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me and amanda sue hung out all weekend.  it was so much fun.  i had the best weekend ever.  i got asked to prom this weekend. ive never been that drunk for that many days straight.  last night me and amanda went back into the place we were staying at and mickey was there.  me and him talked for a while.  then i seen matt and i havent seen matt for a long time.  i havent seen jason for a real long time either. but every day it was me amanda gerry matt jason another girl and the two people that live there.  me and mickey were real drunk last night. haha...fun fun.  alright well im out.

peace

-good time amanda, can't wait till we get the fuck outta this state and go down to flordia and party every night like its our last.  we're always gonna be friends, i know it. <3

greg came over tonight after work hes so sweet.  were going to spend all day together tomorrow.  i found something interesting tonight on my computer.  a bunch of conversations with other girls that dustin had while he was still living in my house.  he bummed off my parents and lived here for how long and he has the nerve to do that.  thats sick.  then in one of the conversations he was going to have and probably did have "meaningless sex" with sarah morbeto.  it seems everytime we break up he goes back to the same people.  wow, he really does have no life.  im so glad that greg treats me better than he ever did.  doesnt put me down yell at me and treat me like shit plus he isn't an asshole 24/7.  just because dustin was handed a bad hand of cards didnt mean he had to take me down with him.  its not my fault he has the life he has.  at least i dont have to go places every chance i get because i cant face my problems.  that shows how worthless he is.  im trying my damnest to get back on my feet i go to school now from 3-515 and im getting a job at bonanza.  i dont need money handed to me i can work for things that i want.  just because youre 18 that doesnt mean you can do what you want whenever you want.  take some responsibility for a change.  thats right people cant change.  well i did and you will never change youre always going to be the person you are.  greg doesnt lie to me and he treats me like a boy friend should treat a girlfriend.  hes the best thing that happened to me.  my biggest mistake was ever meeting you.  if i could go back in time i would never have met you then i would have saved myself from all the uncalled for drama you caused.  at least im better than you.  you didnt even deserve me.  you dont deserve anyone with the way you act and the way you are.  youlll never be anything close to me and ill never stoop to your level.  im finally happy with someone and i thank god every day for him.  im glad he asked me out.  but i regret even knowing you.  im ashamed you were ever in my life, but believe me im even more glad youre out of it.  i hope your life is miserable for everything you ever put me through.  you dont have to write in your xanga about me its not always about revenge because after everything i found tonight on my computer, you discust me and i dont want to ever speak or communicate with you ever again.  its pathetic and it makes me sick.

thank god for change!

greg i cant wait to spend the day together!!

Currently Listening White Pony By Deftones teenager see related

i went to greg's house tonight and met his parentals for the first time .  they both seem to really like me .  then greg and i walked down to huntsburgers house to see what he was up to and talked to him and drew and some other character for a while .  after that greg brought me home for the night . 

There will always be faces you can never look at without
emotion and there are names you can never hear spoken without that same old feeling returning. Just when you think you can move on, you'll remember all the reasons why you held on so long...

you cant always control what happens next but you can protect yourself from the worse.

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