so looking down the old blogs, it looks like i haven't updated this thing for nearly two years. that's pretty long considering i used to write everyday. my life just isn't as interesting anymore. maybe i'm just not as easily ammused. wow, i must've had really bad ADD back then because i'm ammused pretty darn easily. XD .. so i read through all of my blogs that i've put in here and it's funny watching how i grew in my writing. i went from "typin lyk dis" to typing properly like this. i guess you see yourself in a new light when you're lookin' in from the outside. so i could say life's been pretty good. this summer's been the best of all sumemrs. all the pictures are on myspace so if you ain't got one then you can't see it.. since i blocked it off XD so i decided that i MIGHT start using this a little more often.. although i doubt anyone will read this since i haven't been on for a while .. haha. i bet half my friends have forgotten all about xanga. myspace is the new THANG now.  but anyway, if anyone out there is reading this.. if you notice that i start talking about random things.. don't mind me. haha. it's just something for me to look back at 10 years from now so i can laugh at the memories.. or just laugh at my own stupidity. :] yayyyy. so an update on life. God rocks Family rocks Friends rock School.. ehh, well it ain't as hard as i expected it to be but a little more stressful with college around the corner and speaking of school, who knew senior year would roll around the corner this quickly? i swear i just came out of elementary school. wow. it's the last year i can officially be a child. i've come to realize.. i'm old. turning 18 in about 4 months dude. and we all know what that means. ADULTHOOD. yes, that's right. the time in life all teens hope for.. where parents no longer breathe down our backs, where we can make our own decisions and not worry about getting busted. let's bust that bubble now. no matter how old you get, parents will always be your parents. they will ALWAYS breathe down your back, well until death do us part of course. BUT, no matter what you do, you will always be their kid. you will ALWAYS be little to them and they will ALWAYS care about what you do and how you go about doing it. they will always be involved in your big time decisions.  that's life for you. the older you get, the harder it gets. i wish i could stay young forever. that way i could have my parents take care of me. i wouldn't have to worry about finances and how much i need to save to pay the monthly bill. dude, i'm that excited to be old. not at all. but i'm definitely grateful for my parents. it's because of them that i'll be able to go off on my own. they've raised me and one day i'll turn around and teach the same things they've taught me to my own kids. the next generation. alright, that's goin too far off into the future. like i said, i haven't done this in a while. wow. didn't expect this to be that long. alright, better get back to the homework. adios my loverrs *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* EDIT *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* so i was deciding which picture to use as my default for this page and i stumbled across an old picture i took 2 years ago with my youngest cousin, elizabeth. from this: to this: or you could check out the new default picture. crazy how people change after 2 years. and our AIM conversation 5 minutes ago: liz: alright i g2g to sleep ur keeping me a wake stupie me: hahaha me: my bad huh me: gotta look hot for the boys liz: hahaha me: don't flirt too much me: or else i'd have to call you a ho liz: hahaha shetupp!! me: hahaha liz: love ya cousss! me: backatcha yeah, that's love. weird, she's a freshman already. she grew up pretty fast. but man, i love my cousins. hahaha. they're all so silly. :)