we were in the restroom some girl came in to use it and fukcin` farted in the stalls twice. >_< It was so gross. AnywhOo, after we ate we took the bus back to Valley and went to Sujan`s padd. We kicked it there until 4, then her mom took us to the theaters. We watched The Village, it was okay. I thought it was okay, but everyone else said it sucked. ;[ ohwells. lol. I liked it. ;]. It had a lot of suspense in it. Then we got picked up by Amy`s dad and we went to Amy`s padd and kicked it. Then around 9 my dad picked me and SuJan up and droped her off. Came home and ate some spring rolls. ;D It was delicious! hahaah. ;P I like the sauce. hahah. I watched some asian drama with my dad. It`s all confusin`. o.O? ohwells. Took a shower and now I`m online.

Gosh! My xanga looks all ugh to me. ;T But I`m too lazy to fix it right now, so I guess I`ll fix it tomorrow. I think I`mma just resize the pic, add something on top and just add a couple of songs.

' Everything so close to me just fades away ' 

<33 Ms Sleepy

2:14 P.M

wOaHh. ;] it feels so good to sleep in `til 1 and not to sleep until 3. ;D hahah. i`m so freakin` happy summer school`s oveRr. ;D lalala`. i`m bored. ;[ there`s nothing to do! i wanna go out..-___-" *hmmm.. .  i think i`mma redye my hair either this month or next month. ;] idon`tknow. i`m hungry, and there`s no good food at home. ;[

edited; 12:O2 A.M
    lets see, around 5 my mom came home and i just watched some asian drama with her. ;P hahah. then i got hungry around 6 so my mom took me to Mcdonalds to get some grubb. ;D hahaha. then came home and ate, and watched some more asian drama and had a ' talk ' with my mom. lols. it was pretty interesting. ;P. showered and now i`m online listening to my cd player. ;P thankss james and craig so much for burning me cds.<33 ;D.

you know now-a-days i would rather just stay home and do nothing. i don`t know, sometimes there`s just too much drama and yeah. i know i`ve said that my mom`s a b___h many times, but when you think of it..your family is always gonna be the one who`s gonna be there for you until the end.their gonna be your FAMiLY. sometimes i feel like i take my parents forgranted. i only go to them for money, clothes, rides, etc and get all moody around them. *sigh. i feel so bad for doing that when i think about it. i mean they work for their money, only to give it to us to spend it. =/.  that`s why i want to get a job. ;D fuckk, it`ll be so ck0o` to spend as much as i want cuhs it`s MY money. ;P lalalala`. okayy that`s all. bye!

' i sit here helpless and let the worser side take control of me '

<33 Ms Sleepy

12:4O A.M

i`mma still fixin` this shit. the top looks kinda` blank cuhs it used to be the nagviation thing, but the codes didn`t work on it so i took it off. and yeah i still need to add a song + fix the blog body cuhs it`s alligned to the right and i can`t find code. -___-" so yeah. the pics are kind blurry cuhs it wasn`t suppose to be this size so yeah. well it`s version 12? hoobstank. doug robb is hot. ;]

okay. i`m still a bit down, but i decided to start on xanga again cuhs this is the only thing that keeps me from being bored. with this i have something to do. ;P haha. i`mma start bloggin` my thoughts down, whenever i feel like it. i know i didn`t before, but i don`t caree anymore. i`m tired of hiding how i feel and shit. so now i`m say it straight out, well maybe. lol. it really depends. :P

___my day 
   woke up at 6:3O, i got up brushed my teeth, washed my face, you knoww the usual. went to school. today was fun, we didn`t do anything cuhs it was the last day. ;] awwh`. i`m gonna miss william and craig. ;[ you guys better take good care at sg and always remember me ! ;] lets see, in first period we watched Jurassic Park. it was okay i guess, i didn`t really like it but some parts were interesting. wee ! i got my pink slip. ;] har har har` i`ma be driving by next summer hopefully. ;D hahah. Then in second period we watched Star Wars. lmao`. the movie was ghetto. i didn`t really pay attention. ;P gosh. i`ma miss sitting next to james, william, craig, and george. omg they crack me up so much in that class. hahah. they`re such dorks. i swear i laugh so hard everyday cuhs of them. they make me laugh until my stomach freakin` hurts. lmao`. afterschool i met up with cindy and we went to Cold Stone. *sigh they`re not making smoothies for a while. ;[ how gay ! i`m craving for a strawberry banana smoothie so badd. ;[ i wantt onnneeee. lol. then we went to 7-11 and got some grubb and went back to her pad. we just kicked it and watched tv. then we took picture cuhs we were bored. lol. i posted some up on my findapix. haha i finally update that thing in like 655424205454 years! ;P Then around 4:3O my mom picked me up. i went online a lil cuhs my internet was being gay and kept freezing my computer. -___-". so i gave up and watched some tv and grubbed. i knocked out at 7:3O and my mom woke me up around 1O. ;[ i`m still so tired, but i doubt i can sleep. woke up took a shower went online and yeah. okay bye!

' Behind each and every smile, there are tears wanting to fall '

<33 Ms Sleepy