RAWR. i LOVE summer.

i havent updated for hella days so here it goes:

the beach with tina, grace, and xixi was amazingly fun and i cant wait till my GRACYPOO whore comes back from koreaaaaa

i thought id see my friends more often over the summer but its the total opposite kieran disappeared and xixi is a study dork HAHA. but my lil bro fitch is always available so hes THE coolest hehehe

july 4^th kinda sucked cause i missed the fireworks cause i was bumming like crazy that night

i have a friggin 11:00 curfew now. kill me

goals for this summer:

-improve myself in so many ways..TOO many

-change my personality cause i need to be nicer to people

-be determined, diligent, strong, thoughtful

-become my old self again [before i moved and got all lazy]

-become completely involved with the Youth Red Cross again cause i miss it like crazy

-become a CPR instructor aide again

-find enough confidence to apply for a position in the Youth Red Cross

-STUDY cause i can feel my brain shrinking

-IMPROVE my SAT score cause foreals¡KSATs are raping me

-take yoga and kickboxing :]

-lose some weight cause blubber isnt TOO pretty

-learn to appreciate my family more cause they wont be around forever [this should be a goal for EVERYONE]

-learn to appreciate my friends more cause i dont think i woulda gotten this far without them

-try to KIT with my sac friends more often cause i can see the huge gap that has formed since i left last year growing larger and larger..pretty depressing dayam. I LOVE YOU CHRISTA, SALLY, MOITLE! and where oh where is dominic chu

-chill with some mission san jose people [*ahem* EZRA KIM who was supposta chill with me]

-find a chinese class to take cause my chinese went to chinglish to plain english

-meet new people so i wont be a loner anymore

-go to great america and take a road trip

-GET A TAN..but this isnt too important hehehe

thats all my retarded brain can think of right now :] ill most likely add more later. LOTS more hahaha :]

I WANT THESE SEXY VICTORIAS SECRET BATHING SUITS: