Omg, free time tO update my niggas -lol-

sO freakin sO much has been gOin On latly..

me nd* Matt hOoked bac up, in like 3 days after he gOt bac thO -lol- dumb me.. but n*e* ways, we have been dOin alOt better latly I was Our 3 mOnths last week (even thO we "brOke up" its  sO Only cOunted as a "break" lol) he has been rele busy latly thO, with like nite skOol nd* hangin with friends.. we fite all the time bOut nOt seein eachOther enuff.. he tells me "I have tO make equal time with bOth my friends nd yOu" <-- thats kinda dumb thO bc he nOs I cant hang Out late, while the rest Of his friends are Out tilll like 11 each nite.. its alrite thO <33 I lOve the lOzer I asked him why his friend, him nd me all hang Out tOgether, but he makes me feel like they all hate me.. I mean Im sure they dO but w/e.. I guess I can live rite?

n*e* ways, Im eledable fer sOft ball bitches I was sO freakin happy*!! I passed with a 2.3.. thats like 2783273902 times better then my last grade pOint avrage -lol-

sO yea, even sOft ball has been gOin great latly we had a dOuble header Saturday, nd* we wOn bOth murcying the teammmsss wOoo hOoooo lol Other then tOday at pratice, my dumb assistant was the Only One there nd* she tOtally dOesnt like me.. she said I was bitching abOut everything nd they she made me dO push ups nd erRrrr I needed tO smack a hOe -lol-

well, skOol sux like usual but cumOn, I dOnt need tO deal with dumb ppl tOOooo*!! tOday I gOt a "threat" nOte.. Oo yea, lemme gO cry nOw.. rite?? w/e thO.. I gOt it taken care Of, by the principle, my mOm nd nOt tO meantiOn the 473847767340343 ppl that want tO hurt her see, thats hOw kOol I am -lol-

well, gtg eat sum dinnnnerrRrrrrr

<3 peace Out

hey, gOt sum majOr updating tO dOoooo-

well, the last week was crazii.. first, bOring, Oo yes, nd* even thO Im inelagable, I get tO b On the teammmmmm  sO hOpefully Im nOt again next cardmarking ((even thO I gOt 3 freakin dssss))

n*e* ways.. since Matt was tryin tO get ready tO leave fer Mertel Beach all week (fer spring break) I wanted tO spend alOt Of time with him.. nd* we ended up breakin up..

I need yer OpiniOn: I asked him if he thinks n*e* thing will happen **between him nd* a gurl er w/e** nd* he says "Idk" I ask him like 378437-9537380974309 times nd* all I get is "Idk" sO I tOld him that if he dOesnt nO fer a fact that he lOves me enuff tO nOt cheat On me then its Over.. sO tell me why I feel sO awful abOut it.. Im like depressed cause I miss him alOt.. nd* nOw thats hes dOwn there hes all tellin me that there are sO many hOtt gurls nd* yea, it makes me saddddd.. but then he says he lOves me wen we get Off the phOne sOo gawwshh, hes cOnfusing me

he wants tO hOok bac up wen he gets bac but Idk if I shOuld.. cause I like him alOt er w/e but he wanted tO break up sO he cOuld get sum, cum bac wen its all Over nd* then expect me tO b with him again.. I thinks its dummmbbbb but Idk wat I shOuld dO?! (mabie he rele dOes care..??)

all I nO is that 2nd chances with me are gOnna b hard this time Mister*!!

well yea, alsO like my bestest friend is mOving tO Kentucky.. mayynn, everyOnes leaving me..  but I lOve John nd* Im gOnna CRY FER 3874389743809743 HOURS EVERYDAY TILL I SEE HIM AGAIN

its Easter nOw.. nOt much mOre tO say.. Other then Im hOpe bOreeeeddd

I lOve yOu fer lying wen yOu say yOu care